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Abusive Mother Nature

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Abusive Mother Nature

1. Every seed that falls is one that               has to land somewhere. Falling from rock to rock, tree to tree,          stupid nature to stupid nature.                                Mother, why do this to me? Why go so far to write my death up in your books and     leave me here to dig my own grave? Mother, look at me.        Look at what your roots did to me. Mother, I'm falling            and I've landed in the gravel. 2. Mother, I'm your little seed. And I've fallen                            and fallen                      and fallen                and I'm not in my death bed. It's cold here. And I look up at the sky you'

globes that can't stay still

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globes that can't stay still

words are a mystery that start from one person formed through joy and pain. birth and destruction  and the words would be passed down                       and down               and down           and               down                    until they're barely  the same anymore. they're not broken or deformed. just rounded. the edges aren't edges. fits the puzzle but there's still gaps between each piece. even so it makes something complete yet incomplete.                it won't be, anyways. not when the globes keep rolling off the table. but when they keep still what you see                        is an entire universe one of h

sweet blades

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sweet blades

she had a knife in one hand  and an apple in the other she could have been either one, really. sweet and bright or cold and painful. but why would that matter to her? she's blood and bone wrapped in skin. there's no core to grow or a blade to slice it down. maybe she's tired and that's why she thinks of this. thinks of sweetness and blades. sweet blades. she was just hungry. so she took the knife in her hand and let it meet the apple in her other. blade against skin. red skin against silver metal. they became friends - or at least she thought they did, seeing the apple let the knife inside it's skin so it wouldn't have to be cold metal

from the boy who isn't breathing yet -

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from the boy who isn't breathing yet -

so you look me in the eye and tell me you love me and maybe i'm the idiot, but i just don't seem to understand love is devotion. love is soul searching. love is knowing someone in and out and embracing it. you, hino eiji, don’t seem to get any of this. don’t tell me you love me when you call me out for being selfish don’t tell me you love me when you throw me aside for the life of some guy who barely knows your name don’t tell me you love me when you throw my life on the ground and tell me it doesn't mean anything to you you see, there’s a thing called being alive and it came with borrowing this used up body. no

self infliction

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self infliction

in the hole in her skin you find one heart still young, still beating quite damaged;              a little more than its meant to be it isn't broken   (or at least it isn't yet) she did this to herself

we don't need another revolution

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we don't need another revolution

we're finally dead, you and i we don't carry guns between our fingers anymore we've left them on the bedside table next to    filled diaries           empty bottles of pills now we're sat in front of the television you're trying to relive your whole life again                 pinpoint where we went wrong i just want to get this over with skip to the part where the guns                           fell from our hands

Abusive Mother Nature

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Abusive Mother Nature

1. Every seed that falls is one that               has to land somewhere. Falling from rock to rock, tree to tree,          stupid nature to stupid nature.                                Mother, why do this to me? Why go so far to write my death up in your books and     leave me here to dig my own grave? Mother, look at me.        Look at what your roots did to me. Mother, I'm falling            and I've landed in the gravel. 2. Mother, I'm your little seed. And I've fallen                            and fallen                      and fallen                and I'm not in my death bed. It's cold here. And I look up at the sky you'

globes that can't stay still

g

globes that can't stay still

words are a mystery that start from one person formed through joy and pain. birth and destruction  and the words would be passed down                       and down               and down           and               down                    until they're barely  the same anymore. they're not broken or deformed. just rounded. the edges aren't edges. fits the puzzle but there's still gaps between each piece. even so it makes something complete yet incomplete.                it won't be, anyways. not when the globes keep rolling off the table. but when they keep still what you see                        is an entire universe one of h

sweet blades

s

sweet blades

she had a knife in one hand  and an apple in the other she could have been either one, really. sweet and bright or cold and painful. but why would that matter to her? she's blood and bone wrapped in skin. there's no core to grow or a blade to slice it down. maybe she's tired and that's why she thinks of this. thinks of sweetness and blades. sweet blades. she was just hungry. so she took the knife in her hand and let it meet the apple in her other. blade against skin. red skin against silver metal. they became friends - or at least she thought they did, seeing the apple let the knife inside it's skin so it wouldn't have to be cold metal

from the boy who isn't breathing yet -

f

from the boy who isn't breathing yet -

so you look me in the eye and tell me you love me and maybe i'm the idiot, but i just don't seem to understand love is devotion. love is soul searching. love is knowing someone in and out and embracing it. you, hino eiji, don’t seem to get any of this. don’t tell me you love me when you call me out for being selfish don’t tell me you love me when you throw me aside for the life of some guy who barely knows your name don’t tell me you love me when you throw my life on the ground and tell me it doesn't mean anything to you you see, there’s a thing called being alive and it came with borrowing this used up body. no

self infliction

s

self infliction

in the hole in her skin you find one heart still young, still beating quite damaged;              a little more than its meant to be it isn't broken   (or at least it isn't yet) she did this to herself

we don't need another revolution

w

we don't need another revolution

we're finally dead, you and i we don't carry guns between our fingers anymore we've left them on the bedside table next to    filled diaries           empty bottles of pills now we're sat in front of the television you're trying to relive your whole life again                 pinpoint where we went wrong i just want to get this over with skip to the part where the guns                           fell from our hands
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If only morphine numbed the pain Stopped my heart for just a day Cause when these people cause my blood stain They will never know its because of what they say If only codone stopped my brain These days are hard to sustain My heart turned black long ago You made me try, good show If only the hurt solved my problems Today was the darkest day These things could sorta solve 'em But i wouldn't get to stay
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My Bio
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its been over a year and things have changed and i like keeping track of that change
and really thats the only reason why this is still here and i'm not trying to cover up this mess with red ribbons

i'm krea. 13. i'm a bit like the other one who used to go here except i'm a bit deeper under the ice and the other one is a bit lost on the surface.

theres a side of me thats somewhat good and you can find that on tumblr. here you'll find i'm trying to get something done.

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Favourite TV Shows
kamen rider, super sentai
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
imagine dragons
Favourite Books
crush, the fault in our stars
Favourite Writers
richard siken

let me explain to you a thing

let me explain to you a thing

lately i've developed this passion for writing, like i've been reading a lot of poetry lately and every time i do i go "hey thats amazing i want to be able to do that" so long story short im trying to grow as a person and call myself a writer i haven't gotten there yet exactly but i'm trying and i'm trying to extend my horizons and whatnot so here i am on deviantart again and i'm trying to get to that point so to whoever's still here to see anything i make it'll be me trying to put words together like, i could post something when i come home or like 4 in the morning or whatever it'll probably be frequent and it'll probably get rea

well if this is a comeback its a pretty shitty one

well if this is a comeback its a pretty shitty one

i don't know what to do or why i'm here but hey i'm not dead yet let's go fuck shit up hi. i'm krea. and who knows maybe i can do something good here. for myself, for other people, idk man nice to re-meet you

I HAVE REJECTED EVERYTHING.

I HAVE REJECTED EVERYTHING.

Yeah Sup bros Dropping by to say that I hardly ever use deviantart anymore so don't expect any special shit from me here wooo HOWEVER~ I'm almost ALWAYS on tumblr now, so if you need me I'll be there feeblelittlemind.tumblr.com Also, I have recently been addicted to Kamen Rider it isn't healthy that is all Byebye deviantart

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