fearfuelshatemachine

Hello there, long time no see. I'm very very sorry for not being active over the past year, in all honesty I have just really lost interest in dA. Not because of the community, or the lack of creativity, or anything like that. I just have really lost the desire to do much art anyhow. I have made a few pieces recently, but not much that would amount to anything. I just can't get back into being apart of the active role of the community and art scene. I don't know what is wrong, and why I am so unmotivated, but for now I am labeling my account as being on hiatus. If I do wish to post my artworks on here, then I shall, but don't expect much fee

If I could go back in time when I was a child and start again from there, I would. And I would change everything. I would have tried harder in school. I would have paid less attention to my relationships and more to my work. I would have graduated with my class, instead of being homeschooled. I would be in college right now studying for my teachers license. I wouldn't have let my dependent mind get the best of me. And I'd be alone, maybe that is how it should have been.

Hello!    So I've had my Nikon D3000 for about 2 years, and I'd like to think it's time for an upgrade. (Especially since I'll be traveling to Germany for 3 years, so I'd like to have a really amazing camera to capture the amazing new world around me. Not implying that the D3000 isn't an amazing camera, it's just more of a great beginner camera, (and sadly doesn't have video which is something I'd like to have so that I could send them to my family) and I'd much like to further my learning and ability, quality, and creativity. I won't be purchasing a new camera for a while, though, I have a lot more important things to save my money more, l