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I've had a whole year and 4 weeks to think about it's impact on everybody since Chester Bennington passed.
As a suffer of mental health issues (Depression, anxiety, self-hate yes, I consider that a mental health issue) and have been for a long fucking time, I can say that these are terrible things to live with.
It's not usually easy to spot someone who is depressed. It's not hard to fake a smile and say you're fine. I've done it far too many times. Just pay attention to the way they act, what they say, their face, and it should begin to click in. Especially if they're acting abnormal. Doubly so if they're suddenly incredibly happy. Whilst that could be a sign that they've made it out of their depression, it can also be a sign for suicide. Most suicide victims have been reported as seeming very happy days before they commit.
As Chester Bennington and many others have said, the one thing that can't be beaten is love.
Make sure you hug your friends and family. Especially if they have mental health issues.
Let all of your friends and family know you love and care for them.
Make sure they feel your love for them.
The worst feeling in the world is feeling like you're alone. Like nobody cares about you. And that's how I've felt a lot more than I care to admit.
It's not hard to change someone's life for the better.
It may seem hard at first, but it takes time. Time and patience.
In my experiences with helping others, very rarely will they come out and say they're suicidal.
Every now and then, if they do come out, it may be too late. They may have already given in to suicide and are making a goodbye run.
But you can stop it.
It's never too late to stop a potential suicide.
Even if they are highly stubborn about it, you can break through. It just takes time.

If there's anything you should take away from this journal, it's that you should keep an eye on friends and family with mental issues and make sure they feel loved and welcomed, regardless of whether or not they have mental health issues. Nobody should be made to feel alone.

Suicide hotlines:

Argentina: +5402234930430

Australia: 131114

Austria: 017133374

Belgium: 106

Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05

Botswana: 3911270

Brazil: 212339191

Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)

Croatia: 014833888

Denmark: +4570201201

Egypt: 7621602

Estonia: 3726558088; in Russian 3726555688

Finland: 010 195 202

France: 0145394000

Germany: 08001810771

Holland: 09000767

Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000

Hungary: 116123

India: 8888817666

Ireland: +4408457909090

Italy: 800860022

Japan: +810352869090

Mexico: 5255102550

New Zealand: 045861048

Norway: +4781533300

Philippines: 028969191

Poland: 5270000

Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50

Russia: 0078202577577

Spain: 914590050

South Africa: 0514445691

Sweden: 46317112400

Switzerland: 143

United Kingdom: 08457909090

USA: 18002738255

Veterans' Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 838255


Guess who's gonna be taking the next few months off? :D

Yes, I'm disappearing again due to family reasons that I don't want to explain. It's nothing bad.
I'll be back just after 201..
Jesus, this year has sped by.
I'll be back just after 2019.
I'll miss you all!

The question is: "How do you kill yourself?"

Google: "I know I can't help you, but here are professionals who can." (It immediately gave the number to the Suicide Prevention hotline.)

A f**king search engine responds better than real people.
Fun fact! Everything has been designed by something from life! Even your dreams are bits and pieces of whatever's happened in your life just smushed into one big ball of whatever-the-fuck.
Those cartoon aliens? Had to come from something made by someone. And even the person who made the very first alien 'design' needed to have a real life inspiration for it. Not that I'm saying aliens do exist.

This fun fact gets a lot creepier the more you think about it.
To those who are gonna be affected by Hurricane Florence, please stay safe and be strong.
I have days where I forget people in my life have died. During those days I believe they're all alive. During those days, I'm happier than ever. It just seems like life is trying to show me how happy I was and that I can be that happy, even with these people gone. All I have to do is find a way to keep that happiness and fucking own it. It's time I began to fight back and help myself like I aim to help others.
Fun fact!
Whenever DA says I'm online, chances are, I'm not. I just don't log out. Because I'm dumb like that ;p
Story time
I think I saw a ghost a few hours ago. I highly doubt it, but anything's possible in this world. It was a face in a window. The highest one. As we all know, I'm tiny. So, this couldn't possibly be my own reflection. The reflection was fairly translucent. Honestly, I highly doubt it's a ghost. There's almost always some logical and/or scientific explanation for anything paranormal related. The face was similar to a small girl. I only saw it for a second before moving out of the room. Now that I think back on it, it was a lot like my face when I was younger.
My current idea is that I was subconsciously thinking about my younger self and that manifested itself in my window. There's no other explanation that I can think of right now.
Maybe you guys can help me out?
There has never been any faces that appeared in any windows before. Nothing paranormal has ever happened before.
The most paranormal we get is my £1 coin that fell on the floor and has completely disappeared X3
Just had a 3 hour long chat with a friend about why I'm sad about Chester's death.
After 5 minutes, it just turned into "You can't/shouldn't be sad because you don't even know the man."
And eventually ended with "grow up."
I feel about 20,000x worse than I originally did.

Yaaay friends....



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Vickicutebunny Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2018
Thank you the for fav
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You're welcome :)
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