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Turned Myself Into A Stone Statue
While I'm away from DeviantArt, as you read in my journal, I've cast a spell on myself to be turned into a statue, in the gardens of Canterlot.

Should any of you feel free to visit my monument and mourn for me while I'm away, feel free to do so, but only in myPony, because Hi-Res will have your persona too big.

All that's left for me to do now, in order to keep this commitment, is to create a new, long password to prevent any attempts of logging onto my account.

I'll see you all next year...
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Hello, everyone.

As before, I haven't left yet, nor have I closed either of my accounts yet, either.  And I know some if not all of you are in the dark and depression about me leaving, while some either wish me well, or demand that I don't close my account.

And after talking it over with my little sister, Liz :iconblueengineliz6:, I have an announcement to make.  I wanted to tell all of you this yesterday, but I was exhausted and I needed some sleep.

Before I do, though... if you're listening, and willing to listen, Capricorn Moon, I had a nightmare about you, in the same way you did about you cat.  It haunted, frightened angered and scared me very much, and I think I should tell you about it before you start hating me.  I also had a second nightmare where I was involved in a fatal crash at the Tampa Bay Grand Prix I went to, and I died in a similar way to Dale Earnhardt in 2001, but far worse and frightening.

Onto my announcement, now.

I've been thinking about what several to dozens of you have said about not closing my account for good, and where some of you say that I shouldn't, due to SI3D's closure, or more so that I'm hated by everyone, and still blamed, and feel like I'm not wanted or accepted on here anymore.  While I accept that some of you said that it's my choice, and others don't want me gone, and demand that I don't leave...

I've done a quick, but long and hard thought, and did some soul-searching just like before.  And in talking to you all, by note, Skype or other social media, I've finally come to a decision, which is why I'm saying that, because four or five of you had helped me see right through wrong, and dawn on my realization...

I'm not closing my account on here!

But since some of you had also mentioned this idea before (unless you did), and I didn't think about it, nor did it occur to me until just now, I'm going to take a the rest of this year, and half of the next year off, mostly because I think I need a long time away from it to recover from everything that's happening.

I mean, if you think about it, too, and I even have EuanM2 to thank for this, having pointed it out, there was too much of Jafar, the old Sunset Shimmer, the old Starlight Glimmer, the old Trixie, Garthe Knight, Darth Vader, Simba, Megatron/Galvatron and even Diesel 10 in me, and there still is.

So, I think it's best that, while I'm taking the rest of this year, and half of the next, off, I see a psychologist, and talk to my new pastor, too, because in beginning to realize this myself, I need help, mentally, emotionally and perhaps physically, too.  I have Michael O'Toole to thank for that, and the idea.

I also want to thank :iconblueengineliz6: for also helping me see right from wrong, and I still want to thank Wynterstar93, because since I need to take this long amount of time off of, and away from DeviantArt, all of you, even you, Kira, have given me a lot to think about, and have started helping me see right from wrong, as well as the error of my ways.

I'm not sure who else to thank, but given the amount of time I want to take off, I'm not going to come back on until September 2, 2019, after which time, I will have matured a whole lot more inside, than I previously did in 2015, as well as changed more, wised up, and think back on the wrongdoings and unforgivable mistakes I've done, and at the same time, I solemnly promise that I will never hurt or be jealous of anyone becoming a couple, or remaining an inseparable couple.

And when I come back in September of 2019, I trust you'll find me less than I am today, as well as more a different person with less overreaction, and a little less overwhelming?

Does that work for any of you, and does this sound like a completely better idea?
Only 3 1/2 weeks left until my accounts on here close for good.

If anyone wants to say anything about me, in your journal, deviation or status, so long as it's something nice and something that you'll remember about me, please feel free to say so.
Everyone, I haven't left yet, because if you recently saw :iconkimberly-faith-raven:'s journal a couple of days ago (unless she already took it down, there's one thing that I have to say to those who still blame and hate me for SI3D's closure, as well as the creator, Sean O'Connor :iconseanoc17:.

Before I do, I've watched The LEGO Movie several times each day this week, and I've finally decided what I want to tell my haters, and even you, Sean.

First, if you remember, I'M :icononetruethomasfan: on here and YouTube, and I still am.  I know you all still hate and blame me for the site's closure, because of the fact that I had retrieved some old, 2009 content.  I know the links are no longer good, like the 2010 models, but there was a couple of reasons behind that:

1-- I found out how to retrieve all of them, except 2009 James (because the model isn't working right), because of a tutorial I saw on how to get them with the power of the wayback machine.  And it worked.  I the one and only reason I had ever retrieved them was because I've always seen them being used by Callum Walker, since he was SI3Dfilms/YouTube, and I've never used them before, myself.  These models still work perfectly, and they even help out with some faulty dependencies that some 2006 and later models had.  Haven't you given that any thought at all?

And 2-- This one is for Sean O'Connor.  We all really want you to bring back SI3D, and other sites, 2006, 2009 or later, affiliated with it.  And think about it, too.  With your content and modelling, look at all these routes, scenery, characters and otherwise, that people have made, and built with Blender, Sketchup, and other programs used in making these models.  True the 2006 models were when you last said this, and you may see things that may be illegal, like reskinning your old 2009 to 2012 models.  But what I see are people like me, and many millions, inspired by each other, and inspired more by you.  I mean, look at the custom characters that people have made today, like Gina of Italy, for instance.

Everyone's special, as you are.  People, young and old, teenage or otherwise, they loved your content, they loved using your routes.  I know you made it legal for the 2006 models to be reskinned, but other reskinned models from 2009 to 2012, they were all reskinned differently, to celebrate 70 years of Thomas, and to be based on how engines first debuted in books or the series, and even in movie specials.  You may see something illegal like that, but what I see are, again, people inspired by each other, and by you.

What I'm basically trying to say, Sean, is that you don't have to close down SI3D, because even if I never knew about you at all, you are the most talented, most interesting, most important person in the universe, and the most amazing 3D modeller in all of 3D modelling technology.

And so is everyone who reskins, and makes custom models for Trainz, as well as custom routes, buildings, scenery and many other things.  Reskinning and bringing back old content may be illegal for you, but what I see are reskinned models that inspired millions from you, and old content brought back helps with faulty assets, like the 2009 and 10 Knapford Station buildings.  Have you thought of that?

It's like a made up, but true prophecy.

Right now, it's all about all of us, and more importantly, it's more about you.

And you, Sean O'Connor, can still make a difference, use old content, make things more better, and above all, you still... can change everything.

So, please... will you bring back SI3D for all of us?

And this is what I have to say to everyone who now hates me for what I did:

Please, let it go.

I don't deserve any hatred from any and all of you, because it's bringing back many bad, haunting memories of me when I was still new to DeviantArt in 2009.  What I mentioned above is why I retrieved the old content, and I realize now that that's the reason why all of you are now hating me so much, to a point where I'm being treated like an outlaw, outcast and a wanted fugitive, and want to close my accounts on here, permanently.  And with everyone hating me now, it's becoming all too familiar.

Where is that kindness, now, that good will?  What will anyone say if they saw you like this, now?  Holding a petty grudge for decades to come, and painful memories of a dark and ugly past.

Please, I don't deserve to be hated.

Please, let it go, and bring back SI3D.

And for those who now hate me, I have only two words to say to all of you, and even :iconseanoc17::

I'm deeply, regrettably sorry.
Before I start, I'm even letting you know right now that after I say my goodbyes to the deviants I tag in this last journal of mine, I'm going to tag an additional two or three to the end, with something I want to shout at the top of my lungs.

Okay, now...

For the many of you that saw my recent deviations, particularly this My Last Deviation Before Deactivation by FavoriteArtMan and this one, My Goodbyes To My Brothers, Sisters And Cousins by FavoriteArtMan the reason I'm leaving DeviantArt is because ever since I once again got blamed for Sodor Island 3D's closure, as seen in this video, from the comments, and ever since I emotionally hurt someone who's like a sister to me very much... *sigh* I just can't stay on here anymore, if I'm going to keep getting blamed, and be treated like an outcast, outlaw, fugitive, or wanted criminal.

So, I'm packing up my things, and readying my account for deactivation.

However, if you look at my new, last deviation again, I mentioned that I want to say goodbye to the following deviants, and say something that I'll always cherish and remember about you, so that you can remember me in return.

And if you want to respond to this by posting me in a deviation, or by reacting to what I say, please feel free to do so.

So, to the deviants I mentioned in that page:

Carlie Fletcher :iconburntuakrisp:, you were a really great and amazing friend to me.  We always talked whenever I said hello, you stuck with me after Luna died, and you, like Liz, Aileen, Kira, and whoever else, were like a sister I never had.  And because of our common interests, I'll always remember you for years to come, even if I do or don't ever return to DeviantArt, someday.

Hannah :icongenerosityheart:, although we hadn't always talked much, and hadn't known each other long, even though I recently added you on instagram, you were a very good friend to me as well, and I really loved seeing all your deviations in your gallery.  I can't remember how many times you featured me in your gallery, but we've had some good times together.   :)

Ah, Cameron Stevens :iconguardiansoulmlp:.  Cameron, I wanted to tell you that you and I have always been brothers since 2013 and 2014. and a perfect brother like Michael, one that I never had.  I loved supporting you and your family over the years whenever I could, and in some cases, you were always there for me, too, just like after the atrocity of Hurricane Irma.  You taught me how to be a guardian, and like Carlie, you stuck with me after Luna died, too.

Oh, Aileen Rose :iconaileen-rose:, one of my closest friends, favorite authors and artists.  Like Carlie Fletcher, Kira and Liz, you were also like a sister I never had, too.  I'm very honored to have been like a brother to you, and I've really missed hearing from you on here, as much as I always cherished our friendship, very much.  You were even a big help to me when you vectored and recolored some MLP characters that needed edits after using pony creator.  I love seeing and reading your stories and deviants of both Dusty and Ishani the best of all.  And thanks to you, I really enjoyed Big Hero 6, ever since the first time I saw it.  I'll even remember the time I had helped you with ideas for your stories, and I'll always remember those deviants that you had tagged me in.  :)  I love you, sister.  ^^

Eve Meridith :iconmlpfimlover97:, I know it's been so long since we last spoke, but I wish I could say that you were like a new cousin to me.  I even know it's been so long since I was last featured in your gallery before your deviations I was in, had been taken down.  I really liked all of your deviations, as well as your style.  You truly were the best friend I've ever had.  :)

Ben :iconsteamdiesel:, I wish I could say that you were like a brother I never knew.  I know we haven't talked at all in so long since 2017, but I truly loved all of your amazing work the best.  I even loved seeing me as a take 'n' play character, when you repainted the Arthur model to be orange.  I wish I knew how you did that, so that I could repaint characters in my own image.

Rachel B :icontobyandmavisforever:, another dear friend of mine.  I know we've had some false times or two in the past, but even though that's over, I'd like to say that you were a very special friend to me.  I'll always cherish and remember that amazing pony persona that you made for me, after the time that I stood up for you against someone who was being rude.  You really were a great friend.

Ah, Arielle :iconknightridergirl80:, my dear, beautiful daughter-in-law:.  I know I've made a serious rivalry with you, back when I thought Shine was real, but all that's in the past now.  Even though you still look up to me like a father you never had, I wish I could say that, since our second Skype call, you were like a best friend to me, as you yourself said that we were talking like besties during our call.  Coming from you, that meant a lot.  :)  I sure hope that we can have more Skype calls in the future.

Ah, Kimmy-Faith-Raven :iconkimberly-faith-raven:, since the middle of 2015, you were also like a sister that I've never had, just like Carlie, Liz, Aileen and Kira.  Nice choice of username, by the way.  :giggle:  But seriously, I was very honored, pleased and touched to be looked up to you as a brother.  I know I once behaved very bratty, childish and I had such a nasty attitude, and was very demanding, bossy, arrogant and stubborn, but I've changed my ways since 2015, and now I'm a changed and reformed person.  :)  That will never again happen between us, when we talk on Facebook, Skype and Instagram.  ;)

Ah, yes, my dear little sister, Lizzy-Liz :iconblueengineliz6:.  You, my friend, are the most special to me of all, because you were the best friend I've ever had since 2015, and even while we started out as cousins first, and while I still realize that we could never really be a couple, due to our age differential, you were the most special sister I ever had.  You were always there for me, through good times and bad, you were truly like an angel to us all, and you always sat down and talked with us when we needed some advice.  I wish I could have a mother who's just like you with the same personality, since mine's still a pain in my tailpipe :giggle:  But the one memory I'll always have and cherish the most and best of all, apart from being featured whenever I could in your gallery, is the time that I was keeping in touch with you, and how worried and concerned you were, during the time I was trapped in that prison of a shelter, during the rage and atrocity of Hurricane Irma.  I can't thank you enough for all that you've done for me, as you always have for all of us.  :)

Madison "Ashima" Thomas, my dear Madi-adi :iconmaddgirlz3761:.  I'd like to say that you were like a new sister to me that I could ever wish for.  True we may not have had a romantic connection as you said, but I really loved everything about you.  I even wish I could say that, because of your beautiful artwork, particularly of Ashima, you've increased my interest in, as well as hopes and chances of going to India by 150%.  I even loved your beautiful ThomShima comics, too, and I loved how you always supported Thomas and Ashima as a couple.  I'd like to say that like Liz, you too have been the most special of all, as well as a very special artist, and I love seeing your videos on YouTube.  I might also add that I thank you very much for coming up with the beautiful Tamanna.  And hey, I'm even glad you loved seeing everything about the Jupiter and 119.  :)

Ah, Daniel Hipp :icondanielarkansanengine:, even though we have differences, and since we often didn't talk much unless a chance came, I'd like to say that you are a very good Thomas sprite maker, in both your style and JamesFan1991 as well.  I know it's been so long since I was last mentioned in your posts, but those are the best memories I'll have of you, and how I gave away your wedding with Caitlin.  :)



And now for the deviants I didn't feature, I have some things I'd like to say about you, too.

Antonio :iconsup-fan:, I just wanted to say that I really enjoy seeing all of your incredible humanizations of every Thomas character, both from the series and fan-made, in forms and ways I never even knew that you could draw, or paint in your own forms and in ways that I never knew had existed.  :)  And even though I was only featured twice, I really loved seeing the humanized requests that I had in mind, such as Georgina, Madison, and whoever else I requested.  Before I leave, do you think you can do one, or maybe two last requests for me?  Please?

Glen :iconkanetakerfan701:, my dear friend from the UK.  Here we are in semi-, or full retirement.  But look at it this way, even though we both have autism, or whatever other special needs, look how far we've become as friends since 2015.  And think about it, too.  You've made a good friend in me since I took interest in Timothy, and I enjoyed watching that movie, as well as that of Horror on the Kirk Ronan Branch.  It's given me such inspiration, that I may one day follow in your footsteps and write stories similar to that.  And look where your stories have gotten me so far, too... a chance to be in the spotlight where I play the roles of Percy and Duke in Clinchfield Curse.  I know Part 1 is still up, but I sure can't wait to see more of what is to come.  And hey, if I'm lucky, I may one day get a chance to narrate a special for you.  And you're also right about one thing, too: we should one day team, or partner up and do something.  And if I'm also lucky, too, I may one day meet you on Scotty's train, when I travel around the world someday in the near future.  :)

Liam :iconcaledonianblacktwins:, I know we don't speak much unless we have free time on Skype, but I wanted to tell you that, in seeing your stories on Jordon's dailymotion channel , you've given me a lot of inspiration for me to write a story, and even plan my own Thomas series someday, even with or without SI3D.  :)

Jordan :iconshinewubbortiz2199:.  I know things were never the same between us since 2015, and while I'm still sorry that I got my revenge on you for lying to me, I wanted to say that, in a sense, you were also an inspiration to me when it came to creating and reskinning the 2006 models of Thomas and his friends, in order to bring characters, based off our friends, to life in a 3D game.  And I'm still honored to use your characters, such as Georgina, Katrina, and whoever else, just as I am with Liam.  :)

Brock :iconlittleb-rockstar13:.  I know you were never able to feature my Gmod pony persona in your screenshots at all, due to there being something wrong with the model (while I don't know myself, as I don't know how to use Gmod or SFM), but I wish I could say that, while we haven't talked at all in so long, you were a good friend to me as well.

Dylan/James :iconmechatrain150:, a friend that I would often come to ask help from.  I wish I could say that you were a very amazing artist, as well as a special train designer, like Heinrich Dorfman from The Flight of the Phoenix, and like an engineer when it came to making very helpful sprites for me, and for JamesFan1991 in his series.  I'll always remember how helpful you were, and how you stood up for me a couple of times.  ;)

Steven Rigg :iconjamesfan1991:.  You've given me a lot of memorable times in your series, whether I was playing the roles of either myself, Peter Sam, Percy, or who ever else you gave me a role, too.  I know I'm not featured in your series anymore, since I've been demoted to a cameo appearing character, but ever since 2013, and up to this day, I'll always enjoy seeing your characters and watching your series.  And speaking also of characters, what do you think my my creation of Beau?  You can add him to your list, if you want to.

Cj/Kristy :iconcj-the-creator:, I wish you didn't have to block me when I did nothing wrong.  You were a really great friend, and I loved seeing all of your amazing works.  I just wish we could be friends again.

Corina :iconroseprincessmitia:, I know we haven't spoken on Skype in a year or two, but you were a really good friend to me.

Sean :iconamazingnascar221:, I hope you learned your lesson, as I noticed that you have when you rejoined DeviantArt.  And I hope that since you changed your ways, you'll continue to be a different and better person than before.  We don't want a repeat of what happened last year now, do we?

Thea :iconcartoonlover20:, a very dear friend of mine.  Although I only had many different requests, but don't have anymore now, I just wanted to say thank you for giving me a lot of memorable times.  I love all of your amazing drawings of Thomas and his friends in human form, particularly of Tamanna.  :)

Madison Spears :iconmadlilon2015:, I know we may have only just met a month or so ago, but even though I only had one request, I just want to say thank you.  And I even wanted to say that if I ever come back on here again, I hope we can get to know each other more, and become very good friends.

James :iconsodormatchmaker:, another close friend of mine.  I wish I could say that you were a big help, and like a story editor to me when I needed help in writing Thomas Leaves Sodor.  I hope you didn't mind me calling you Jim, too, as James T. Kirk was always called Jim in Star Trek.  But I can't thank you enough for all of your help, and for that I'll always be very grateful.

Ellis Miller :icontttte-villains-rule:, I wanted to say that since reading Thomas Goes To Equestria, you've given me a lot of inspiration to make scenes that were based on the story.  I may make more in secret or something, but I just wanted to say thank you for giving me such an inspiration.  And I even wanted to say that I'm glad that you were inspired by my story of Thomas Leaves Sodor, to write such an amazing friendship is magic fiction.  ;)

Kira :iconwynterstar93:, well... for the most part, Kira, I wanted to thank you for all the memorable times I had with you.  Sure we had only one Skype call, and you featured me whenever you could.  But up until now... I'd say that you'd probably need more time until you're ready to talk to me again, as I realize that we need some time apart to get over what's happened.  I may have already said this in my comment to you on your profile, but I'm sorry I hurt you very much, emotionally.  You were like a sister that I've never had.  You should even feel special and blessed, too, because I have two cousins from two different families that have the same first name as you.  But otherwise and anyway, we've had a lot of good and fun times together.  I'll miss that the most about you.  And since I'm still sorry for what happened to you, I think maybe it may be best if I parted ways for you.  But the best memory I'll have of you is when you recolored my train persona to look like Squad 51 from Emergency, and when you made that deviation of having my eyes watered after I got mosquito repellent in my eyes by accident.  You, like Kimmy, Liz, and Carlie, were like a sister I never had, and you were a really good friend.  I hope one day you'll find it in your heart to talk to me again, and ultimately forgive me.

Thank you all very much, guys.  I love you all so much.  :happycry: :)

Now that I've said my goodbyes, there's only two that I want to say a very angered goodbye to.

Ethan :iconpercyfan94:.  I've tried every way I know to offer my friendship to you, but you just ignored me, and you've also shrugged me off.  And like everyone else, you still have the nerve to accuse me of Sodor Island 3D's closure!  How dare you!  I don't care what you have to say anymore, because nothing I tried could ever gain us friendship.  I mean, you're even still accusing me of stealing your art!  For crying out loud, I was only trying to do something nice for you!  Heck, you even liked it when I recolored Thomas and James in their Adventure Begins liveries, and I even made a character for you, in your own form, too!  Hell, I even made a some fanmade characters for you, too!  I hope you're happy with what's happened now, because since it's come to this, you've shrugged me off and you've ignored me for too long, too.

And to quote the Green Goblin from the 2002 Spider-Man movie, "I offered you friendship, and you spat in my face."

Goodbye and good riddance!

Darth Assassin :icondarthassassin:.  I don't know or remember how many times I tried, but you never answered me, when I said hello to you, and because I wanted to talk.  That ship has sailed.  All I wanted was to say hello and talk to you.  I only wanted to communicate with you, and start a friendship together!  And what did I get from you?  NOTHING!!!  I had become inspired by you, but I could never say it because you never answered me.  It tore me apart, but I learned an important lesson: You can't count on anyone, especially those who inspire you, or even your heroes... as well as your friends.  What have I ever done for you to ignore me?

Those are my angered goodbyes.

And my final outburst to everyone who's still accusing me of SI3D's closure is this:

Knock it off!  This has gone too far, and it's still getting out of hand!  I thought I've since let it go after I was thankfully and gratefully told that I wasn't to blame for the website's closure, but up until now, it's happening all over again!  This is officially the last straw, and I hope you're happy about it, too, because I'm leaving DeviantArt and closing my OneTrueThomasFan accounts, both on here and YouTube, thanks to you, chasing me off!

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Jarrod Prieto
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I'm an artist. I am a fan of everything. I commemorate and honor those who died, I am an Olympic equestrian; meaning I once competed for the Olympics in Howard County. I won six different trophies, twelve ribbons, seven gold medals, two silver medals, and one bronze medal. I have poster awards and honors. I even have blessings from Pope John Paul II, and Pope Benedict XVI. I've drawn many artistic things, mostly by scratch, and I am also very creative.

But sometimes, I watch movies, play video games and listen to music. I like traveling (my mom calls that term "Itchy feet!), and I love to tell stories. Lastly, I am honest, truthful, willing to forgive.

Awards & Honors

Howard County Police Community Service Award- August 1st, 1996
Perfect Attendance Award- Elkridge Elementary School, June 19th, 1996
Boy Scout Life Saving Award- October 15th, 1998
Howard County Music Festival- Second Place Soloist- April 1st, 2000
Howard County Police Citizen Award- Community Service Award- April 6th, 2000
Therapeutic Riding Center Community Service Award- Volunteer Appreciation- January 19th, 2002
Apostolic Blessing- Pope John Paul II-- May 24th, 1998
Apostilic Blessing- Pope Benedict XVI- April 17th, 2005
Altar Server of the Year- Diocese of St. Petersburg- April 29th, 2007




Professional Experience

PROFESSONAL ACTOR-JOHN KASSABLANCAS AGENCY Towson, MD.
Actor Dec 1995 to April 2003
Television: PSA: Campaign for kids- Teen Sex Abstinence PSA- National Broadcast April 2003
PSA: Howard County GTV: Bicycle Safety PSA- 1999
PSA: Howard County GTV: Drunk Driving PSA- 1999
Paramount Pictures Corp.- 30-Minute Promotional Tourist Video with original Star Trek cast- August 1995



Education

Seton Home School/Home Education
Current GPA 3.98- Graduated in 2009, Diploma Issued by the school
LONG REACH HIGH SCHOOL
3rd Chair Clarinet in School Band, GPA 3.14



Family tragedies

December 4th, 1998- My father was hit by a drunk driver on the 2nd of December, and he was pronounced dead at 11:45 on the 4th.

October 1999- We lost our first home.

November 1st, 1999- The person who killed my father was fined $350, which caused us to lose our first home.

December 2nd, 2001- My mother got a broken knee from a swinging 20-mile-an-hour church door.


May 30th, 2003, the day 'Finding Nemo' was in theaters, while riding my bicycle home from school, less than a mile from home, I was hit by a car. I was badly hurt. The bike was sluggish. With the front fork badly bent, there was no way it could be fixed. The next day, the homeowner closed the lease on the house, and we lost our second home.

July 19th, 2005- My mother ended up in a wheelchair, no thanks to some nitwitted doctor!

2006- We lost our 3rd home, and moved to Florida.

September 28th, 2007- We lost our 4th home, and moved down here in Hudson.

January 2008- While bicycling to a nearby bread store, to keep dry, because of incoming rain, I was hit by a second car. I wasn't seriously hurt, but after helping me up, the driver left. So it was a hit-and-run, and it resulted in me, limping home on my bicycle. Luckily, the bike wasn't destroyed this time.

July 26th, 2008- 20 days after I came home from Texas, after seeing my brother and sister, my grandfather passed away. He was 73 years old.

October 2008- We left our old home, and moved into a rent-to-own house in Lily Pad Court.

2009- Lost our home in Lily Pad Court, but even as the year started, the house still has not yet been sold.

Throughout all those tragedies, especially in my elementary, middle and high school, I've lost a truckload of at least 49 friends in my neighborhoods.



Personal

Special Olympics Howard County Equestrian Team- five years in competition
Winner of 7 Gold Medals, 2 Silver, 1 Bronze, and 2 trophies
Altar Server- St. Ambrose Church, Cheverly, MD

Altar Server- St. Paul's Catholic Church, Ellicott City, MD
Altar Server- Sacred Heart Church, Dade City, FL


Community Service

Therapeutic & Recreational Riding Center- Glenwood, MD- Swept Floors weekly
Beans & Bread Homeless Shelter- Ellicott City, MD- Swept floors, worked serving food line
Elkridge Senior Center- Elkridge, MD- Assisted Seniors- helped to entertain Seniors


Hobbies & Interests

Long-distance bike riding, helping my mother around the house, since she cannot walk. I like doing some exercising, meeting new people, telling stories and jokes, converting 1:24 scale NASCAR race cars into Cars characters. I often enjoy making slideshows, making meals for dinner, cooking, making videos to put onto youtube, even making videos by video camera. I also like playing video games, online games, racing games, and much, much more!


Movies & TV Shows


The movies and TV shows I love the best are The Land Before Time (meaning the films and episodes), Thomas The Tank Engine, The Incredible Mr. Limpet, The Polar Express, all Pixar films, with the exception of AUp@, since I have no interest in it, nor does my mother. Anyway, I also enjoy watching the Pixar Shorts, 'Everybody Hates Chris', Disney Short films in the 30s to the 70s, Static Shock, TITANIC, and her sister, BRITTANIC, the LUSITANIA. I even enjoy movies of Dale Earnhardt Sr. and Jr., Kight Rider, MacGyver, Spider-Man, meaning The Animated Series, the movies, and Spider-Man Unlimited. I also love both Charlotte=s Web movies, Buzz Lightyear Of Star Command, Transformers, meaning the films and Transformers Cybertron. My least favorites are Both Bambi movies, both movies of The Fox And The Hound, and Gladiator. My few favorite movies and TV shows are are Star Wars, NASCAR on Fox, AEmergency!@, starring Randolph Mantooth and Kevin Tighe, Rain Man, Bambi, Dumbo, Disney's 'Fantasia' (especially the Rite of Spring, since it is my favorite), and >Fantasia 2000=, >Dinosaur=, and some science movies, even some from National Geographic and Nova. My all time favorite is >Hero Of The Rails=. And sad and heartbreaking though some of them may be, I even learn about movies of 9/11, such as World Trade Center, Flight 93, and Inside 9/11.


Music

The music I enjoy listening to is some songs by Helmut Lotti, Michael Crawford, Sarah Brightman, Rascall Flatts, Brad Paisley, Gordon Lightfoot, and Bobby Darin. From the movies, my least favorite music is from Top Gun, Cars, Star Wars, Flight 93, TITANIC, Simple Plan, even music from >Fly Away Home=, Simon & Garfunkel, Don Mc Lean, Evanescence, Sheena Easton, Gladiator, and Final Fantasy VII. My few favorites musics are from Celtic Bagpipes, Hoobastank, World Trade Center, The Statler Brothers, Star Wars, Coldplay, Josh Groban, Russel Watson, ABBA, The Land Before Time, Johnny Cash (Casey Jones), Sweetbox, The Beu Sisters, and Mike Posts 'Macgyver' theme, the Knight Rider theme, and a few tracks from The Lion King II.



Books & Comics

The books I enjoy the most are about TITANIC, Joke Books, the LUSITANIA, The Complete Thomas the Tank Engine Collection, and The Polar Express. My upmost favorite books are The Land Before Time, Bambi, Ghost Liners, Spider-Man Comics, and whatever else captures my interest, and whatever else I come across. Or, for that matter, whatever I can get my hands on.


Childhood heroes

Dale Jarrett Retired NASCAR Winston/Nextel/Sprint Cup driver of the #88/#44 UPS Ford/Toyota


Games I enjoy playing the most

Since I have Playstation 1, the games I enjoy all the time are Spider-Man, Spider-Man 2, Enter: Electro, NASCARs 99 and 99 Legacy, NASCAR 2000, NASCAR Thunders 2002-2004, X-Men: Mutant Academy 2, Mega Man 8 and X4, Disney/Pixar's Buzz Lightyear Of Star Command, Disney Pixar's Toy Story 2: Buzz Lightyear To The Rescue!, Air Combat and Top Gun: Fire At Will. Since I have a computer as well, I also enjoy Sonic & Knuckles Collection, Monsters, Inc.: Bowling For Screams, Big Dirt Movers, and Chex (R) Quest, since that game was released in Chex cereal boxes in 1996. On Playstation 3, my favorite games are the Ridge Racer 7 demo, Burnout Paradise demo, Spider-Man: Friend Or Foe, Star Wars: The Force Unleashed, and whatever else amazes and interests me.

Famous People I've met

Dale Jarrett
The Original Star Trek cast
Helmut Lotti
Michael Crawford
Sarah Brightman
Patrick Stewart
Sir Derek Jacobi
John Paul II

I have done so many great arts throughout my life. I mean, I have drawn almost all of the characters from The Land Before Time, and I even drew some different dinosaurs. I have even drawn and colored some pictures of Bambi. The other arts that I drew and cut out were Charlotte from the 1973 movie 'Charlotte's Web', Charlotte's daughters from 'Charlotte's Web 2', and from at least four NASCAR coloring and activity books, I drew and cut out images of what Tony Stewart's #14, Jeff Gordon's #24, Jimmie Johnson's #48 and Earnhardt, Jr's #88 cars would look like in the Pixar movie 'Cars'.

Places I've been to, in my past


I have been to New York, to see and meet Sir Derek Jacobi after one of his plays. I have been to Baltimore, at least once or twice, to see the B&O Railroad Museum. I have even been to Washington D.C., often to go to Arlington Cemetery to see my father, and to have a picnic lunch at Fort McHenry. I=ve even been to Boston, Alexandria, Gettysburg, and the Vatican, at least two times. The reason why I went to Gettysburg, was because I was on a field trip, one day, and I wanted to see what the battlefield looked like today, after the civil war. And just recently, in 2008, I went to Texas and Oklahoma to see my older brother and sister. My sisters kids were hard to get along with, but I managed to set them straight. I haven=t had the chance to meet my niece that year, but I hope to do so one day, since I plan to go back to Texas and Oklahoma one day.

Those are all the places I=ve been to around the 90s, and in 2008.



Places I wish I could go to, and why

The first place I wish I could go to is Japan, because ever since I heard that that was where Hiro's Island was, I've been curious about it ever since. I mean, I may have already learned about it in school, for history class, but what I am more deeply interested in, is the island itself, as it is today. I mean, according to Hiro, there are mountains and snow and sea. What other mountains are there, besides Mt. Fuji? How often does it snow? Anyway, what I am even more interested in is, ever since Hiro mentioned it, the railways. I mean, according to him, there are lots of railways. The train I am most interested in riding on, is the D51 498, since that's the train Hiro is based on.

The second place I wish I could go to is New York City, because not only have I been there once, even before 9/11, though I was annoyed with it, until 2006, I thought about visiting Ground Zero, to see where the World Trade Center once stood. I have even thought about laying a Holy Wreath on Ground Zero, too.

The third place I wish I could go to is Shanksville, Pennsylvania, because I feel like seeing the site where Flight 93 crashed.

There are so many other places I wish I could go to, but I never, ever had the chance.


Whom I honored after their death, and why

The first person I had honored after his death was George Carlin, because I enjoyed him not only as Mr. Conductor in Shining Time Station, and as well as one of the best Thomas narrators throughout season 1-4, but I never heard of his death, until August of 2008. When he first died, I was mad for sever al months about it. In fact I was upset about it, and I made a decision to never again watch Thomas The Tank Engine, but I couldn't help myself. Therefore, on youtube, I honored him with the song 'My Immortal' by Evanscence, and I made a Thomas & Friends video to go with it.

The second person I had honored after his death was Thomas & Friends director David Mitton, because not only have I never heard of him at all, until I looked him up on wikipedia.com. I mean, I have never heard of his death until the same day I found out about George Carlin's death. When David first died, I was even madder about it. And so, on youtube, I honored both George and David with the song 'How Could This Happen To Me' by Simple Plan, and I made another Thomas & Friends video to go with it.

The third event that I had honored after it occurred, was all the victims of the Columbine High School Massacre, because I never heard of it, or actually seen it, until I first saw the Static Shock episode 'Jimmy', where, according to the description, a bullied youth brings a gun to school. I mean, after I first saw 'Jimmy', I never thought school violence would be that aggressive. Apparently I thought wrong. Then, when my mother showed me a video of the Columbine High School Massacre, by seeing it mostly from Eric Harris' and Dylan Klebold's point of view, I learned how those two "left out" and bullied youths committed the worst high school massacre in American history. On the video, I saw them kill 12 students, one teacher, injured 23 others, and then turned their guns on themselves. I was glad my mother had taken me out of public school, seven years after that, because since I was a bullied youth in high school as well, I almost wanted to avenge Eric and Dylan, and commit another high school massacre of my own, but I'm glad I didn't. Therefore, since I've never heard of the Columbine Massacre until 2009, I honored all the shooting victims with the song 'Amazing Grace' by the Celtic Bagpipes, and I made a video about it, too. I chose that song, because not only was it heard in Star Trek IV: The Wrath Of Khan, but it's what most Scottish and American Bagpipers play at funerals to honor some famous people that died.

Current Residence: Hudson, Florida
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Favourite cartoon character: Charlotte the Spider
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Hello, everyone.

As before, I haven't left yet, nor have I closed either of my accounts yet, either.  And I know some if not all of you are in the dark and depression about me leaving, while some either wish me well, or demand that I don't close my account.

And after talking it over with my little sister, Liz :iconblueengineliz6:, I have an announcement to make.  I wanted to tell all of you this yesterday, but I was exhausted and I needed some sleep.

Before I do, though... if you're listening, and willing to listen, Capricorn Moon, I had a nightmare about you, in the same way you did about you cat.  It haunted, frightened angered and scared me very much, and I think I should tell you about it before you start hating me.  I also had a second nightmare where I was involved in a fatal crash at the Tampa Bay Grand Prix I went to, and I died in a similar way to Dale Earnhardt in 2001, but far worse and frightening.

Onto my announcement, now.

I've been thinking about what several to dozens of you have said about not closing my account for good, and where some of you say that I shouldn't, due to SI3D's closure, or more so that I'm hated by everyone, and still blamed, and feel like I'm not wanted or accepted on here anymore.  While I accept that some of you said that it's my choice, and others don't want me gone, and demand that I don't leave...

I've done a quick, but long and hard thought, and did some soul-searching just like before.  And in talking to you all, by note, Skype or other social media, I've finally come to a decision, which is why I'm saying that, because four or five of you had helped me see right through wrong, and dawn on my realization...

I'm not closing my account on here!

But since some of you had also mentioned this idea before (unless you did), and I didn't think about it, nor did it occur to me until just now, I'm going to take a the rest of this year, and half of the next year off, mostly because I think I need a long time away from it to recover from everything that's happening.

I mean, if you think about it, too, and I even have EuanM2 to thank for this, having pointed it out, there was too much of Jafar, the old Sunset Shimmer, the old Starlight Glimmer, the old Trixie, Garthe Knight, Darth Vader, Simba, Megatron/Galvatron and even Diesel 10 in me, and there still is.

So, I think it's best that, while I'm taking the rest of this year, and half of the next, off, I see a psychologist, and talk to my new pastor, too, because in beginning to realize this myself, I need help, mentally, emotionally and perhaps physically, too.  I have Michael O'Toole to thank for that, and the idea.

I also want to thank :iconblueengineliz6: for also helping me see right from wrong, and I still want to thank Wynterstar93, because since I need to take this long amount of time off of, and away from DeviantArt, all of you, even you, Kira, have given me a lot to think about, and have started helping me see right from wrong, as well as the error of my ways.

I'm not sure who else to thank, but given the amount of time I want to take off, I'm not going to come back on until September 2, 2019, after which time, I will have matured a whole lot more inside, than I previously did in 2015, as well as changed more, wised up, and think back on the wrongdoings and unforgivable mistakes I've done, and at the same time, I solemnly promise that I will never hurt or be jealous of anyone becoming a couple, or remaining an inseparable couple.

And when I come back in September of 2019, I trust you'll find me less than I am today, as well as more a different person with less overreaction, and a little less overwhelming?

Does that work for any of you, and does this sound like a completely better idea?

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NTSEFAN Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
I know it's not your fault for SI3D's closure. And in case if I've accused you of such, I apologize. It's the fault of the real asshats who got the site closed.  
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natethegreat476 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2018  Student Traditional Artist
Hey Jarrod, if you see this, I hope you return very soon.  We all miss you man.
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ZanderBricks Featured By Owner May 31, 2018
Don't worry man, I'm also a victim of the bullying that comes from SI3D's closure. I just hope you realize, you're not the only one.
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GabyCoutino Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Nice gallery

Have a bunny
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GuardianSoulMLP Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2018
Hi. Sorry I didn't respond to you on Google hangouts, I just didn't know how to. ^^;
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8TeamFriends8 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2018
Jarrod, are you ok?
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Knightridergirl80 Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
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I don't think :iconcruzramirez: is angry at you. She doesn't blame you for SI3D's closure. She's angry because people are choosing to blame the website's closing on ONE person. (As in: they're choosing to put you as the sole reason the website went down).
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Kimberly-Faith-Raven Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2018  Student General Artist
I think he knows that already but thanks.
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DarkGoth100 Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2018  Student Traditional Artist
❤️This is for you,MY BEST FRIEND.💕Read till the end, it's adorable.🌈 I sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back.When I asked "why" the angel said "Angels don't watch over angels" 😇 Twenty angels are in your world.Ten of them are sleeping, nine of them are playing and one is reading this message.God has seen you struggling with some things and God says it's over.🙏🏻 A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God, send this to 14 friends,including me 🐬🐬🐬 If I don't get it back, I guess I'm not one of them 😢 As soon as you get 5 replies, someone you love 💕 will quietly surprise you...🍀 Not joking. Pass this message on. 🌷 Please don't ignore it. You are being tested 😉 and God is going to fix two big things tonight in your favor.😊 If you believe in God drop everything and pass it on TOMORROW Will Be The Best Day Of Your Life. 🐇 DON'T BREAK THIS.SEND THIS TO 14 FRIENDS IN 10 MINUTES IT'S NOT THAT HARD. don't forget, NO GROUP CHATS
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iamnater1225 Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2018
Don't go, Jarrod.

You have good fans who needed you more than ever.
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