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Sometimes...

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Sometimes...

Sometimes I feel like there is someone watching over my shoulder. Just waiting for me to fuck up. Like some prison guard who already has six men lined up with pistols in hand. Just waiting for the moment I fuck up so he can give the signal and they can gun me down. It makes me want to just put a blind fold on, light a cigarette and wait for the bullets. Like waving the white flag. I give up. I can't keep fucking doing this. I keep telling myself that, yet here I am, still going forward, moving on. Whats the point of this all? I'll just be back to square one again. Why can't I just give in? Let there be another St. Valentines massacre I say. J
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Unpretty Little Web

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Unpretty Little Web

Trapped in your web again Its spiral keeping me in The lies that keep me here Make me so scared and alone But courageousness It has no place in this hole Beauty and lies The air is crisper now Clear of your lies and deceit The maze has opened now And your labyrinth’s complete Scared and alone Hidden and trapped Unpretty little web you wove just for me All falls apart Just like that It feels warmer now As your lies fall away And I feel elegant As I’m no longer your prey But I wonder And ponder And try to see why Scared and alone Hidden and trapped Unpretty little web you wove just for me All falls apart Ju
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  • Deviant for 17 years
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My Bio
Current Residence: Cold Lake, Alberta
Favourite genre of music: punk, metal, punk rock, dance...lots, except rap and country!
Operating System: windows xp..?
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: spider man spider man does what ever a spidery can, spins a web any size catches bad guys...lol
Personal Quote: kerblah

Favourite Visual Artist
I don't really have one
Favourite Movies
ginger snaps, the last unicorn, Clockwork Orange, V of Vendetta
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Coal Chamber, Marilyn Manson, Perfect Circle, Kittie, Horrorpops, The Beatsteaks, MSI, etc.
Favourite Writers
Louis Carrol, Chuck Palaniuk
Favourite Games
American Mcgees Alice, Jazzjackrabbit
Favourite Gaming Platform
pc...?
Tools of the Trade
whatever i feel like using at the moment.
Other Interests
music, art, travel, languages, etc.

Much needed update

Much needed update

So I have been drawing and painting a lot. I'm getting my portfolio ready to send into ACAD. Mostly finished my application to Red Deer College which is my back up school. So hopefully I will get my hands on a camera (the paintings are too big to scan) and I can upload it onto here. To be honest, I made a colourized/monocromatic painting much like the one I had of Vivid/pinkeye a few years back. But, when its posted here I won't be getting a request to remove it since its of my boyfriend and he gave permission for me to make the painting. Bahahaha! :) So hopefully my gallery will be updated soon!
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Devious Journal Entry

Devious Journal Entry

I'm sick. I'm delirious. I'm not going to England. I'm still going back to school in Fall. I have no inspiration. I have no drive. And I am sick of babies. Babies, babies, babies... Everyone either has a kid, or is pregnant. I feel like an outsider since I've never been pregnant. Most the people I know even had miscarages and abortions. I'm the weird one cause I haven't. heh.... Headache headache headache
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Plan

Plan

Go back to england in a month for a few months. Going to work on my portfolia... I think I will go back to school next fall. Go to ACAD. It will be expensive, but I think it will be worth it... I know it looks like I haven't been doing any art recently, but I have. No scanner, and mostly trying out different styles recently. I need to get back in to realism... So, when I go to england, I'll buy a bunch of supplies and set up shop. Who knows, maybe I can even sell some of it? heh...
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Seems like someones art has died.
furi1Hobbyist General Artist
i LOVE UR PIECES :) + WATCH
Thanks for the :+fav:! :hug:
Thanx for the fav on 'Her Melancoly Eyes' !!
thanks for the fav!
the pic with your cat is so cuuuttteeee!!
btw: I like your gallery!
:heart: