Pretty pleased that I've thrown myself back into art over 2013. Made some good progress and feel like I've learned to colour with markers semi competently which is a pretty big thing since I was LARGELY incompetent with any use of colour.
I hold no unrealistic aspirations about pursuing art professionally (quite comfortable on the producer end of game dev), but for personal projects and stuff I feel a lot more confident in my own abilities. Very much proud that I at least have a distinctive style, flawed though it may be.
I recognise there are big weaknesses on perspective (my brain seems to try and simplify things down to 2D side on game t
So howsabout I shift my long, rambling journal off the front page with an appropriately titled song for you fine folk to go listen to?
I like Ra Ra Riot. I love Anamanaguchi. Seeing the latter had coincidentally remixed the former pleased me IMMENSELY.
Keeping it brief, I'm still in a weeeeird place. I have a tendency to be too dramatic in wanting to vocalise everything. Being betrayed and rejected by the girl you loved for 3 and a half years (and kind of still do in an 'unreturned' sort of way) doesn't really get any easier, but I think I'm dealing with it better. B
In order not to worry you write the words down,
But it's a fool's game and your game face is shameful.
I don't know if writing this down helps or not. Not really sure who I expect to read it, to give me words of encouragement that don't really make as much difference as they should. Perhaps it just helps to leave a record and organise my own thoughts. The following is just a fool's rantings.
It's another slightly melancholy Sunday. Sunday seems like the worst day recently, when everything hits me so much more than it should. Sometimes I feel stupid for letting myself dwell on the bad and getting so down, but even when I'm having