I wanna share a story with you guys. I feel like you deserve something from me and this is coming straight from my heart. This little story is real, this is my personal life. For many of you, if not all, you know I have very little problem with sharing my personal feelings and views. I try to be as honest as I possibly can be and try to act with great care and consideration for the feelings of others. That being said, I'm not perfect and sometimes I can lose my temper and act irrationally. But as I think today, I know the person I am and the person I strive to be. I'm a reclusive perfectionist who enjoys a lot and wide range of hobbies and sharing stories and my thoughts in high hopes their lives are better for it. I know I have a long history of putting myself last on the list, many times I have made myself miserable for the sake of someone else's happiness. Even if that was just fleeting, I tried anyway.
It is mainly this inherent personality flaw that has caused me a lot of heartach