Beast-City-Art

Ok.

Honestly, I've deeply missed you man. So many good memories and I at times wish to return when I was with you, Leo, Johnny and Rae despite the years past and with time changes... again Benny. I've undergone a long dark journey since 2017 (if you might recall when I lost my last lover and my grandfather passing away) and well life for me deepened. and by 2019, a year of hope and joy came, but as 2020 came I was among many as all of us would endure a horrible and uneasy time and fearing of not making it into another day or so... I know most would all fall and break apart as that year took many and I had to find new friends or try to trust who I had left and I almost died twice from covid. (no joke I almost did) and by 2022 I would begin my journey to rebound again and a new lease of life would come and it's where I am now in 2026. I'm more improved and caring as I ever was and just ignore many who keep on harassing me or worse only getting stuck of what I never was and just love to poke what's wrong and bad of me when totally failing in seeing what I've gone though.

What I've endured, has taught me the darkness of life but never being afraid of giving up, standing up strong and hear, listen and trust those who will be there for me but also keep looking forward and never ever looking back.

I've most likely had to break away from others that I felt I couldn't be with anymore due to toxic drama and those who un-trusted me or abused my trust or faked to befriend me or those who had fallen into manipulation and fallen.

Thank you Benny. I still smile when I remember voicing for you and I still miss what we remembered before the world changed nearly 6 years ago.