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Sunrise after the Rain by fantasy1girl Sunrise after the Rain :iconfantasy1girl:fantasy1girl 1 0 Banner by fantasy1girl Banner :iconfantasy1girl:fantasy1girl 0 0 Shriveled Trees by fantasy1girl Shriveled Trees :iconfantasy1girl:fantasy1girl 0 0 Rain Reflection by fantasy1girl Rain Reflection :iconfantasy1girl:fantasy1girl 2 2 Sunrise by fantasy1girl Sunrise :iconfantasy1girl:fantasy1girl 0 0 Farm Fence Sunrise by fantasy1girl Farm Fence Sunrise :iconfantasy1girl:fantasy1girl 0 0 Sunrise to School by fantasy1girl Sunrise to School :iconfantasy1girl:fantasy1girl 1 0 And the Sun Peeks Through by fantasy1girl And the Sun Peeks Through :iconfantasy1girl:fantasy1girl 0 0 Sky, Clouds, and Silhouettes by fantasy1girl Sky, Clouds, and Silhouettes :iconfantasy1girl:fantasy1girl 0 0 Jessica's Smile by fantasy1girl Jessica's Smile :iconfantasy1girl:fantasy1girl 0 0 Raindrop Blues by fantasy1girl Raindrop Blues :iconfantasy1girl:fantasy1girl 4 3
Movement: None
Whispering footsteps
one pitter, two patters
scampering without direction.
A creak on the stairway,
melancholy resounding throughout the years.
No flying dust
even as figures dash around.
With ghostly sighs,
phantom tiptoes on threadbare carpet,
gleeful somersaults through crooked door frames.
Still, no moving dust.
The wind blows gently in a lonely manner as chimes tinkle,
voicing their mirth.
Overgrown weeds linger in a dance.
Curtains swept apart
as the playful breeze sprawls through the open window.
By the sill,
a faded photograph,
echoes of bubbling laughter from long ago.
Even so,
no shadow of falling dust.
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No More of Anything, Please
Heart stops.
No beat, no beat.
Tears fall like a torrent
a flooding of me.
Where will it lead to?
My soul, my soul.
Never ending gray
of mundane apathy.
No answers for me
afraid, afraid.
The words from your mouth
kill me each day.
No where to run
from what? From what?
The things you wanted,
the things you sought.
Nothing to offer,
no more, no more.
Don't walk any closer
I've shut my heart's door.
No silence, no warmth.
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Drifts of Silence
Little wisps of white float down gently.
One by one
I am enclosed in the silence,
the world holding its breath in this sacred moment of clarity.
Never have I been more connected to this world than I am now.
Falling to my knees, retribution granted, purity amplified.
The muteness signifies the rebirth of my mind and soul.
The sound of my next breath shatters the moment
splintering pieces of translucence.
A tear slides down my face,
sinking into the ground,
a covenant.
The sigh,
my declaration of love.
But still, the tips of coldness flutter down around me,
unaware of my revelations,
blanketing the world in silence.
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Kurou no Mizu
Into the night, darkness embraces me,
welcomes me.
I smile,
no more regrets or bonds to this world.
The ocean crashes against the cliffs,
the wind stirs, kissing my face.
There will be no taint or wounds on my body and soul.
No pain, no fear, nor confusion.
As I walk into the water,
it embraces and consumes me.
I let out a breath, finally able to breathe.
I let myself slip and the waters close over me,
cleansing me of all sin.
Drifting in the silence of the ocean...
the cradle in the womb of my soul.
I float in the eternal darkness,
nothing to  hurt me ever again.
Contently, I sigh,  finally at peace.
The walls of black calming my hurting heart,
and I see nothing, feel nothing, hear nothing.
The blackness encloses over me and I welcome the sensation, smiling
I close my eyes as tears fall and drift,
drifting onwards into oblivion.
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Shiki's Thoughts
I don't know when this feeling started.
I started to not care about what happened to me.
I didn't live anymore.
Even though I was breathing, my soul had died.
Until I met him.
I started to love him, yet it wasn't enough.
My soul had shriveled up like a dead flower.
He was like the sun, so warm, shining on me, warming me.
Yet...Why is it when someone else concurred to take my body I didn't resist?
Why did I not resist for him?
Now my soul is gone again.
I can't feel.
I have succumbed to this numb feeling, not caring what happens to me at all.
I will never wake again, never see his smile, never see him laugh.
I am gone...forever.
I am sorry.
I was never as strong as you.
You had the strength...the inward strength even though you didn't show it.
Maybe that was why I loved you so much...because you had something I didn't...
And it was driving me crazy.
This feeling of being between nonexistence and living.
I have decided to give up.
I am so sorry.
Please forgive me...I love
:iconfantasy1girl:fantasy1girl 36 15


Fullmetal Chibis by MizAb Fullmetal Chibis :iconmizab:MizAb 19 9 If U Seek Winry by MizAb If U Seek Winry :iconmizab:MizAb 706 204 Edward Elric by nominee84 Edward Elric :iconnominee84:nominee84 1,041 75 Crimson - semi-realistic by nominee84 Crimson - semi-realistic :iconnominee84:nominee84 267 49 realistic eye scanned by KondaArt realistic eye scanned :iconkondaart:KondaArt 81 14 Allen Walker by nominee84 Allen Walker :iconnominee84:nominee84 733 75 Luhan edit by NouNou01 Luhan edit :iconnounou01:NouNou01 32 0 Sehun EXO-K Wallpaper by xTHExFUNNNX Sehun EXO-K Wallpaper :iconxthexfunnnx:xTHExFUNNNX 32 1 EXO-Men wallpaper by dangerous-love EXO-Men wallpaper :icondangerous-love:dangerous-love 202 19 Disneyland with EXO by lastfera Disneyland with EXO :iconlastfera:lastfera 88 19 Baekhyun does not approve by misunderstoodpotato Baekhyun does not approve :iconmisunderstoodpotato:misunderstoodpotato 387 210 W O L F  B O Y S by sasoriluver101 W O L F B O Y S :iconsasoriluver101:sasoriluver101 240 54 EXOpressions by sasoriluver101 EXOpressions :iconsasoriluver101:sasoriluver101 251 47 exo chibis by sasoriluver101 exo chibis :iconsasoriluver101:sasoriluver101 392 104 HunHan by PandaPockies HunHan :iconpandapockies:PandaPockies 241 23 skull by Ramonova skull :iconramonova:Ramonova 2,257 100


If there is any interest at all (though who would have any?) I do have a Tumblr that I've been using for a long time.
  • Listening to: Pixie Lott - Dancing On My Own ft. GD&TOP
  • Reading: Tumblr
  • Watching: Anime
  • Drinking: Orange juice


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Current Residence: Southern California
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Personal Quote: "We do not love people because they are beautiful, they are beautiful because we love them.&quo


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sasoriluver101 Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the +watch! C: We share the same name btw! : D
Chaunsey Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011
thanks for the fav :)
dear-olive Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011  Student Photographer
thanks for the :+fav:! be sure to keep an eye out for more photos to be uploaded tonight and later this week! c:
zungzwang Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the :+fav: on Reach for the Star: [link]

Have a great day! :iconballoonsplz:
comic-burn Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2010  Professional
Patolka Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2010
Thanks for the fav :D
justeline Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2010  Professional Photographer
:iconflowerthnxplz: for the :+fav: Cindy! Thank you so much! :hug:
umerr2000 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
thank youu for the fav =D
Yeoman2b Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Hello Cindy,

Thank you so much for the fav'... and sorry for the late reply... :D

Emmanuel ;p
Jazzhead Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2010
;))Thanks for the fav
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