Just came to my "real" home but i feel like it is not my home anymore. Cyprus made a spell on me i guess, and i cannot leave there no matter how bad things happened there, and how lovely times i've had, as well. This time it was different. I would LMAO if someone told me that i am going to live something like that and would fall into really deep.. It was really somethig else; not really my prototype in my mind, but actually is. The reason why few(!) drops are flowing down my eyes is not that i am soulful atm, it is just.. a song and an unknown future for me, that is all i have atm, i have to be able to choose no matter what are the results..