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Dreams and Reality
In my dreams, You are there, To help me, In reality, Your the most support, I even have, In my dreams, Your right by me, In my darkest moments I see, That in reality, Your a good person, That I can trust,
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Only Felt From The Heart
I just want to erase these memories, That tear me apart, Some things just got to be, Only felt from the heart, Like the longing of feeling complete, And that someone has your back, But sometimes you just have to move on, When the pain becomes everyday reality, I just want to erase the feelings, That are making me cry, I don't want to dream, Sometimes I even want to die, I hate my heart, For falling too hard, And loving too much, I hate my heart, Cause it still hopes, That you'll say sorry, And that you'll come back, These feeling I just pack, Away into me, To be forgotten, Cause I don't want this, Not anymore,
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Gone Dead And Disappeared
I wish I could hear your name, I wish I could see your face, Now my heads down in shame, I'm crying out, Why does everything remain the same?, I thought I had changed, I wish I could see your face, I wish I could call your name, And have you respond, But it doesn't work like that, I screwed up, I screwed up, I'm crying now, I can scream I can shout, But that won't bring you back, I wish you were here, I want you near, But I fear, I screwed my whole life over, Everything I wanted is gone, Dead and disappeared,
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The Dark Has Won
I don't know how to describe my pain, Frustration or sadness, I don't know if I'm to blame, Cause I have no clue if I'm the one creating this madness, I don't know how it began to get so bad, Or when it all came to my mind that, Everything is colorless and black, Motivation is something I can't have, I don't know why it all happens so fast, One minute it's all good, The next it's all broken and desolate, Just take a look, I don't know how long I can fight, The cost might be my life, I don't know what's wrong or right, All I know is that this is war, This is war against the darkness, But I don't know if I'll win this, I think I'm on God's hit
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Anger
All the anger I hold inside, Amounts to the equal amount of hatred I have, For someone I know, Mark my words this will be the last, Time I put myself on the sideline, To help you, Cause your a backstabbing fake, And it's too late, For our friendship, It's too late, For us now, All the anger I hold inside, Turns to hatred, Overtime, Which is why, I even hold it inside, Cause I want to hate you, I want you to be gone, Out of my life, And never to be seen again,
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Never Ending Darkness
I've got these memories locked up in a cadge, Somewhere they'll never escape, Hopefully to never be found, They will be put underground, So that nobody can see, The darkness overtaking me, I will hide these feelings, And these thoughts, I've got fading light, That isn't so bright, Anymore I might, Just forget, These memories that I've locked in a cadge, Somewhere they'll never escape, Never be found, And put underground, Cause I can't have the world see, I can't have the world see, How screwed I am, In this never ending darkness,
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Didn't Say Goodbye?
You didn't even say goodbye, I don't even know the reason why, Why this even has to happen to me, When I did my all, Gave my all, And wanted nothing more than for you to be happy, You didn't even say goodbye, I can't even say I'm surprised, Cause when all is said and done, I am used to you not being there, And I am used to you being silent, You use excuses to paint your self as good, But you didn't say goodbye, When I let you go, You ignored me, And my words, It's like a slap to the face, A stab to the heart, Cause I gave you my all, And did everything I could to make you happy, I even let you go so that you could finally see, Your better off
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Statement
It doesn't matter how hard you try, In the end feelings they die, It doesn't matter how hard you cry, Cause deep inside, You know what's right, You lost me at hi, Cause your just another guy, It doesn't matter how hard you wished, The God's above are pissed, Cause people insist, And twist, There lies into what they say is the truth, There is no way to sooth, The damage done, It doesn't matter we can't fix, Broken things, That's our problem, There's too many broken people and things, That there is just chaos, Pain and lies, And I got lost and shattered, I am broken, And I am useless, That isn't a question, It's a statement...
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Put Trust In You
I put trust in you, And gave it my all, Now I guess you screwed, Me over now I have to crawl, Back to the beginning, Where before I knew you I was happy, But my worlds spinning, And I sadly, Put my trust in someone who I no longer know, And no longer want to talk to, Progress is slow, But I'll make it through, I'm back in the beginning, Where I am happy, To be alone, So badly,
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Dreams and Reality
In my dreams, You are there, To help me, In reality, Your the most support, I even have, In my dreams, Your right by me, In my darkest moments I see, That in reality, Your a good person, That I can trust,
O
Only Felt From The Heart
I just want to erase these memories, That tear me apart, Some things just got to be, Only felt from the heart, Like the longing of feeling complete, And that someone has your back, But sometimes you just have to move on, When the pain becomes everyday reality, I just want to erase the feelings, That are making me cry, I don't want to dream, Sometimes I even want to die, I hate my heart, For falling too hard, And loving too much, I hate my heart, Cause it still hopes, That you'll say sorry, And that you'll come back, These feeling I just pack, Away into me, To be forgotten, Cause I don't want this, Not anymore,
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Gone Dead And Disappeared
I wish I could hear your name, I wish I could see your face, Now my heads down in shame, I'm crying out, Why does everything remain the same?, I thought I had changed, I wish I could see your face, I wish I could call your name, And have you respond, But it doesn't work like that, I screwed up, I screwed up, I'm crying now, I can scream I can shout, But that won't bring you back, I wish you were here, I want you near, But I fear, I screwed my whole life over, Everything I wanted is gone, Dead and disappeared,
T
The Dark Has Won
I don't know how to describe my pain, Frustration or sadness, I don't know if I'm to blame, Cause I have no clue if I'm the one creating this madness, I don't know how it began to get so bad, Or when it all came to my mind that, Everything is colorless and black, Motivation is something I can't have, I don't know why it all happens so fast, One minute it's all good, The next it's all broken and desolate, Just take a look, I don't know how long I can fight, The cost might be my life, I don't know what's wrong or right, All I know is that this is war, This is war against the darkness, But I don't know if I'll win this, I think I'm on God's hit
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Anger
All the anger I hold inside, Amounts to the equal amount of hatred I have, For someone I know, Mark my words this will be the last, Time I put myself on the sideline, To help you, Cause your a backstabbing fake, And it's too late, For our friendship, It's too late, For us now, All the anger I hold inside, Turns to hatred, Overtime, Which is why, I even hold it inside, Cause I want to hate you, I want you to be gone, Out of my life, And never to be seen again,
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Never Ending Darkness
I've got these memories locked up in a cadge, Somewhere they'll never escape, Hopefully to never be found, They will be put underground, So that nobody can see, The darkness overtaking me, I will hide these feelings, And these thoughts, I've got fading light, That isn't so bright, Anymore I might, Just forget, These memories that I've locked in a cadge, Somewhere they'll never escape, Never be found, And put underground, Cause I can't have the world see, I can't have the world see, How screwed I am, In this never ending darkness,
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Didn't Say Goodbye?
You didn't even say goodbye, I don't even know the reason why, Why this even has to happen to me, When I did my all, Gave my all, And wanted nothing more than for you to be happy, You didn't even say goodbye, I can't even say I'm surprised, Cause when all is said and done, I am used to you not being there, And I am used to you being silent, You use excuses to paint your self as good, But you didn't say goodbye, When I let you go, You ignored me, And my words, It's like a slap to the face, A stab to the heart, Cause I gave you my all, And did everything I could to make you happy, I even let you go so that you could finally see, Your better off
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Statement
It doesn't matter how hard you try, In the end feelings they die, It doesn't matter how hard you cry, Cause deep inside, You know what's right, You lost me at hi, Cause your just another guy, It doesn't matter how hard you wished, The God's above are pissed, Cause people insist, And twist, There lies into what they say is the truth, There is no way to sooth, The damage done, It doesn't matter we can't fix, Broken things, That's our problem, There's too many broken people and things, That there is just chaos, Pain and lies, And I got lost and shattered, I am broken, And I am useless, That isn't a question, It's a statement...
P
Put Trust In You
I put trust in you, And gave it my all, Now I guess you screwed, Me over now I have to crawl, Back to the beginning, Where before I knew you I was happy, But my worlds spinning, And I sadly, Put my trust in someone who I no longer know, And no longer want to talk to, Progress is slow, But I'll make it through, I'm back in the beginning, Where I am happy, To be alone, So badly,
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Heartbreak
Heavy day, heavy rain Remembering heartbreaks From long ago It hurts like hell The first time around But after a handful of times You get used to it To your heart being squashed Like a fly Against the wall
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Reminder -
Bright as a star, you shine so clear, Quite full of hope, please don't dissapear, You know you are loved, you know you are good, We all fall down and feel a bit misunderstood.
A Quiet Place III - Skyrim
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left with memories of a gone life left with the shards of a past I've put behind left with the pain of unsolved issues I'll never solve
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In My Mind
I like to talk to my best friends Whenever i'm feeling down. A precious lick of happiness From their sweet and lovely sound. I cry the tears of melancholy Upon their reliable shoulders A kiss among my scars As the night grows colder. A feeling of pure pulchritude As our friendship does prove true Yes, i confide in my best friend ... If only you could hear them, too.
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she's gone, she's gone.
don't tell a broken girl with grief pouring into the juts of her cheekbones, hunger suffocating into the curves of her ribs, that her eyes are made of moonlight and her hair was weaved from sunshine when you are light years away and millennia too late
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gone
that limp, lamp-bitten sound left warbling on my desk where the glass went sick with longing - how do we start over? your note said it all when you put down the pen and I could feel the air forget your name, coals in the grate hissing their warning like a dirge. i was born too late you said, and the robins bare mourning on their breasts so beautifully. your feet always knew the way home, fighting their instincts, with the purge of simple lies crushed under them like the lost gift of caring.
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If I Were To...
If I follow you into the Dark, if I promise that I will stay, no matter how many Shadows I face, if I reach for your hand, will you let me stay by your side? Or have I lost you already? I can face any Darkness- Yours, Mine, the future- I can even face the past. I can push the limits I hid behind, if it means I can be there for you. But what am I to do, if you decided I hold you back? If you don’t love me or want me anymore? I keep trying, but the Silence between us beats me down. I promised myself that I would do whatever it takes, face any pain, if it meant that I could be the one you wanted. I can keep trying those locked doors, face
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Just Another Broken Heart
I can’t believe I actually believed I could be allowed to be here, that someone could actually love and want all my missing and broken pieces. I can’t be here. This IS the wrong world after all. I don’t want to hurt. I don’t want to be here where I’m not needed or wanted. Broken Whisper Girl? That timid and insecure person who tries so hard and is never enough on any level? The one who takes all the blame, all the pain, all of the agony? Unrequited romance is her forte. For a bit I thought I was going to be allowed to be someone else, but I guess Fate and God get the last laugh at my expense. N
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:sun:Thank you for faving!:D
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Thank you for the fave!
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Hello again exoticshorty101!

Thanks, again. 
I am very glad to see you support my drawings 
That's why I have one more favour to ask of you, my friend.
 
If it is not too much trouble, can you take a minute to subscribe to my youtube channel? 
I want to make it as a freelance artist and I think youtube is the way to go.
That's why if you are willing to subscribe to my channel, don't forget to click the notification bell to get notified whenever I post an art tutorial

I make tutorials because I want to repay your kindness for supporting me always :D 
I want to give back to you, and our community

Here is the link : www.youtube.com/channel/UCNlFa… :happybounce:

If you are unsure, I understand. 
I might sometimes come out as too straighforward and I apologize if this comment inconveniences you. 
If you just want a sample of what Kind of videos I make, here (face tutorial, step by step) : youtu.be/VeRz3srZ6rk
Thank you again, I really do mean it. And would love to have you join my youtube family, exoticshorty101!
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