You said you'd be there
when I needed you,
when others weren't.
You told me a call
was all it would take
to have you there.
But I'm scared and you're busy.
I'm not confident
and you don't notice.
I can't seek help,
it's not your fault
you can't foresee my feelings.
I should have known I'd be alone
even when you try
to bring me home.
You said you'd be there
when I needed you,
but I can't need you.