18th Entry - Escaping of the Universe.
I left my house completely lost in my thoughts, stumbling, I felt I was going to explode, everything became blurred for a moment and I could hear the beat of my heart so loud in my ears, I could not believe it.
Some acquaintances and neighbors talked around me, they seemed as happy as ever, so lost in their daily routines, as it should be. None would pay attention to what was coming as always, but why would I need them?
I was devastated, I could not believe the life that had been assigned to me, I was alone, desperate, it hurt me so much not to have hope, it was a great emptiness. Everything I had was gone, I needed a way out, a new home.
I covered my face with my hand, I wasn't sure if I was going to break in front of these people, I frowned in desolation, feeling the cold air embrace me and I stopped, remembering the stars in the dark sky I used to look with fascination and at the same time I remembered the many occasions I wanted to sleep in space for 100 years, in order to get away from the worries of the earth, I tried to imagine myself in that peaceful place but it was impossible for me.
I came back to reality, I was in the center of the intersection, a few inches away from a metal sewer lid, everyone looked at me, with that look I hated so much, that look of rejection, confusion, of not knowing what to do.
And suddenly I felt it, a sharp sound boomed in my head, I hold it in agony, it hurt me so much, meanwhile the lights in the street began to blink and I felt another blow with more intensity. The great tension in my body went beyond what I ever imagined, so much affect me that I was able to stop time for an instant, signs in the asphalt light up, forming two circles, one purple and the other was blue, even with my blurry sight, I knew what was it.
I looked at my wrist and saw the six crystals of my bracelet shining with intensity, it was the crystals that I recovered a few years ago when they hit the big backyard of my house, fused in a single fist. It was a great detail to make a couple of bracelets, I liked the signs that surrounded them, they seemed from another world and right now I'm more sure of that.
In an instant everything darkened, I felt another blow and I could not take it anymore, I fell to my knees and cried out, a shock wave came out of me, destroying windows, the lights went out, a giant energy field like a bubble began to cover the place, I knew everything around me had no hope, the released energy was astronomic, the asphalt start torning apart.
My mind in the other hand was traveling in space witnessing thousand of galaxies at great speed, at least is what I saw. I wanted it to stop, even if a didn't see it, I knew my family was in danger if I keep going, I didn't knew how.
But suddenly a beautiful melody began to sound, it was tenuous but I could feel it, the sound of the piano made me feel the peace I longed for, it was one of my favorite songs, one of those that fill you with the nostalgia of shining memories of the past and in a snap I returned to my room. I fell to the floor tired and serene, I recovered some of my vision, all the energy returned, I tried to get up but my limbs were numb, I remembered my silent scream, my mother came running to assist me with my little sister, they helped me to recover.
It was a quiet night, everything was fine, I sat on my bed and checked the time of my cell phone and I realized that time had not moved for a minute, all those things that I saw, the place darkened, the street vanishing, all of that event just happened in a single second...