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Name: Saber-toothed cat (Smilodon fatalis).
Kingdom: Animatech - Carnivore Cyborg.
Color: Metallic Dark Gold.
Basic frame: Based on evolving Bionanotech.
Habitat: Ursa Minor.
He has cyan eyes and his energy color is magenta, this can be noticed in the joints of his armor. Somehow, it has an opposite core on its own that gives him the ability to create supermassive electromagnetic fields in hyper mode, capable of reaching 75 m in radious. It has a unique central code that allow him to rebuild itself by taking resources from any signal in the environment and his armor is fire proof.

Spirit animal: Magenta Fox of three tails.
It's a female with blue eyes and shapeshifter abilities, she can reach quantum speeds that allow her to manipulate time and space and with that, she can do practically anything, holy moly. It has a misterious alpha mode, with this I mean that she becomes invisible in that state, you can only see her by using infrared light detectors that only allow you to see a part of her inner spectrum, you can't describe her colors when she is in other dimensions.

I study her all my life, patience was the key to find her because she can be anywhere at any second, you can't guess when it will appear. It can be scary but she is so kind, you wouldn't believe, since then we have become best pals and we have been traveling together for thousands of moons.
Name: Dire Wolf (Canis dirus).
Kingdom: Animalia - Hypercarnivore.
Color: Dark Silver.
Distance: 8 light years.
Habitat: Ursa Mayor.
(The Strongest In The Animal kingdom)
She has yellow eyes and her energy color is violet, which can be noticed by the small lightning bolts that jump out of his body, this last one can reach hyper mode in which the energy get out of the body to create an electromagnetic field to protect the body from harm as a defence response and the colors of her coat darkened to resist high temperatures. She formed massive hordes or travel in very large quantum groups to protect their territory and scare off other predators or even for protection from other predators that may dare to go after her.

Spirit animal: Blue Fox of Three Tails.
It's a male with green eyes in appearance but it has an opposite core, it can change size at will, it has the ability to reach astronomical speeds, teleport practically anywhere and can change his colors in alpha mode, turning into yellow with scarlet eyes.

I almost die waiting for this little fellow to show up, it can vibrate so fast you had to slow time to barely see it. 
18th Entry - Escaping of the Universe.

I left my house completely lost in my thoughts, stumbling, I felt I was going to explode, everything became blurred for a moment and I could hear the beat of my heart so loud in my ears, I could not believe it.

Some acquaintances and neighbors talked around me, they seemed as happy as ever, so lost in their daily routines, as it should be. None would pay attention to what was coming as always, but why would I need them?
I was devastated, I could not believe the life that had been assigned to me, I was alone, desperate, it hurt me so much not to have hope, it was a great emptiness. Everything I had was gone, I needed a way out, a new home.

I covered my face with my hand, I wasn't sure if I was going to break in front of these people, I frowned in desolation, feeling the cold air embrace me and I stopped, remembering the stars in the dark sky I used to look with fascination and at the same time I remembered the many occasions I wanted to sleep in space for 100 years, in order to get away from the worries of the earth, I tried to imagine myself in that peaceful place but it was impossible for me.

I came back to reality, I was in the center of the intersection, a few inches away from a metal sewer lid, everyone looked at me, with that look I hated so much, that look of rejection, confusion, of not knowing what to do.
And suddenly I felt it, a sharp sound boomed in my head, I hold it in agony, it hurt me so much, meanwhile the lights in the street began to blink and I felt another blow with more intensity. The great tension in my body went beyond what I ever imagined, so much affect me that I was able to stop time for an instant, signs in the asphalt light up, forming two circles, one purple and the other was blue, even with my blurry sight, I knew what was it.

I looked at my wrist and saw the six crystals of my bracelet shining with intensity, it was the crystals that I recovered a few years ago when they hit the big backyard of my house, fused in a single fist. It was a great detail to make a couple of bracelets, I liked the signs that surrounded them, they seemed from another world and right now I'm more sure of that.

In an instant everything darkened, I felt another blow and I could not take it anymore, I fell to my knees and cried out, a shock wave came out of me, destroying windows, the lights went out, a giant energy field like a bubble began to cover the place, I knew everything around me had no hope, the released energy was astronomic, the asphalt start torning apart.

My mind in the other hand was traveling in space witnessing thousand of galaxies at great speed, at least is what I saw. I wanted it to stop, even if a didn't see it, I knew my family was in danger if I keep going, I didn't knew how.
But suddenly a beautiful melody began to sound, it was tenuous but I could feel it, the sound of the piano made me feel the peace I longed for, it was one of my favorite songs, one of those that fill you with the nostalgia of shining memories of the past and in a snap I returned to my room. I fell to the floor tired and serene, I recovered some of my vision, all the energy returned, I tried to get up but my limbs were numb, I remembered my silent scream, my mother came running to assist me with my little sister, they helped me to recover.

It was a quiet night, everything was fine, I sat on my bed and checked the time of my cell phone and I realized that time had not moved for a minute, all those things that I saw, the place darkened, the street vanishing, all of that event just happened in a single second...

...
This job ins't done yet, this were just a bunch of memories of a distant past, let me breath!!! This is more about go and  work together and let me alone!!! but the world can be shitty sometimes to burn you in a microwave to work faster, let my mind alone!!! The classification of species can wait a little bit and erasing my mind will never work. Unless you want to but you know what? I don't care either. My english is not good enough too, I was just looking  for a partner for help and I know they can be powerful enough to think faster. But they are currently like deers running away. At least I can stay alone without nonsense now. Thank goodness. 
17th Entry.


( 1 )

I started with the understanding of the central source of my problems by looking where they came from, I began analyzing my moments, where my fears, panic attacks, my silences, my uncontrollable nerves and points where I didn't do anything of what I wanted to do or say.

I tried to find the problem visualy too, by looking from any point according to my beliefs and emotions, then I compared it with society, if something of my personality didn't work I rejected it, acting in the least expected way possible, using any logical excuse to convince myself that It was not true... Many times I did it at points where I failed and when I felt frustrated, I played a game where I give myself a punishment by using my anger, like a super uncomfortable hard work, it turns out that anger is the only emotion that is able to keep me stable and attentive to the true dimension, it makes me act in a real way, without feeling strange as before. Using anger as a weapon, I decided that I would never care what I did or said and what other people said about me.

It took a moment of course, the feeling lasted several hours and sometimes a day and a half, I lived them completely. I tried to make the brain get used to it by not letting my negative emotions like fear, manipulate my mind and forcing me to face them even for a second.

( 2 )

The main issue here is to get out of the comfort zone by using anything strong enough to convince myself that the fustrations didn't mean much to worry about and then I started doing things without fear, an example; I used my intellect to look at life and this reality from the highest point to the lowest level, I learned a lot from it.

From how the universe was born to how it's composed elementally, the atom is formed by quarks of six types and the gluon whose force keeps the subatomic particles together, the force of gravity generated when a lot of matter is concentrated in a single point and if you have so much power this is able to double space and time to the maximum.

Light is represented by the photon and is part of a large spectrum of different types of light ranging from gamma rays to radio waves. There is no matter without energy, light is constant in speed and that no matter how hard you try, you will never travel faster than it, because if you do it, you cease to exist.

Now, what is all this about? It's simple, what we see everyday is only a projection of light when it bounces off our bodies, so people only see our reflection when we move and there really is no problem if they look at what I'm doing, it's natural. That we are so small that none of my worries should bother me, that life is so short that we should take advantage of it, doing what we really want, because in the end when we die we will leave this timeline and our memories will cease to exist, it will be like never to have existed, so why should I worry about what someone says or thinks about my attitude?

( 3 )

From the meaning of life I learned that it is necessary to share our DNA and our experiences for the survival of the species, as well as the preservation of life around us, we are the most intelligent, but not different from all species. We share something in common, we can do autonomous things to live, we are minds at different scales and storage capacities, we are the best at it, since we do thousands of tasks that we think and direct ourselves.

Our life and consciousness is nothing more than an illusion created by the large amount of information, we are able to store and that makes us intelligent. But our emotional feeling and perception of the world are only chemical reactions of loss and gain of energy, a constant change of matter, which in the end is only light entering an atom and then coming out weaker in frequency. And what did I learn? We are just a part of the universe itself, something so common and normal, a natural phenomenon like the formation of a sun by concentration of cosmic dust and gas or the death of this in a supernova to became a black hole. We are only a part of this enormous cosmic scale that goes from chaos to order, from the most simple elements such as the hydrogen atom, to the most complex organism like a brain neuron.

So I come back with the same thing, why worrying about saying what we feel to others?

( 4 )

I learned and understood several norms of society that should be done naturally, because it's normal for everyone, for example; we must speak clearly and fluently so that other people can understand us well, the message must be transmitted correctly. You should say hello, you should have empathy and understanding to others when they need it, all people love to be heard, to share what they think of themselves, they love that, the attention.

We must be cordial, say please, thank you and excuse me to people, when necessary without fear or delay because it's just normal and nobody will tell you something bad about it. From the visual issue I understood this; you should look at people in the eye when they speak to you. When they do, not only will they look at you, they will look everywhere from time to time because they are thinking what to say next, you will be the one who looks at them and listens attentively. When the person finishes talking and it's your turn to respond, you will change roles, you will look everywhere and the person from time to time, because you will think about the next thing to say calmly and they will look at you with attention, it's natural to look directly in the eyes, because it's courtesy.

You must be positive and accessible if you want people to approach you, talk with good spirits and put an interest in what they say then, they will open themselves emotionally to you and come to listen to you, if that's really what you want of course.

( 5 )

Professionally I learned that you must be competitive and encouraged above all, believe in what you can achieve, do what they tell you in the right way, to achieve what you aspire to be, trust in yourself that you have won already.
In the interviews you must be yourself, showing the best you have, being positive with determination and total sincerity
without shame or doubts, share what you have to say if you need it. In the field of work you are like a piece of a mechanism and you must do your assigned work correctly, to show that you are the best in the working hours and be grateful for the opportunity given to you.

In life they teach you many things, but not to believe in yourself. So believe in yourself! Trust in your mind, trust in your whole being. Get out of that encrypted personality, find yourself and start flying. When I couldn't do what I should do and think about who I really was, what did I do? I was talking to myself from a mirror or in my mind, the person you trust the most will always be yourself. Then, when I was talking and doing what I wanted without thinking it like rehearsing a scene, I kept a compilation of what I did to use it later, I practiced the normal volume of my voice to the point of not forcing it, so that it would come out naturally, then I applied it to my daily life. That completely changed my emotions and my attitude, revealing my true self.

( 6 )

I use phrases that I repeat in my mind over and over again, for example:

A) "If you want something you've never had you must be willing to do something you've never done".

When you leave your comfort zone, the satisfaction of seeing unusual things that you have done is very rewarding and you will become addicted to that emotion.

B) "You are still too young to think about your own failure".

Always keep the positive of life within you, the journey is too long to worry about your future.

C) "Don't fake it until you make it, fake it until you become it".

Do what you must and face your fears until you manage to control them and change your attitude, which in the end is just a part of you.
 
D) "Someday you will miss today".

Do what you should do now, don't wait for a right moment that will never be perfect, don't wait until tomorrow to know what you can do today.

( 7 )

Never fall into sadness and depression, maybe you do not realize you're like this, the fact of being alone and not wanting to do anything, not even what you like, for a long time is a sign of that. If you think only of the "negative" stuff, you will do the opposite of what you have read today, you will have stayed in that seat, waiting for something to change the way you feel, that is not right. In time you will see that you are always overloaded and you will want more of that joy, you will make things much better and you will feel free.

( 8 )

There is always a balance between thought and reality, do not worry so much about your thoughts, look at the present and think for a second about the environment around you, as for example when you take a shower, look and feel the water running on you "What is this?", "What is that?" and "What do I have to do?" in everything you do, because it's normal to do it. If you need to take time to analyze an important decision, do it but do not think too much. There must be harmony between reasoning and acting, the present and the future. Leave the past as a fact that you can no longer change and consider it an achievement, so it will not affect your present.

( 9 )

If you have any doubts about any topic that you are not sure about or you feel without an exit, don't be afraid to ask those you trust the most or have experience. Don't believe, you can solve everything by yourself, sometimes it's necessary to see your problem from another point of view. By nature we are social beings and coexistence with others is essential for our mental health and survival. Look for those who can give you real visions and advices on how to overcome your problem, it's not like they'll only say "Just do it like I do and done" no, look for wise and kind people, they are the ones you are looking for.

( 10 )

Relax for the first time and be happy forever, just think about how you should address a person, always with education and good instinct, no one is the same, all people act and think differently, that's what makes us unique and special for Many. We get to the heart of many people by just being ourselves, if someone doesn't act like you, its completely fine, remember that, and that everyone thinks more about themselves than others. So, enough of silly and unnecessary worries.

So as you know, use your best tactics every day, these are everywhere and live inside your mind, use your great imagination. Get up always with encouragement to kick the ass of your shitty life, show them that you are something special and that this world is free to be who you want to be, not for someone else but for yourself. The path of our desires is not short, dedication and determination are required. Love life, the world is a beautiful place if you look at the right side, live with your achievements and failures, both are positive things, from them you get experience to do it much better next time.

But above all trust in yourself, let your heart inspire you. Do what you love and decide to do it now, never think about laziness and the great mountain that you have to climb. Don't fall into the mental doubt that "nobody changes overnight" and that "people will say that you are strange", what people think of you? that's the doubt, that's a trap, forget all that and just do it, yes or yes. You'll see that your attitude and way of life will change, you'll feel proud to be on top and
you'll never regret having taken the first step.


See you, Journal.
Name: Saber-toothed cat (Smilodon fatalis).
Kingdom: Animatech - Carnivore Cyborg.
Color: Metallic Dark Gold.
Basic frame: Based on evolving Bionanotech.
Habitat: Ursa Minor.
He has cyan eyes and his energy color is magenta, this can be noticed in the joints of his armor. Somehow, it has an opposite core on its own that gives him the ability to create supermassive electromagnetic fields in hyper mode, capable of reaching 75 m in radious. It has a unique central code that allow him to rebuild itself by taking resources from any signal in the environment and his armor is fire proof.

Spirit animal: Magenta Fox of three tails.
It's a female with blue eyes and shapeshifter abilities, she can reach quantum speeds that allow her to manipulate time and space and with that, she can do practically anything, holy moly. It has a misterious alpha mode, with this I mean that she becomes invisible in that state, you can only see her by using infrared light detectors that only allow you to see a part of her inner spectrum, you can't describe her colors when she is in other dimensions.

I study her all my life, patience was the key to find her because she can be anywhere at any second, you can't guess when it will appear. It can be scary but she is so kind, you wouldn't believe, since then we have become best pals and we have been traveling together for thousands of moons.

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Leswy Zambrana
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I'm just a regular person trying to do something worth living, I always look for the positive opportunities in life that's why I love to create things with passion and dedication.

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