XGP-Nataku

Greetings there guys, I hope you’re all doing well out in the world considering things here in the states are just something I’d rather not want to talk about. It should be obvious as to what that is and I’m refraining from saying anything about due to just observing and reading what’s going on: if I don’t have anything nice to say about it, then I’d rather not say it at all. The only thing I’d like to ask of you is to not comment on where my political stances are as I feel that it’s just going to cause more problems rather than solving them. While politics is something I’m most certainly not interested in talking about, my road on getting my mental health back on track is something I’d much rather talk about. I write these journals since I’ve started the journey back last year when I was at the absolute lowest point in my life as a means to not only work on getting things back on track, but as a way to induce self-therapy whenever I feel like I am at a point in my journey where things

Greetings there guys, sorry I haven’t been posting in quite some time, work has kept me busy especially now we’re in the summer season and things are moving around and I’ve finally got someone help to work with me since it has just been myself for about 5 months. My sister’s about to get her PhD from UConn and also found out she’ll be moving out to Texas for her new job at Texas A&M Corpus Christi campus, so I’ll be planning a trip with the family to head out there to help her move into her new digs. My car’s now paid off, but I’m still working on paying off a dental bill I owe on my credit card. That’s pretty much a quick recap as to why I’ve not been posting as of late. This month is going to mark one year since I’ve began my journey to work on improving my mental health. Earlier this morning and throughout the day, I’ve just been overwhelmed with various emotions going throughout the day. I’m looking back to when it started and where I was at before, the negative emotions and

Wow...a full month into 2022 and I haven't done one of these yet...jeez I've been behind on doing this. Today's my Birthday and I've already had quite the weekend of celebration for it by having a late lunch/early dinner with my family at Morimoto Asia and it was delish, got some stuff from a 100 buck Amazon gift card that I've had my eyes on, and today had lunch at Miller's Ale House and now spending the day just relaxing both my mind and my body as the day keeps going forward. Last year was probably one of the worst years I've had to deal with for a long time and it was without question the worst I've ever felt in just trying to deal with everyday life from June onwards. I've discovered my issues with my mental health and how it pretty much went downhill after dealing with the falling out of an artist I used to admire and now, to this point, become to be afraid of even wanting to engage with the artist in question. This lead to me seriously questioning myself and my place here on