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Love & loss; constant as storms
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The Ocean
Deep blue influx as the sea moves in, so does the tide. Waves so high that seafoam crashes through currents of stolen breaths. The taste of brine on the wind billows like a hidden song without known lyrics
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Dark Stranger
A dream within a dream, forcing me to force you as we struggle with the sharp lobotomy which is life. Can you hear the echoing of the voices singing the straight-edged pleasure of the thin silver blade? Watch the shattered pieces repair themselves in your cold, staring sight as the mirror breaks again. The dream will end as they always seem to... broken. We all await the next night’s vision of pain’s scarlet revival.
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The Late Show
The moon hovers like a pale phantom in the sky. Quietly waiting out the night for daylight to strike so he can make his way behind the clouds, hiding from the sun god in its waking hours. Bedroom window vision sees me to sleep on this clear night, like a dear friend, while the stars shine as a mere background in this eves feature.
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Uncertainty
Finding myself in this unfamiliar place I strive to embrace; I want to feel- My mind deludes me with fear now. Jaded, wandering, gray matter; nerves shattering under every touch. Who am I kidding, this shell of a woman? Who would understand this deep wanting of attention and love but still an aversion to almost all of it... I suppose exploring it is the key. But, what if it breaks the lock of my heart?
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Temperature Control
Olive branch drops down to the ice-covered earth of our pitiable nations feet. It falls in suffering, not in reverence to anything, but in frail captivity, of a crushing fist. In another world, the sun scalds our brows as we lean forward to see what has become of those United States. In this other world where poverty rules over any kindness or love. Better to be frozen like that olive branch, than boiling in the heat of these politics.
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Missing Mildred
At your funeral I cried with grief. The sadness of no more days spent in the grace of your company; of not feeling your warm embrace. At your funeral I wept with regrets The regrets of not having seen you one last time to say goodbye; of not knowing you more fully. By your ethereal side I wait until my time comes to walk beside you again. Knowing that the future will unite us, holds my broken heart together.
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The End Of The Tunnel
Graceless days filled with empty dreams. Unknown resolutions that are never seen. No belief that things can get any better. Things stay the same. Where's that light we all hear about, as we sit in darkness?
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Spectrum
Her aura is a mixture of all the colored hues and all the muddled ones in between. She lives in the blue of an unchanging world that makes her sad but she presses on. She lives in the orange of the sun when it shines, making her glow. With the promise of yellow, she finds peace. When the storms pass the violet can blanket her in the peaceful confines of a world of her own. Her red can’t be avoided but its fire keeps her alive.
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The Ocean
Deep blue influx as the sea moves in, so does the tide. Waves so high that seafoam crashes through currents of stolen breaths. The taste of brine on the wind billows like a hidden song without known lyrics
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Dark Stranger
A dream within a dream, forcing me to force you as we struggle with the sharp lobotomy which is life. Can you hear the echoing of the voices singing the straight-edged pleasure of the thin silver blade? Watch the shattered pieces repair themselves in your cold, staring sight as the mirror breaks again. The dream will end as they always seem to... broken. We all await the next night’s vision of pain’s scarlet revival.
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The Late Show
The moon hovers like a pale phantom in the sky. Quietly waiting out the night for daylight to strike so he can make his way behind the clouds, hiding from the sun god in its waking hours. Bedroom window vision sees me to sleep on this clear night, like a dear friend, while the stars shine as a mere background in this eves feature.
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Uncertainty
Finding myself in this unfamiliar place I strive to embrace; I want to feel- My mind deludes me with fear now. Jaded, wandering, gray matter; nerves shattering under every touch. Who am I kidding, this shell of a woman? Who would understand this deep wanting of attention and love but still an aversion to almost all of it... I suppose exploring it is the key. But, what if it breaks the lock of my heart?
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Temperature Control
Olive branch drops down to the ice-covered earth of our pitiable nations feet. It falls in suffering, not in reverence to anything, but in frail captivity, of a crushing fist. In another world, the sun scalds our brows as we lean forward to see what has become of those United States. In this other world where poverty rules over any kindness or love. Better to be frozen like that olive branch, than boiling in the heat of these politics.
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Missing Mildred
At your funeral I cried with grief. The sadness of no more days spent in the grace of your company; of not feeling your warm embrace. At your funeral I wept with regrets The regrets of not having seen you one last time to say goodbye; of not knowing you more fully. By your ethereal side I wait until my time comes to walk beside you again. Knowing that the future will unite us, holds my broken heart together.
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The End Of The Tunnel
Graceless days filled with empty dreams. Unknown resolutions that are never seen. No belief that things can get any better. Things stay the same. Where's that light we all hear about, as we sit in darkness?
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Spectrum
Her aura is a mixture of all the colored hues and all the muddled ones in between. She lives in the blue of an unchanging world that makes her sad but she presses on. She lives in the orange of the sun when it shines, making her glow. With the promise of yellow, she finds peace. When the storms pass the violet can blanket her in the peaceful confines of a world of her own. Her red can’t be avoided but its fire keeps her alive.
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Halloween2017
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True Friends
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Bird Dragon
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The Return Of Rien
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Louis (final)
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FeatherDragon sketch
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Grevys-zebra
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The Giver
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Agios Nicolaos Church
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Egyptian God Thot
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The Egyptian
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Blood sipper
My skin is cracked Damaged By your harsh words and sharp nails And my blood, my life Escapes through the cracks As your lips, soft crimson lips Drink it eagerly, like a fine wine As you grow stronger, as you gain vitality And I grow weaker and more vulnerable But I don't care For I know I love you Beautiful vampire, deadly parasite (And you love me too)
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I forgot
I used to love I used to dream I used to hope But I forgot I need something (Someone) To remind me of these beautiful things For a shard of happiness So I can love again Dream again Hope again... Live again
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The End Of The Tunnel
Graceless days filled with empty dreams. Unknown resolutions that are never seen. No belief that things can get any better. Things stay the same. Where's that light we all hear about, as we sit in darkness?
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the cat drama continues...
Well I'm in kitten season again here. I have contacted 2 rescue groups and am awaiting a call back message. This is tough for me because they all have colds. There were 10 but one just disappeared. Have no idea what happened to her. This is that ones sister. She is very sweet and I think I'm in love again! This is Freya (see photo) and she reminds me of my lost Mook so much! Plus she seems to love me as well. That's always a plus. Anyway, I'm still writing mostly poems and a long story of ancient Egypt (yes, another) lol. I will post poems when I have a chance. My other babies are great. They own me, of course, but I let them. Even seein
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2019
My god, it has been forever and I've been swept up by what we refer to as real life. My arts have been on hold, barring a little bit of writing that I don't share. This place feels tainted in a way; I know it's just my perspective... but still, it matters. I am tempted to just erase all the stacks and start fresh, new year and all that. If I do, I hope nobody takes it personally. I just can't comment and answer all of it. I must find balance in life and though it will be hard to get back into writing regularly, I do feel the need to do it. I'm currently working on an Egyptian love story about a pair of teens. Not sure it's going anywher
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Hi i used to be Annabellee17 and NewMoonandDreams.. I know you might think i am lying but i know you have/are? struggling with things that i had issue with and you told us in a journal. anxiety.. and autism.

I stopped using my account the newmoon one for a reason and i will let you know in a note if you want to ask.

and i am doing better and pretty much transitioning from the role that was my idenity for 3 years.

and thanks for saying happy birthday to my account
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mascotruby|Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday ! :) have an amazing time !
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EvilScarrlett|Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much!
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Alpanu|Hobbyist Writer
:tighthug: Happy birthday Mel.
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Thank you my dear!
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Alpanu|Hobbyist Writer
:-) you are very welcome
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EvilScarrlett|Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much!!
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