So I was just chillin' with some people, nothing' special just having a good time, being stupid, having a laugh or two...whatever.After a while shit got real, but it's ok I'm cool...again, whatever.And then I started thinking about the wrong shit at the wrong time.So now I'm sitting here, looking dumb as shit, can't get a hard on because my mind is racing, wondering about my ex, pictures of her doing that same shit to someone else flooded my head so now I'm all kinds of fucked up.What the fuck was it all about? Dunno, but this shit is gonna be the death of me.Been who knows how many years and how many people, but the memory of her, of us h...