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Hope
You are my hope. Hope? Isn't that an emotion? An intangible concept maybe? Most definitely not a someone. Yet, at the same time, I understand that, Somehow, You are my hope. My longing, my wanting, My dreams, my aspirations, My passions, my desire, My HOPE. Hope, Like the anxiety, The waiting, praying, begging, For the release of something. I hope that I will be pleasing to You. I hope that I will be captivated by You. I hope that I can make You my Everything. My all in all.
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Letter
I wish we could be more open with each other.  I want to tell ou I like you.  Actually speak those words out loud to you.  Give them voice.  But if I do, How will you react?  Will you start acting weird?  Will you stop hanging out with me?  I don't want to be "just friends", but I'd rather that than nothing.  But I won't make the first move.  You have to do that.  If you're afraid to become more than friends, tell me why.  Give me a chance to remove your fears.  I don't want us to be "just for fun."  I want us to have fun being together.  Up til now it's just been "us" on the weekends.  Our actions would make others presume there's more to us
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Not Sure of A Title Yet
Again my life is paused be you, My world is standing still. Choice no longer has a meaning, You've taken my free-will. You occupy my every thought, And all my dreams at night. I get lost in this unreal life, Being with you feels so right.
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Close to Perfect
Verse 1: Take my picture Hold my hand We'll do things we never talked about And nothing that we planned Hold me close and Put your dreams in my head Start a conversation I won't forget what you've said Bridge: Whisper in my ear Tell me all your aspirations Let me know you're near Remove all of these complications Chorus: I want, so much, to be with you There is nothing else I want to do I know, too well, that I'm not perfect But being with you is the closest I'll get Verse 2: Cross your fingers Knock on wood I'm praying everything will work out now Just like it should Smile at me and Steal my heart I'll be everything
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F This
Watching you fall, fight, fail, flee Everything you forced on me Bending me down, to my knees Ripping my soul, till it bleeds Falling further, tripping on my feet Fighting weakly, screaming out my plea Failing miserably, thought I could make you see Fleeing quickly, from what I knew you to be
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I Like When You Cry
I like watching you gasp for air When you realise you're caught in a lie I like hearing you stumble and fall When you accept what you've just denied I like smelling the fear you portray When you have to glance from side to side I like feeling how uneasy you are When you know there is nowhere to hide I like tasting the victory I've won When you fail on your very last try I like experiencing your surrender When all you're able to do is cry
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Crying For the World
I'm crying for the world, But no one sees my tears. Just like the starving screams of suffering, Is falling on deaf ears. I'm crying for the world, So many will die tonight. Though I can't fix all that's wrong, I can help put up a fight. I'm crying for the world; For all the pain that people bear. Is anybody listening? Does anybody care? I'm crying for the world, With tears that fall like rain. Why must we exist in a, World that's filled with pain?
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Repost for insert_knife_here
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Pudgy School-boy
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Levels
From friends to nothing With other levels in between That's how things went Concerning you and me One day we were great Then I awoke again Suddenly there's nothing And I start remembering when You would hold me in your arms In your sweet and warm embrace I would kiss you on the cheek And watch the smile form on your face You would always confide in me You told me all your fears I'd pour out my heart on your shoulder And stain your shirt with my tears But all of that is gone now There's nothing left anymore I walk in the room You walk out the door I want to know what happened To what we used to have I want to know if I br
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Warning
You tricked me into believing that you were a nice guy You told me things I wanted to hear then squashed me like a fly You made me hurt more than I've ever hurt before You broke my heart into pieces and made me feel like a cheap whore I suffered through the pain, hiding it all inside myself I replayed images in my mind to figure out why I felt how I felt I tried by myself to deal with the hurt that hurt all the time I hid behind a cheap fasad and told everyone that I was fine My friends are now informing me that you're really an okay guy My friends talk and flirt with you while I sit on the wall like a fly My friends are starting to
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Scam
I feel all locked up and shy In the place I call my home People pass and glance at me But I choose to stay alone No matter how hard I try To change who I really am I fall subject to the darkness Life is just one big scam.
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Why Do I Do This to Myself?
Why is it that when I walk past you Trying to hold my head up high I turn to look at you And make myself start to cry When I lock my eyes with yours I search them quickly for a clue As to why you chose to hurt me And if that's what you meant to do I guess there's still a ray of hope Left in my shattered heart Praying that we could at least stay friends And not always be apart.
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Wait
Waiting for you to call, write, speak, breathe, anything to signify that you are still aware of me. Anything to show me that you really do care. Waiting for you to ask, reveal, act, show, everything you really want to know, be, or feel. Everything you want to tell me. Anxious for you to look at me. Anxious for you to notice me. Acknowledge me. Anything but the silence that I feel now. Anything but this. This waiting and holding my breath. This debating myself whether or not to approach you. This wondering if the feelings I sensed were real. This contemplation of thing that are, to me, more confusing than the meaning of life. This
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Glass
Glass, the cheif trickster The thing that tampers with our sight It's beautiful, but it's dangerous It can distort and it can hide Watch out for the clear kind It can be awesome yet unfair Even though it perfects the image It also makes you forget that it's there Watch out for the bent kind It sets up perfect lies Things are not as they seem to appear It unbalances thought and hurts the eyes Watch out for the tinted kind It's the perfect place to hide You can see them, but they can't see you No matter how hard they try Watch out for the broken kind It cuts and slices your skin You can try to pull the pieces out But they'll
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Secret
I have a little secret, It resides inside of me. Though it may be good, it also burns, Because it's longing to be free. To restrain my little secret, I have put it on a chain. Every time it tries to leave, though, I feel a stab of pain. It doesn't make any sense, This little secret that I keep. Even though I want to tell, I can't, Because it doesn't belong solely to me. You share my little secret, Do you share my hurt, too? I love what our little secret holds, But I wish everyone else knew.
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Causation
You cause joy Only to follow with pain And hurt me like this Hurt me again So emotionally that it's physical I feel these tears That stream down my face I feel those words They make my whole body ache I can't describe this pain to you But it is so familiar to me The funny thing is, you know, GOOD things are supposed to happen in threes This isn't good, but of it good may come You may have tore me down But not so much that it can't be undone See, God loves me no matter what That's unconditionally, no ifs, ands, or buts He loves who I am He loves who I will be His love will always be there Because He'll always love me Eve
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Abstract Worlds
In my world, the one you're not in, He kinda likes me, and I really like him. In my world, you're still my best friend, always, forever, until the very end. In my world, you're one of his friends, too, The only difference is, he's not in love with you. In my world, I know exactly what you'd do, no matter what, I always know which guy you would choose. In your world, the one I'm not in, He really likes you, and you really like him. In your world, I'm still your best friend, always together, no matter what, until the end. In your world, I'm one of his friends too, The only difference is, he's kind of in love with you. In your world,
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Father, Daddy, Someone
I understand that you hate me, But I don't understand why. I've never wronged you in anyway, You're the one that has always made me cry. I understand that you love me, But I don't understand how. I've been tortured by your rejection, You're the one that has always shut me out. I understand that you are someone to me, But I don't understand who. I've never said that I'm your daughter, You're the one that always assumed it's true. I understand that you are proud of me, But I don't understand when. I've been trying to earn approval, You're the one that always left in the end. I understand that you made a change in me, But I don'
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secret admiration
there's this girl i see...you know...around i don't know her name; i call her Beautiful when we pass i pretend to say hello we hold pretend conversations we give pretend hugs oh, my imagination... there's no way i could describe her to you no words written, in any way, would be right compared to history's most wonderful songs, she is more beautiful any picture i could take to show you wouldn't do her justice you should see how my stomach flips when i see her it could be mistaken for an Olympic, gold-medal gymnast my tongue gets so metaphorically tied, you'd swear it'd be stuck that way forever palms sweating knees shaking heart
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Some Assembly Required
Grab the tape Then grab the glue Now all that's left to grab Is you My heart fell apart Shattered, forgotten Maybe you didn't realize What you were getting caught up in Perhaps you didn't listen To the instructions i gave Some assembly required Love isn't a game I'm not just some toy For you to play with awhile I break with neglect And my heart says 'fragile' I know love's not perfect But didn't you see? Some assembly required I guess alot's needed for me So grab the tape Then grab the glue Now all that's left to grab Is..you
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Irony
Life is so ironic.  So I'm at my locker during the last break and it happens to be right next to the one Josh uses.  It's not his, he just uses it.  It's actually my best friend's, but she moved away.  Anyway, he's not there or anything, but it's open a little bit at the bottom.  I close it and naturally I think about him.  I think about a day in GSC when I was flipping through a notebook and came across a poem.  It was a testing day for sophomores that day and there were only juniors in GSC at that point in time.  There were 6 of us.  The teacher was being nice and she let us talk and stuff, seeing as how we didn't have work to do because of
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Happy
w00t!  I am in a pretty good mood.  I do have a couple of negatives to mention though.  First of all, if you are a guy, don't be offended by the following statements.  Guys are morons.  Yeah yeah, every teenage girl feels that way.  Whatever.  If I don't answer your phone calls, don't wait for you at my locker, don't talk to you unless I have to, I PROBABLY AM NOT INTERESTED IN YOU.  Or I'm playing hard to get.  But I don't do that too well, so I bet it's the first one.  Okay, so there's this guy named "jmwb" (can't use his real name because I'm not really proud of my involvement with him) and as much as I hate the term, we were "talking".  A
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For Your Information
I finished that song.  It's reposted.
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kleinerewoelfin's avatar
Gee, haven't seen you in ages around here. You still there?
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EverBurningHope's avatar
I'm here. Just not a lot to say until recently. Expect more. :)
Thanks for asking, btw.
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hey long time no see :hug: wass happening
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animeartist77's avatar
1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!


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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and
say it to your self 6 times!!


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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!


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4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that
1special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!


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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as you
scroll down focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but
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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and
what you wished for will come true within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!



























































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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance. Now
pay very close attention this important message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda
chain letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1864
and if you break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that
after hearing these stories.


First Example:


Take Barbra Wallace .. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she got
this same chain letter. She had a crush on th e same kid since
kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any attention to
it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent
the letter none of that would have happened and her mom would be
alive.


Second Example:


Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd. Had glasses, was
short and chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra , he had a crush on a girl since
3rd grade. The next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her
love for him ever since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage
to ask
her out, and of course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years.
They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.


Third Example:

Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked.
Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just getting on AOL to
check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek
either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend. It was
this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart kid and he knew what
could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends
from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that same
time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
Nintendo64 and play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer,
and his best friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit!
Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the
next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been going out
ever since.


Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats
only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go out
withthat special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... forever!!!!!


10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend...... ONLY!!!!!



15 people- your crush will say they like you



20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush will fall in love with you



35 people or more- All of the above!!



Don't blow it, it's ur
chance to shine! Have everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining
cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go in a
chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the catch.....
you only have 1 hour
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ItsAlreadyBroken's avatar
hey girl what are you doin? i'm in the library doin nothin... i got out of class again but you werent here....! i thought you mould be since you were in here on Friday!!! well chick ima let ya go and go to class... i'm in here with Sara R. and she is gettin on my nerves...j/k!!!!!
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kleinerewoelfin's avatar
Thanks for the :+devwatch: hun.
Happy to see you around some time. ;)
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ToYouIHate's avatar
thanks for the add,
but um..who are you?
=)
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