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Hope
You are my hope.
Hope?
Isn't that an emotion?
An intangible concept maybe?
Most definitely not a someone.
Yet, at the same time,
I understand that,
Somehow, You are my hope.
My longing, my wanting,
My dreams, my aspirations,
My passions, my desire,
My HOPE.
Hope,
Like the anxiety,
The waiting, praying, begging,
For the release of something.
I hope that I will be pleasing to You.
I hope that I will be captivated by You.
I hope that I can make You my
Everything.
My all in all.
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Literature
Letter
I wish we could be more open with each other.  I want to tell ou I like you.  Actually speak those words out loud to you.  Give them voice.  But if I do, How will you react?  Will you start acting weird?  Will you stop hanging out with me?  I don't want to be "just friends", but I'd rather that than nothing.  But I won't make the first move.  You have to do that.  If you're afraid to become more than friends, tell me why.  Give me a chance to remove your fears.  I don't want us to be "just for fun."  I want us to have fun being together.  Up til now it's just been "us" on the weekends.  Our actions would make others presume there's more to us than friendship.  People ask me if we're dating and all I can say is, "not really."  Guys that are my friends are acting differently around me because they don't know if playful flirting is now considered innappropriate.  I have a girl who would dance on my grave if I died tomorrow because I'm "talking" to you.  She heard that we're going out.  My
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Literature
Not Sure of A Title Yet
Again my life is paused be you,
My world is standing still.
Choice no longer has a meaning,
You've taken my free-will.
You occupy my every thought,
And all my dreams at night.
I get lost in this unreal life,
Being with you feels so right.
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Literature
Close to Perfect
Verse 1:
Take my picture
Hold my hand
We'll do things we never talked about
And nothing that we planned
Hold me close and
Put your dreams in my head
Start a conversation
I won't forget what you've said
Bridge:
Whisper in my ear
Tell me all your aspirations
Let me know you're near
Remove all of these complications
Chorus:
I want, so much, to be with you
There is nothing else I want to do
I know, too well, that I'm not perfect
But being with you is the closest I'll get
Verse 2:
Cross your fingers
Knock on wood
I'm praying everything will work out now
Just like it should
Smile at me and
Steal my heart
I'll be everything you're wanting
If you'll tell me where to start
Bridge:
Whisper in my ear
Tell me all your aspirations
Let me know you're near
Remove all of these complications
Chorus:
I want, so much, to be with you
There is nothing else I want to do
I know, too well, that I'm not perfect
But being with you is the closest I'll get
Repeat Choru
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Literature
F This
Watching you fall, fight, fail, flee
Everything you forced on me
Bending me down, to my knees
Ripping my soul, till it bleeds
Falling further, tripping on my feet
Fighting weakly, screaming out my plea
Failing miserably, thought I could make you see
Fleeing quickly, from what I knew you to be
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Literature
I Like When You Cry
I like watching you gasp for air
When you realise you're caught in a lie
I like hearing you stumble and fall
When you accept what you've just denied
I like smelling the fear you portray
When you have to glance from side to side
I like feeling how uneasy you are
When you know there is nowhere to hide
I like tasting the victory I've won
When you fail on your very last try
I like experiencing your surrender
When all you're able to do is cry
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Literature
Crying For the World
I'm crying for the world,
But no one sees my tears.
Just like the starving screams of suffering,
Is falling on deaf ears.
I'm crying for the world,
So many will die tonight.
Though I can't fix all that's wrong,
I can help put up a fight.
I'm crying for the world;
For all the pain that people bear.
Is anybody listening?
Does anybody care?
I'm crying for the world,
With tears that fall like rain.
Why must we exist in a,
World that's filled with pain?
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Literature
Sick
You can be physically sick.
You can be mentally sick.
But can you be emotionally sick?
If you break the rules,
Punishment is expected.
I broke the rules,
I expect punishment.
If you make a mistake,
Consequences are bound to happen.
I made a mistake,
My consequences are happening.
I broke the rules,
Now I am grounded.
I broke the rules,
Now I am hated.
I broke the rules,
Now I am suffering.
I made a mistake,
Now I am heartbroken.
I am suffering because I'm grounded.
I am suffering because I'm hated.
I am suffering because I'm heartbroken.
I deserve to be grounded.
I'm used to being hated.
I caused myself to become heartbroken.
If I deserve to be grounded,
I deserve to suffer.
If I'm used to being hated,
I'm used to suffering.
If I caused myself to become heartbroken,
I caused myself to suffer.
If I deserve something,
If I'm used to something,
If I caused something,
Why am I not immune to it?
I have become physically sick.
My eyes are raw,
Nausea is now normal.
I have become mentally sic
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Literature
Puking Heart
My heart is puking--
Such an eloquent phrase.
Maybe not eloquent, but truthful,
Unlike these last few days.
Smiling while people are watching me,
Sobbing when they're gone.
Mascara running down my face,
Ruining the mask that I've put on.
Trying to focus right over shoulders,
So as to prevent my tears.
Everytime I blink my eyes though,
The pain in my heart sears.
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Literature
As Your Chest Falls
I feel this being lifted,
Lifted off of me.
This heavy burden I have carried,
It wouldn't let me be.
I've been suffering for forever;
I've been in pain for too long.
Keeping it all to myself,
Not knowing what had gone wrong.
But You've opened up my eyes,
Now I clearly see my surroundings.
Everyone wants to give me their help;
God, I know now what had bound me.
Though I didn't know what was hindering me,
With Your help I did prevail.
The storm is almost over now,
It's amazing how far I fell.
You are always here though,
You're holding me in your arms.
I can hear Your heart as it beats,
And I breathe out when Your chest falls.
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Literature
Unlock
Please unlock these doors.
Let me be wild and free.
I'm running far away,
To a place that you can't see.
Plese don't search for me.
I'll be fine on my own.
You did all that you could,
But this never was my home.
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Literature
Hourglass
My life is like an hourglass.
I can watch it as it slowly disappears into nothing.
As, one by one, the seconds squeeze into the dead part.
The part that I will never have again,
I will never be able to relive,
Except for in my memories.
Everybody can see my hourglass life.
They all see me slowly slipping away,
Into nothingness, visible no more.
As the sand in the top floats to the bottom,
It starts moving faster.
I start to panic.
Has my life been nothing more than a pile of sand?
My breath is coming faster, my mind is racing.
I'm caught in the middle of two things:
With each good action, more sand is added to the top and my life slows down;
Each bad action causes the funnels hole to enlarge, allowing more precious life to seep through it.
But how am I to know which answer to my current dilemma is good or bad?
How do I know?
This will decide whether or not my last grain of sand falls.
If this is the last breath I will ever breathe,
Or if I will have half an eternity more.
Will I be asc
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EverBurningHope
KMOo
Artist
United States
Current Residence: Texas
Favourite genre of music: I dislike the word 'genre'
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Skin of choice: Windows xp
Favourite cartoon character: tigger
Personal Quote: "If you believe in yourself, you can never say that nobody does."
Interests
Life is so ironic.  So I'm at my locker during the last break and it happens to be right next to the one Josh uses.  It's not his, he just uses it.  It's actually my best friend's, but she moved away.  Anyway, he's not there or anything, but it's open a little bit at the bottom.  I close it and naturally I think about him.  I think about a day in GSC when I was flipping through a notebook and came across a poem.  It was a testing day for sophomores that day and there were only juniors in GSC at that point in time.  There were 6 of us.  The teacher was being nice and she let us talk and stuff, seeing as how we didn't have work to do because of the testing.  Josh moved (we had assigned seats) and sat in the seat in front of me.  This was before the last time we "talked" but after the first two.  I had already written that letter ("Letter" deviation) but like I said, I hadn't given it to him.  I was cordial toward him.  He saw the poem that my notebook was open to.  It was "I Like When You Cry."  I warned him that it was kind of mean and hateful.  He read it and said, "That's sweet."  and smiled at me.  I said, "No it's not.  It's mean."  He was like, "But you still care about him."  He totally thought the poem was about him.  Right.  Then he read "F This" and thought it was about him, too.  Egotistical.  Anyway, I'm thinking all this as I put my Pre-Cal book in my locker and shut it.  Then I think about the "Letter" I wrote and never gave to him.  If maybe he had somehow read it on DA.  I know probably not, but....  Then I start remembering the content of the letter and how he reacted to the other pieces he read in GSC.  He'd probably misinterpret it and even though it's about him, it's about the past.  Now I was walking down the hall towards my computer class.  I thought about the end of the letter.  The very last words.  Then I looked up and started paying attention to the people in the hallway around me.  I'd been in thought for about 2 minutes.  Josh is walking right in front of me.

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kleinerewoelfin Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2010
Gee, haven't seen you in ages around here. You still there?
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EverBurningHope Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2012
I'm here. Just not a lot to say until recently. Expect more. :)
Thanks for asking, btw.
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re-director Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2006  Professional Interface Designer
hey long time no see :hug: wass happening
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animeartist77 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2010
1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!


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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and
say it to your self 6 times!!


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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!


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4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that
1special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!


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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as you
scroll down focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but
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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and
what you wished for will come true within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!



























































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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance. Now
pay very close attention this important message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda
chain letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1864
and if you break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that
after hearing these stories.


First Example:


Take Barbra Wallace .. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she got
this same chain letter. She had a crush on th e same kid since
kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any attention to
it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent
the letter none of that would have happened and her mom would be
alive.


Second Example:


Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd. Had glasses, was
short and chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra , he had a crush on a girl since
3rd grade. The next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her
love for him ever since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage
to ask
her out, and of course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years.
They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.


Third Example:

Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked.
Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just getting on AOL to
check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek
either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend. It was
this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart kid and he knew what
could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends
from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that same
time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
Nintendo64 and play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer,
and his best friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit!
Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the
next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been going out
ever since.


Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats
only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go out
withthat special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... forever!!!!!


10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend...... ONLY!!!!!



15 people- your crush will say they like you



20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush will fall in love with you



35 people or more- All of the above!!



Don't blow it, it's ur
chance to shine! Have everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining
cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go in a
chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the catch.....
you only have 1 hour
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ItsAlreadyBroken Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2006
hey girl what are you doin? i'm in the library doin nothin... i got out of class again but you werent here....! i thought you mould be since you were in here on Friday!!! well chick ima let ya go and go to class... i'm in here with Sara R. and she is gettin on my nerves...j/k!!!!!
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kleinerewoelfin Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2006
Thanks for the :+devwatch: hun.
Happy to see you around some time. ;)
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ToYouIHate Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2006
thanks for the add,
but um..who are you?
=)
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watashi-wa Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2006
i love watashi-wa too!
that's why i used that user name :)
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EverBurningHope Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2006
holy shnipy
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insert-knife-here Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2006   Digital Artist
thanks for the fav on 'some assembly required'

<3
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