Make sure to Comb-well hehe
I come into a position again where the choice I made out of kindness and thinking "Maybe he gotten better than last time.." which turned out that I have to constantly remind myself that I had a bad feeling about moving down to arizona and now all I want is to move out.
This isn't my first time ranting about my brother and honestly it might not be the last... but mainly since I make less than 250 USD a month now (no joke that is what I make for the work I do..) Video Editing/Making, Social media assistance, Website Management, Server management... recently my workload has dropped but my pay is the same... Now this money I don't receive directly but it goes into bills as far as I know...
Now, I had 3 friends out of hundreds of contacts I have that I have talked about this... they are talking with others to help me out. I HATE HATE HATE!!! asking for money and I am sick and tired of dealing with people that are annoyed I received money by friends. When I do accept I go on this roller coaster thinking "money could have helped cancer research, or helped giving hungry children food." I had one friend come up to me is said "The reason I gave you money as a gift, because I know you... I trust you, and I hope you continue to do more work with alicornradio. You shouldn't beat yourself up about it but its good to know that you have a deep connection with others. I am able to give you this small amount but it should help you in some way... to relax you... get something to eat that you like... see a movie... maybe invest in stock and you might make it big. Just don't give up..."
That was the kindest thing I ever read on skype and did help me out... I will always still feel indebted to those that are kind and nice to me... I will always worry what I can do in return.. but I can't and it feels like I am pushing myself into a corner and pouting
I am trying to save up money that I get from friends but I keep a strict spending limit to reduce the chance of dropping below the amount I need for getting out of arizona or phoenix area and move into my own place.
Just recently we finally received a lease for a place my brother found... the lease gave ALL THE POWER to the owner and was able to in fact charge money to us if something was wrong and they deemed it as such. Now I am in a dash for a place to look for when I don't want to live with my brother any longer... but moving out to another state isn't cheap... My father has to move to Navada and get his divorce done which will take at least 6 weeks yet he has Physical Therapy to do here in phoenix... If we stay together I fear I will lose it... If I get a job (and I am seeking and applying for work when I can) this will place more stress on my father whom already hates that he needs my help because in his eyes he feels like a burdening me with his requests... and they do infact get annoying but I do them anyway. Even if I didn't have a issue he keeps telling me how much pain he wished I could take from him so he can walk again.
It places more stress on me that I don't need with the need for a higher income and the voice screaming in my head to move out. I don't want to just disappear and cause more issues, I want to leave in a mutually positive way.
Today, 5/25/2014 11:25 am
Hello every brony and pegasister, I am in Dire need of assistance and require help as this issue has gotten worse and worse… It almost hit its climax and I am scared to say that my father and I are currently in a major problem that placed us in hard place to get out of.
My Brother asked me to make him french toast because he claims he can’t cook and will order out since he doesn’t til I moved in with him. My brother then procceeded to hit me on the shoulder I asked him to stop, he continued… then I told him to stop hitting me I am currently doing what he asked he didn’t need to hit me… then said,”THAT ISN’T HITING THIS IS HITING!” then punched me in the back very hard… I didn’t try to prevoke him and then my father got involved. “WHY ARE YOU PROTECTING HIM!” was his response to him.. When I was just being kind and nice this many months.
I am forgetful and ignorant but this is things my brother insults me and my father (since my father moved in.)
We have to come up with at least 1800 USD to move into a apartment… to pay off the junk with my brother (laptop and computers we need to do our jobs online) and moving out.
My Father can’t walk because of medical reasons and I am the primary care giver because if he tries to get up his legs will flare up in pain for minutes. We need wheelchair accessibility for him and near transportation to move.
We have come to the conclusion that its time for us to move out. We have had enough but we can’t because we can’t afford it. If anyone can help please send me a e-mail to email@example.com only I ethanpow have access to that e-mail and any assistance would be nice.
If any brony in phoenix or nearby area that can help us PLEASE CONTACT ME!
I had the domain drakeal for some time ago... I lost it one time forgetting to pay it and I got it back again once someone dropped it. I recently got a good install of Joomla on the site and its running pretty good but I need to help my SEO so my traffic goes up to make it more self supported. I need the following...
I got a writer helping me but he got a job and he already does articles for alicornradio so I need other writers that have some free time to help me make some more reviews to help SEO.
Articles can be reviewing gaming, books, articles online...
Articles can have the "authors" adsense code within it
Articles can have links to their own sites
Articles must be over 650 words, the more the better as long the article is well written.
If you have your own youtube videos you wish to use on the site... its allowed... meaning any views you get on the site helps your youtube channel (and if its monetized, more income)
please contact me on deviantart or signup on drakeal.com and send me a message on the forums on that site.
Looking for Custom HeadersHey every brony/pegasister artists,
http://alicornradio.com has generic and limited amount of headers... I'd like to have many randomized on page view.
so this is what I need...
the header must be G-rated and must include my alicorn OC delta pow which is the oc in the alicornradio logo
... anything else goes you can make it as much comical or awesome as you want too.
If you wish to accept this request then the image must be 1082 pixels wide. height of 280 pixels
is a deviantart group where I can seek artwork for when I do podcasts, fanwork can be submitted and reviews can be requested.
tumblr.alicornradio.com/ is mine
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