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OMG! Another year passed without drawing anything!!! Ok, I promise myself I will draw at least 1 illustration for 2013! But I need to find my MIA pencils first.
Hahaha. I am getting lazier as I grow older and fatter. Playing more games and doing less art. Generally, trying to enjoy life as a crouch potato!

Actually there is a good reason why I don't draw much nowadays :) Mainly cuz I am a lot happier - I only draw when I am particularly upset or depressed. Making these small hatches helps to calm myself and is very soothing in a sense.

Anyway, if u wish to contact me for any reasons (from using my art or whatever), do email me @ eterna2 (AT) hotmail (DOT) com, instead of sending me a note. I tend to forget to log in for months. Hahaha!
  • Watching: X-men: 1st Class
  • Playing: Settlers 7
Pearl Habor Death toll: 2350 (only 68 were civilians)
Hiroshima and Nagasaki Death Toll: 214,000++ (almost entirely civilians)

Just for perspective. Is it considered a war crime to kill 214,000 innocent civilians?

PS: Pissed off with the numerous idiots who keep quoting Pearl harbor, Japan tsunami, and karma.
  • Reading: Gotrek & Felix
  • Playing: Dragon Age: Origins
After wasting my life away for the past few years, I have decided to start drawing again!

Hope to upload more new drawings to greet the incoming new year!
  • Reading: Gotrek & Felix
  • Playing: Dragon Age: Origins
Cloths of Heaven

Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

~ William Butler Yeats (1865 ~ 1939)


In other news, I actually wanted to draw a picture for the Witcher art contest... But I saw it too late... haha... so... lol...

Just patched my Witcher to Enhanced Edition! So I am replaying it now!! Eagerly awaiting "Blood of Elves" by Andrzej Sapkowski!!


More news, my fracture hand is still troubling me quite abit... have to do alot of stuff left handedly... Although I still can draw, but I do not have as much strength or precision now...
  • Listening to: "Bye bye" by Mariah Carey
  • Reading: "Genghis: Lords of the Bow" by Conn Iggu
  • Playing: The Witcher: Enhanced Edition
Just for your info, I fractured my master hand last month.

And twisted my knee a couple of weeks ago.

But I get by.
I've never talked about this before, but I really need the boards advice on what could be a crucial decision. I’ve suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me.

The usual signs… Phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up.
My wife has been going out with the girls a lot recently although when I ask their names she always says, “Just some friends from work, you don’t know them.”

I always stay awake to look out for her taxi coming home, but she always walks down the drive. Although I can hear a car driving off, as if she has gotten out of the car round the corner. Why? Maybe she wasn’t in a taxi?

I once picked her cell phone up just to see what time it was and she went berserk and screamed that I should never touch her phone again and why was I checking up on her.

Anyway, I have never approached the subject with my wife I think deep down I just didn’t want to know the truth, but last night she went out again and I decided to really check on her.

I decided I was going to park my motorcycle next to the garage and then hide behind it so I could get a good view of the whole street when she came home. It was at that moment, crouching behind my bike , that I noticed that the valve covers on my engine seemed to be leaking a little oil.

Is this something I can fix myself or should I take it back to the dealer?
It takes
a minute to have a crush on someone
an hour to like someone and
a day to love someone

but it takes
a lifetime to forget someone

~ Unknown
More of my crappy translations songs/poetry I like :)

I love chinese poetry... they can say so much with so little... My translation is barely adequate...

月高高 星寥寥
Moon is high, stars so scant
(Tonight the moon is high upon the clear starless sky)
拂微风 云飘遥
Gentle breeze, clouds to drift
(And the breeze is gently blowing the drifting clouds)
孤江边 心邈邈
(Alone at the) Riverside, distant heart
(Alone at the river side, and my heart is so far away)
两世牵 谁人晓
Twain worlds' love, Who to know (understand)?
(The love that span across and link the two realms, which person can truly empathize?)

Looking back
(When I turn my head back(
at (so much) laughters from yesternight
(So many joy and laughters from yesterday, both night and day)
chasing (the remnants of) years bygone
(pursuing the years bygone with the remnants of my memories)
Yet today (now)
(yet in the end til now)
gone were mortal dreams (affairs)
(All mortally affairs have long flown far and away)

月高高 星寥寥
Moon is high, stars so scant
拂微风 云飘遥
Gentle breeze, cloud to drift
孤江边 心邈邈
Riverside, distant heart
两世牵 谁人晓
Twain worlds' love, who to know?

Looking back
at (so much) laughters from yesternight
chasing (the remnants of) years bygone
Yet today (now)
gone were mortal dreams (affairs)

Looking back
at (so much) laughters from yesternight
chasing (the remnants of) years bygone
Yet today (now)
gone were mortal dreams (affairs)
  • Listening to: 月高高
  • Reading: Luck in Shadows
旧梦 (Past Dream)

微微风涌起旧梦 拾起一片回忆如叶落
再也想不起难忘的是什么 多情多怨 说伤人重

A gentle breeze stirring a dream of the past,
picking up the memories like scattered leaves,
Unforgettable, yet there's no recollection
of the deep loves, and the many regrets,
For to say is to hurt.

微微风涌起旧梦 月光撒满了你的行踪
再也想不起要忘记是什么 不能不愿 不再多说

A gentle breeze stirring my dream in the past,
where the moonlight to trail behind your every step,
Unforgettable, yet I have no recollection
and I never could, and never will,
say a word more.

一生追悔快意都相同 若不是你依然在我梦魂中
我怎么会有一个理由 为你 为情 为爱 为我 

A lifetime of regrets or happiness, for me it's all the same
But because, because you still haunts my dreams, my soul,
Else why would I still have a reason (to live, to love),
it's because of you, of us, for love, for me...


我像落花随着流水 随着流水漂向人海
人海茫茫不知身何在 总觉得缺少一份爱

Like a wiltered flower, a lone petal fluttering in gushing river,
I am falling headlong towards into the vast human sea...
So vast, so many, that I still know not where I am - so lost...
Yet despite this great mutlitude, I lack still of that one love... (a love for me, of me...)

一生追悔快意都相同 若不是你依然在我梦魂中
你怎么没有任何理由 给你的情 给爱的我

A lifetime of regrets or happiness, for me it's the same
If not because that you still haunts my dreams, my soul,
Else why would you have not the reason, to give me your love,
to me, I love you so...

微微风涌起旧梦 拾起一片回忆如叶落
再也想不起难忘的是什么 独自徘徊旧梦中

A gentle breeze stirring my dream of distant past,
where the moonlight trails behind your every step,
Unforgettable, yet I've no recollection
And so alone I wander lost within this dream long ago

我早也徘徊 我晚也徘徊 徘徊在茫茫人海
我为你守候 我为你等待 心爱的人儿何在

wandering by day
wandering by night
wandering now lost
within this human sea

holding valiently on
waiting patiently for
him, my love, my love
where and where are you?

微微风涌起旧梦 拾起一片回忆如叶落
再也想不起难忘的是什么 独自徘徊旧梦中

A gentle breeze stirring my dream so long ago,
where the moonlight trails behind your every step,
Unforgettable, yet I've no recollection
And so alone I wander lost within my dream, my distant past...


Alone I walk
Alone I wander
in endless circles
within this dream
so long
so long ago
Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall.
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the king's horses and all the king's men
Couldn't put Humpty together again.


I wish that he never climb up and sit on the wall
I wish that he never had that great fall
I wish that all the king's horses and all the king's men
can put him together again

But dreams are like stars in the sky
so near, so close, that you can almost touch them
And when you finally awake, you know that the stars
lie a million thousand light years away

And wishes are like clouds in the sky
growing bigger day by day, so many
And when they finally fall, you know that the wishes
are falling, falling and dashed to bits and pieces

Every night, i reach for the stars
Every day, i add to the clouds
But tonight
But today
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall
All the king's horses and all the king's men
Couldn't put Humpty together again.

He couldn't reach for the stars no more
he couldn't feed the clouds no more
because nothing can put Humpty together again

What can one feel when the one one loves for a decade is marrying another?

Even art is not enough
Even poetry is not enough


But alas

Nothing is never enough
Time is not enough

Perhaps peace will come when one is gone...
but not today...
not today...
not yet...

One hopes for everything
but asks for nothing else
but the word
"I know"

but not even that
for one never exists
so how could one
answer one who never exist?

I don't exist
perhaps I never did
or ever will

But how can one who never exists
feel this throbbing ach
this sharp piercing pain
this squeezing feeling
in one's chest?

So strange
so sad
so painful
this one...

it hurts...
so very much...
so very very much...
this one...

Desire is the root of all suffering...
One wish one day one will understand
and be free ...
and truly non-existence...
Dungeons & Dragons Co-Creator Dies at 69

MILWAUKEE - Gary Gygax, who co-created the fantasy game Dungeons & Dragons and helped start the role-playing phenomenon, died Tuesday (March 4th, 2008) morning at his home in Lake Geneva. He was 69.

He had been suffering from health problems for several years, including an abdominal aneurysm, said his wife, Gail Gygax.

Gygax and Dave Arneson developed Dungeons & Dragons in 1974 using medieval characters and mythical creatures. The game known for its oddly shaped dice became a hit, particularly among teenage boys, and eventually was turned into video games, books and movies.

Gygax always enjoyed hearing from the game's legion of devoted fans, many of whom would stop by the family's home in Lake Geneva, about 55 miles southwest of Milwaukee, his wife said. Despite his declining health, he hosted weekly games of Dungeons & Dragons as recently as January, she said.

"It really meant a lot to him to hear from people from over the years about how he helped them become a doctor, a lawyer, a policeman, what he gave them," Gygax said. "He really enjoyed that."

Dungeons & Dragons players create fictional characters and carry out their adventures with the help of complicated rules. The quintessential geek pastime, it spawned a wealth of copycat games and later inspired a whole genre of computer games that's still growing in popularity.

Funeral arrangements are pending. Besides his wife, Gygax is survived by six children.…
  • Playing: WoW
  • Eating: Bread
  • Drinking: Sky juice
As above

PS: I am still available! Ha!
  • Reading: Good Omens
  • Watching: Sweeney Todd
  • Playing: WoW
  • Eating: Bread
  • Drinking: Sky juice
Today is my last birthday as a 20 something... lol...
Time flies... happy sad? I dunno. At least, I am not as sad I was last year? But still as lonely :P

Work day as usual...

In other news, I am addicted to Final Fantasy Tactics Advance my friend sent me! Hahaha!
  • Listening to: Grasshoppers
  • Reading: The first chronicles of Druss
  • Watching: Say hello for me
  • Playing: Final Fantasy Tactics Advance
  • Eating: Bread
  • Drinking: Sky juice
I am on reservist again... 3 weeks this time... Will not be back til 14 Nov...


Heard it is wet and soggy at Wallaby... I dun wanna get muddy... lol...
  • Watching: Resident Evil
  • Playing: DOTA 6.38b
  • Eating: Instant Noodle
He was hit by a car in America, attacked by a crocodile in Australia, detained as a suspected spy in Egypt and had his boat capsize in the Atlantic. On Saturday British adventurer Jason Lewis finally came home, completing a 13-year, 46,000-mile (74,000-kilometer) human-powered circumnavigation of the globe.


It is all over the news! I so very very very impressed with him!! I hope to have enuff $$$ someday to travel around the world and draw my impression of them...

But at a more comfortable and leisurely manner than his... hahaha I love material comfort too much... lol...

And i gotten enuff of trekking in jungles, sub-deserts, swamp and mountains during my army time as a recon scout...
  • Playing: Company of Heroes: Opposing Fronts
  • Drinking: Starfruit juice
  • Reading: Darkvision
  • Playing: Medieval Total War: Kingdoms
  • Eating: Bread
  • Drinking: Sky Juice as usual…
  • Reading: Forge of the Mindflayer
  • Playing: Counterstrike Source
  • Eating: Rice
  • Drinking: Sky Juice as usual
I love his works! Else the Drizzt series... I hate them when they comes out old books with new covers... tempts me so much... but I already gotten these books!!

Ga... his art book Transitions by Paper Tiger is also sold out and out of print...

hope there is a 2nd printing...


In other news, I just when and bought a bunch of new sketchbooks from Artfriend :)

Looking forward to more doodles! haha these are square sketchbooks! Took some foto of them :)
  • Playing: Romance of Three Kingdoms XI
  • Eating: Crab
  • Drinking: Sky Juice as usual
I am zombified by coffee!
Shldn't have drank coffee last nite...
I din sleep a wink...
And I still can't sleep a wink...