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Artist // Student // Traditional Art
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My Bio
I'm a 19 year old artist, I specialize in Manga/anime styles. But I do dabble in realistic and writing. For me, art has always been my passion, I love how a person can make such a grand statement so easily.

I'm also an avid gamer, I run a podcast (which is currently on hiatus)

Favourite Visual Artist
hiromu arakawa, mashashi kishimoto
Favourite Movies
It's hard to pick one!!
Favourite TV Shows
GRIMM, Naruto Shippuden, Tora dora, Katekyo hitman reborn
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
linkin park, TDG, Red,
Favourite Books
I love fiction. Escpecially Steampunk style.
Favourite Writers
dj machale
Favourite Games
KH 2 or 385 over 2 days, saints row 3, assassin's creed and minecraft
Favourite Gaming Platform
DS, 3DS, psp, Xbox 360, PS3
Tools of the Trade
my trusty pencil, inking pen and markers
Other Interests
anime/manga/ writing/film making/Character design

So many years later.

So many years later.

This isn't me coming back. I'm not expecting comments or anything. I've accepted that everyone who could've been around here is now gone. I'm talking to a void now. If anyone out there does read this and wonder why I am writing this journal if I know I'm talking to nobody, let me explain: For the longest time Deviantart was an escape for me, but not only that, it's where I fell in love with some wonderful people, the three of which are gone from my life. It hurts thinking about them, a lot. I thought I gave this chapter of my life a final send-off when I made another account. I thought it was gone when I changed my name and went to other sit
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Why I deleted everything. Please read. If you want

Why I deleted everything. Please read. If you want

So, in case anyone is wondering, and it's not like anyone is, but I'll explain anyway... I deleted my journals and art for a reason. The reason being that I feel I can't move on with my life if when I come back here, I'm reminded of Claudia and Roisin. I know that I'll never be able to talk to either again, even if I miss them so much it makes me want to die sometimes. I need to move on. Claudia created something when she left, as well as destroyed something. She destroyed my old self. A person who I can't even remember anymore. I remember her better than I remember who I used to be. Life with what she created hasn't been easy. I remember wh
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So... Indefinite hiatus?

So... Indefinite hiatus?

Maybe. Like I've done for the past year, I've been toying around with the idea of an indefinite hiatus from DeviantArt. Why? Because this place represents pain to me. It reminds me of those I loved and lost. It's painful to come back here. Look, my past is something I have to forget, no matter how much I want to remember it. I don't want the typical "I'm here if you need me" replies. I know that people are there for me. I have a habit of pushing people away. I'm used to dealing with things alone. I'm a solitary person, it's in my nature. That's how I was raised. I was born in the shadows, I know how they work. But I realize that I'm not t
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Im a stalkin your page
essiyStudent Traditional Artist
You do that. Have fun.
Umbraz General Artist
thx for watching me!
essiyStudent Traditional Artist
^^; You're welcome, I rather like your style.
Umbraz General Artist
Thank you ^/////^
essiyStudent Traditional Artist
You're welcome ^^