I was just laying there rotting away in my bed. The same old thing I do every single night. However, tonight was different. I was listening to the music of raindrops falling from the midnight sky. There was a kind of rhythmic beat to it, the tap, tap, tapping can be so peaceful and sleep inducing, but tonight my brain has been preoccupied.
My mind has been on repeat for hours, practically all night long because all I can do is think about her. I've always had this sort of feeling for her, but not like this. Tonight it was stronger than ever before. I always have this strong feeling of guilt thinking about her, but she's addictive. She's the epitome of perfection.
I kept on laying in bed, I try to shake the thoughts of her out of my mind, but they always find a way back. After a while, you just have to give into the bittersweet temptation. The thought of having her in bed with me, cuddling up for warmth gives m