erevshelshoshanim

hopeless unbeliever

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If I didn't, I should have told you that the reasons that I don't believe in God have more to do with me than Him and I've always thought I'd come around in the end, mostly because the end seems far away but it seems you've brought it in on the small of your back with the dimples in the place where I position my pawns. Since I haven't, I should have told you that the reason I don't believe in God or love or trust or much is because I woke up at three am when I was eight years old and thought my father had suspended himself from the ceiling rafters and forgotten how to breathe. Since you asked, Yes I still think about it b

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Portrait of Youth by erevshelshoshanim, literature

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Portrait of Youth

Once he drew a picture Of a mom and a dad and a little boy with a Big house and a tree and a dog Because that was his world And he gave it to his mother Because that was who it was for And she hung it on the on the wall in the kitchen And kissed him on the forehead lifted him up So he could see it And she smiled and ruffled his hair and he smiled Because he was happy And that was the year he started kindergarten And he had his very first sleepover And he would chase the girl with the pigtails Around the playground because she had stuck her tongue out at him And ran away And the whole family ate dinner together And

Driftwood by erevshelshoshanim, literature

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Driftwood

Swing your legs over the edge Dear girl don't you know you could drown The worlds a big bad place And all you need are my arms To make it better. Fall inside and Fall apart and don't wakeup until the morning Touch and touch and touch and touch and Fall and call out to me and cut it out And cut it up, and cut apart your knife And don't call me Driftwood, or else I'll Call you Porcelain again, and who cares if that's What we are, you're just a doll and I'm a spare Piece of wood, carved into the hollow shape of a man. What a spectacle we are What a spectacle you are. What a scene, what a scene. Burn the river with our tears, one

Arson by erevshelshoshanim, literature

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Arson

And if i spiced the cider, would you drink it, darling? If it was guaranteed these chords would scorch your ears and the words would render you speechless, Would that be enough to persuade you to stay? And if the piano's too loud, just turn up that noise you call music and create a holiday inside your head. And under the blankets, you shiver and the hair on your back stands uo a blacker shade of blonde (today of all days) When i take you hope will you take the time to give me a proper goodbye if i told you i needed somthing like closer, something like a sunset To end this "perfect" day. But we're dying off in shades of br

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Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: St Louis August-May, Austin May-August
Favourite genre of music: A little bit of everything. Folk, indie, alt-country, most local Austin bands.
Favourite photographer: Emerson Matabele, Ryan Pfluger, Gary Allan
Operating System: Mac (!)

Favourite Visual Artist

Magritte, Man Ray, Tanguy, Hockney, Gerhard Richter, Vermeer, Kara Walker

Favourite Movies

What Dreams May Come, Hedwig & the Angry Inch, Rent, The Believer, The Professional

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Tilly and the Wall, Hold Steady, Old 97s, Pink Floyd, Her Space Holiday, State Radio

Favourite Writers

Tim Kasher, Simon Armitage, Elliot Perlman, Allen Ginsberg, Maya Angelou, Jon McGregor

Favourite Games

Tetris. Hands down. Or Strip Jenga?

Other Interests

Photography, Surrealism, Music, Poetry, Conceptual Art

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erevshelshoshanim

May 18, 2007

Summer in the city.

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So I'm back from St Louis for the summer. Started putting some stuff up again. Not much, but its a start. Much thanks and love to Amanda for the help and modeling. Check her out soon [jack22 (https://www.deviantart.com/jack22)] for the obligatory reciprocating photos. It feels like my Austin circle is shrinking, people have moved, others aren't staying here for much longer, and the rest of us are kind of dragging our feet until we start working or whatever we're doing. In other words, more art, less models. Hoping to take up a little bit of extreme painting and more photography. I'll be working part time for Travis County down in the ghetto so maybe something will happen

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erevshelshoshanim

Dec 30, 2006

Is this more than some old summer fling?

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Sorry I don't really do the deviantart thing anymore. It's sad but not that sad. I do the college thing now. That's happy. I put up some new stuff from winter break back in Austin but after I get back up to school I expect that nothing new will be coming until the summer.. so sorry. Kay. Oh but if anyone in Austin wants to model (YES, YOU DO) give me a call. I go back to STL on the 14th superearly in the morning but while I'm here I'm up for just about anything. Huzzah! Kaybye.

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erevshelshoshanim

Jul 20, 2006

I wanna know what makes you feel alive

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Ummm so I don't really have anything to say except that I wanted to get the old journal thing off my page. Me and Amanda are just chillin like the cool gangstas we are. I think I'm gonna make it a purse out of laminated old movie stubs. Woo. And out of my The Explosion shirt. Mhm. I sures am. And umm I guess that's about as exciting as my life is right now. I leave for St. Louis in like...a month. Fucking crazy. But yeah...basically just enjoying the summer and new acquaintances Et cetera. Yep. My parents are in Italy for two weeks... which makes life just that much more enjoyable. Yep. And I put in my two weeks at LNT. And I get pa

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VampiricHeart

Aug 15, 2009

Goodness, it HAS been a long while... looking at all these pictures and such does make me nostalgic though

*le sigh*

erevshelshoshanim

Dec 11, 2010

Holy shit we haven't talked in SO. LONG. I just checked dA on a whim but I was thinking about you recently and wondering where you ended up...shoot me an email sometime if you see this – srsilverberg@gmail.com – and we can reminisce

agentgreasy

Jun 7, 2009

Hey You... I haven't seen/talked/laughed/cried with you in absolutely terribly far too long, partially or impartially from my own distractions!

So hey.

How are you?!??!???!?????!

erevshelshoshanim

Dec 11, 2010

Wow I haven't been on here in something like three years...but it'd be awesome to reconnect with you! (if you still check this) Shoot me an email at srsilverberg@gmail.com and we can catch up!

paiute

Jun 14, 2008

hey hey there you jive cat still doing the Da thing? havent read any of your works lately but i'll dabble
take it eas but dont let life take you easy

jack22

Oct 5, 2007

Thanks for the fav, buddy!

aptrick

Aug 11, 2007

thank you for the watch