i wish he liked me as much as i like him. or even just a smidge of how much i like him. hell, i wish he just liked me at all ;/ but no. i'm not enough.
i could buy him all the things in the world and give him everything and tell him every day i love him and want him to be happy and nothing would change.
he gives me no feedback whatsoever. trying to get an idea of his feelings is like pulling teeth. i'm so frustrated and so lonely, i wish he could see that it doesn't have to be this way, damn it. why can't he see?
i'd do anything for him. sure, i'm a bit obsessive, but i've worked really hard on not being a psycho .. what else? what more? i feel like this entire thing is one-sided and i'm being way too dramatic and just pushing him away but i can't help it. i don't know what else to do at this point.