Bluuuuugh. I'm always really groggy nowadays. Which is weird...I mean, it happens every year, but it's kicking in more than ever. I used to be lively in the mornings. I mean, I get up at five in the goddamn morning. By 7-9 ish, I should be awake already. WRYYY DOES THIS CHANGE HAPPEN?! WRYYY?Sorry about the inactivity--I really am. I've become rather elusive and have remained so for several years now. ^^; But I really feel bad about it...I'm trying to get better. I'm going to try to check messages for a few minutes each day or something. Something manageable , but at least a little something.So, I've been trying to keep this to myself, ...