Theres a noose around my neck
And for once I didnt put it there
Why do you show such enjoyment?
When you tighten this rope
Binding my existence tighter
I desperately claw at the shakles
Adrenaline shakes my hands
Griping the now bloodsoaked cable
The pain is getting too much to bear
I cant block it out anymore
What did i do to deserve this?
I look at the past and see my sister
Mocking me, pretending to listen now
Only spying and cheating me
Giving me advice on how to live
Telling me how to live my life
So that I will end up like her
I thought I could trust you
Why did you have to put me here?
I'm not doing all that stupid shit
Just because she did doesnt mean I am
How can you label me soo easily?
I was always tucked away in her shadow
She was more important to you
What did she ever do that was special?
I never did anything wrong
Now I realise what a waste it was
I only want to be free of this cage
Rip this noose off of my neck
You cant control who I choose to be
What I do, who I am fri