tell em all i said hi

 

I haven't really written anything in a while so I thought I'd drop in and catch up

In case you aren't aware, and I wouldn't blame you if you weren't because I am very lazy about promoting myself and rarely talk about things like this BUT I am a part of 78 Tarot for the third year in a row. My first was Astral (space themed), second Mythical (mythology themed) and the third one is still a secret but it's what I'm working on right now. I'll upload the card I did for Mythical eventually. Eventually.

I've got some other things planned, but I'm notorious for almost never following through on projects. Part of what made Amethyst Eyes so remarkable was the fact that I actually finished it. But right now I have 3 projects that I'm going to *try* to do. One is fairly easy, since a lot of the hardest parts are already done, it's just a matter of getting my ass in gear. The second will be a little harder and take a little longer, and I still have some factors to check on that will determine whether I can even do it. The third is going to be really challenging for me because it will require me to be something other than numb and cynical. I like keeping secrets

But yeah SPEAKING OF AMETHYST EYES, those of you who are fans of those characters might be wondering why I don't paint them anymore. well. Firstly I would ask if you know about my other account which I have moved all of my AE stuff over to. But you still might be asking that question even if you do already know about that account because I really don't paint them much anymore. The truth is, I feel like I've sort of grown out of them now. They don't resonate with me like they used to. They're from a different period of my life that I've moved on from.

It's not that I don't still love them. I will always love my characters. But they've said everything they needed to say. They don't really inspire me anymore. Some of the themes they're related to do, but not the characters themselves.

So I'm sorry if that disappoints anybody, since I know I have a lot of watchers/fans who especially like Az and Fae. I do have a couple of different characters that I've come up with recently that I play around with and paint sometimes, but only one has a name and they don't really have much of a story behind them yet and I have this weird anxiety about trying to give them one because I'm afraid of committing myself to the wrong idea. ᴀɴxɪᴇᴛʏ ᴄᴏɴsᴜᴍᴇs ᴍᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs

So uh, other than that, yeah... been busy watching makeup videos on youtube, playing games I've already played like a bajillion times and getting angry about politics and that's pretty much how I live my life