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I'm so frustrated. I hate everything I make. I change my style, my technique, my medium, to see if I like it better, but it just feels false.

There are other artists that I wish I could make art like, but that seems wrong, too. I don't want to just copy someone else, even if I could manage to do it well. But I don't seem to like anything I do.

Maybe I just want to be someone else. Someone who actually knows how to make a living as an artist and isn't mute with social anxiety. People might actually like me as a real person then instead of seeing me as a distant weirdo who never answers their comments

What do you do when you hate your art? When it's not a technical/skill-based problem, but an artistic one? Like, how do they get their ideas? How do they think up so many details to put in a piece? that one's really stymied me for a long time. You know artists who cram tons of intricate details into their work? How tf do they think that shit up? I'm not talking about how they actually draw it, because drawing any amount of detail is just a matter of patience. I'm not asking how to draw the details, I'm asking *what* do you draw for these details?

I'm not articulating myself clearly

don't worry about it if you don't understand

I feel like such a failure. this is not where I hoped I would be in my mid 30s. probably because I spent my teens and 20s banking on a pipe dream that I wasn't willing to do the work for rather than making real plans for my life. But that pipe dream was the only thing I've ever wanted to do at any point in my life, and I don't even want that anymore. You could say that I could make plans now for my life, but there isn't anything I want to do with it.


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Enamorte Vitaverse
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American-Australian. Artist since 2001, eccentric recluse since 1983. Do not expose to direct sunlight. Best enjoyed by those who are either high or just really fucking depressed.



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VicMartinezJr Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
I like your work. It's pretty awesome. Thank you for sharing this with us all...
RReddVar Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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ThatNerdArtist Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
♥ Happy Birthday ! ♥
CosmicRick Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!
HazelRose3637 Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2018  Professional General Artist
Happy birthday!! :D Have an awesome day!
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