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I'm so frustrated. I hate everything I make. I change my style, my technique, my medium, to see if I like it better, but it just feels false.

There are other artists that I wish I could make art like, but that seems wrong, too. I don't want to just copy someone else, even if I could manage to do it well. But I don't seem to like anything I do.

Maybe I just want to be someone else. Someone who actually knows how to make a living as an artist and isn't mute with social anxiety. People might actually like me as a real person then instead of seeing me as a distant weirdo who never answers their comments

What do you do when you hate your art? When it's not a technical/skill-based problem, but an artistic one? Like, how do they get their ideas? How do they think up so many details to put in a piece? that one's really stymied me for a long time. You know artists who cram tons of intricate details into their work? How tf do they think that shit up? I'm not talking about how they actually draw it, because drawing any amount of detail is just a matter of patience. I'm not asking how to draw the details, I'm asking *what* do you draw for these details?

I'm not articulating myself clearly

don't worry about it if you don't understand

I feel like such a failure. this is not where I hoped I would be in my mid 30s. probably because I spent my teens and 20s banking on a pipe dream that I wasn't willing to do the work for rather than making real plans for my life. But that pipe dream was the only thing I've ever wanted to do at any point in my life, and I don't even want that anymore. You could say that I could make plans now for my life, but there isn't anything I want to do with it.

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Enamorte Vitaverse
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Australia
American-Australian. Artist since 2001, eccentric recluse since 1983. Do not expose to direct sunlight. Best enjoyed by those who are either high or just really fucking depressed.
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hotvamp666 Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2018
Hello I was wondering if I could do a cross stitch of your art for my home please just for my personal use only thank you and your art is amazing :)
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jobannorth Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Honestly I'm not so much into your type of art But,.. I must say that I really loved the color choose on your art.
Beautiful work anyway.
I'll give you a watch.


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baroquegothik Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018
Very, very amazing gallery you got there! :love: :heart:
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Enamorte Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2018   Digital Artist
thank you~<3 :hug:
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Inaamar Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2018
I love your work! You have such talent! Thank you for sharing! ❤️❤️
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