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this world is disheveled
almost as bad as my hair on a saturday morning
but worse
worse because there is bloodshed involved
worse because women and children and men are being gun-downed
worse because i cant do anything about it
a brush can't fix a mass of people on the ground
gunned down from the air,
it can't fix the pain of a mother's heart over the bleeding body of her six year old son
it can't order the mess that this world has fallen into due to hypocrisy and tyranny
it can't comb out the tangles of sleepless, sick, shaky nights when i miss you and hunger for you
as i do now
when i see people hurt and broken
i feel thankful for my problems
what i feel is nothing compared to the destruction that so many people face out there
rise oh sun rise and warm our world
i feel so lost in the midst of this outside destruction that i think constantly about
so lost
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I looked up
and saw you
for such a long time
I breathed,
and lived on your love
I gave you all I had
depended on you
for my daily dose
of syrupy goodness
I turned to you during times of distress,
and anger
You knew how to handle me
when I was at my best
and when I was at my worst
you left
as abruptly as you came,
you left
and so,
here I am
holding on for dear life
you didn't stay long enough
to refill my prescription.
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another uh oh.
Slowly sinking
in this black ocean
my eyes sting
I may cry
don't let go
hold my ribs in place
holding it all in
hands on my waist
stop it
teasing me
tell these
dreams to end
its over
I bitterly
the water reaches my chest
its cold
stop it
just stop it
fuck your love
keep it
keep it
now its at my neck
flow back
my lips are white
just leave
leave me
go back and
just leave
and I drown
dreaming again
and again
won't you ever leave my head?
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the real nightmare
Your dark hair
slipping through my fingers
like silky threads
lying on velvet sheets
your head nestled against my gently
rising and falling chest
smoldering eyes,
caressing me
you smirk and slowly,
lovingly, stroke my cheek
leaning up,
your lips finally crashing against mine...
I open my eyes at the sound of my alarm
and sigh, sitting up
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a weakness
Short and sweet
tired but patient
bloody warmth
holds me in place
and the world tightens its grip
harder and harder
so now
I can't breathe
can't even gasp
can't even try
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    Watching you from afar, I sigh, wondering and wandering. Where will he be? Where will he be?
When can I finally feel fulfilled of all my desires and wishes and goals? When will I feel and be felt by
him, by someone, by a friend, by a lover, by someone out there feeling just like me, and wondering?
I've changed and I've grown and I've learned so much from teachers and friends and ex's and I feel
like I know the world and whats out there but this is only the beginning. The beginning of a never
ending roller coaster full of learning and reaching new heights and being scared after a fight or a
change in routine. I'm terrified but excited and wondering where and when and why and how. I will
meet new people and discover new things. I will break free of this pain and ignorance of whats out
'there'. I've read many novels and looked for many lost things. I haven't found everything or read
every book or felt every feeling there is to be felt. I know I'll forget and rememb
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Unearthing these strands
[of hair]
from the blackened dirt
snow flowing
down his beautiful bare back
[of porcelain]
never-ending broken fairytale
[of untold thoughts]
and forgotten childhood secrets
[of blood and flesh]
bleeding black and blue
the red faded out
[of wicked words]
play his harp
[of shredded bones]
hollow eyes
[of blood and flesh]
beyond death
and the red lips of a sweet rose
[of bitter breath]
wingless angels
[of bottled up dreams]
seer above
oh merciful
[of a godless world]
breathe and hold on
[of no end]
until the end.
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My sorrows, my happy days, my heartbreaks are all here. Everything I feel is here. Memories and hardships are all here. Handle with care.

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  • Listening to: Nothing.
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: With fairy dust.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.

don't you forget.


Current Residence: Under your bed.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium.
Print preference: Big, dark, and sexy.
Favourite genre of music: Metal, Rock, Punk, Indie sometimes, etc.
Favourite photographer: girltripped, hakanphotography, Lara Jade. Those are the greats! And loads of others =].
Favourite style of art: Fantasy, dark, emotional stuff.
Operating System: Vista.
MP3 player of choice: Shiny, sexy ipod.
Shell of choice: A nice, smooth, shiny one! xD
Wallpaper of choice: Fave bands.
Skin of choice: Umm mine?
Favourite cartoon character: Jerry, from Tom and Jerry and Winnie the Pooh! xD
Personal Quote: "Lollipops!"


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delusional-dreams Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for all your support :hug:
hiaamir Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2011
May Your Special Day Be ...
Surrounded With Happiness,
Filled With Laughter,
Wrapped With Pleasure,
Brightend With Fun,
Blessed With Love,
Rememberd With Joy And
Enriched With Hopes,
Here's Hoping That Your
Birthday Brings To You,
What You Are Deserving Of,
....Years & Years Of Happy Days Filled With Lot's Of Joy & Love
Have A Great Day !
Happy BirthDay
To You
:iconhappybirthdaycakeplz::icon1chick1::iconcaekplz::party: :w00t:
BarflyDance Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2011  Professional Photographer
:hug: :heart: :thanks:
thank u so much for de :+fav:
cybersteel8 Featured By Owner May 3, 2011
Thanks for favouriting my art :)
I'm glad you liked it.
You should see my gallery for the other stuff I do, it's pretty much the same.
Thanks again! :)
EMOunluvedchik77 Featured By Owner May 4, 2011
I will. You're very welcome :D.
flowerilyWind Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2011
Thanks for the :+fav:!
mc-85 Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
:wow: Thank you so much for all given favs. Much appreciated.

Have a nice day. :wave:
No-ur Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2011
Thanks for the :+fav:!
reeezzz1 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2011  Student General Artist
Thank you very much for the watch! It means a lot for me :)
eiko497 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2011
:iconiloveitmoreplz: :iconfaveplz:
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