Wow, I don't even know how this place works, anymore!
This is supposed to be a journal entry, my first in, what, ten months? Basically, a "I'm back" kind of thing. Not full throttle, but I am now trying to dedicate myself to some creative work again. 2018 has been absolute Hell, with death and misery surrounding me on all sides. My dad inches closer to death each day, now unable to speak or swallow, sitting in a wheelchair and eating through a tube. One of my kittens died two weeks back because of two vet screwups and possibly my inability to ask the third vet the right questions. And yeah, I'm broke as F, so if anyone wants to pay me for wri