Looking at the vultures

Well...
First manip in about a year!
I don't think it's a total fail, but i'm definitely not happy with parts of it.

Time spent: about 5 hours over the course of a couple days
Inspiration: Lions! by LIGHTS

Give me a disaster, give me emergency
Stand me at the head of the crusade without a remedy
Show me to the shipwreck, show me how you're bones shake
And when I'm at the edge of sorrow's blade, show me how a heart breaks

Be steady on your feet
No matter the trouble you meet

Lions make you brave
Giants give you faith
Death is a charade
You don't have to feel safe to feel unafraid

Find me at the bottom looking at the vultures
Standing in the heart of the disease, following the hard curves
I'm looking for the thunder, I'm looking for the blackness
I'm learning how to get up off my knees and all takes is practice

Be ready on your feet
No matter the trouble you meet

I'm not the hunter, I'm not the marked
Just looking for wisdom in the dark

Credits are on image and also:
horse: link
Cliff: link
Sky: link
Vultures: link