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What should I do when I want to hug you. Who can help me turn my pain into answers. How much more do i have to sit and cry and dream of what ifs and maybes. All these questions start to haunt me. I think about you more than ever and it makes me feel so quilty. But why.. Guilty for being sad? For mourning. Makes me feel like I don't deserve to. I don't have a right to talk about you, to share the pain. I fear living with this for the rest of my life.
I'll shed a tear and my heart will break. A song, a word and my head is full again. I wonder where you aer, I want to see you smiling. I want to laugh and give you a hug. To say "hi! It's been to long. We should catch up" I lay in the covers clutching onto myself. I lay here hoping the answers will rain down. But the tears and the loneliness are always faster. Can you see me here, do you hear my heart? You've gone to far for my reach. One day if i'm lucky i'll see you again. I'll come to you and tell you all I've thought. Share the years we lots, the dreams we have. We'll walk without looking back with lightened
Some thinking I did to help deal with an event in life.
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