ElenoreLoretje2

My heart got broken one too many times
Now it does not want to look for something that rhymes
Pills found me a way out of the dark abyss
They made forgetting memories bliss
but pills cannot be the oil on which I run
it feels most unfair
to everyone
People say things will be okaj
But people you see.. don’t see things my way
I did not crawl out of the dark pit, got pulled out instead
Only to lose all the cords that held me up there
A big gap of time was supposed to mend it all
but a big gap of time will still not break my fall
So I wear a mask and say I’m okaj
Perhaps if I say it long enough
it will eventually be that way
This mask hurts people, this mask is a lie
it mostly hurts myself
.. Do you get why?