My heart got broken one too many times Now it does not want to look for something that rhymes Pills found me a way out of the dark abyss They made forgetting memories bliss but pills cannot be the oil on which I run it feels most unfair to everyone People say things will be okaj But people you see.. don’t see things my way I did not crawl out of the dark pit, got pulled out instead Only to lose all the cords that held me up there A big gap of time was supposed to mend it all but a big gap of time will still not break my fall So I wear a mask and say I’m okaj Perhaps if I say it long enough it will eventually be that way This