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Vail by Ekeae Vail :iconekeae:Ekeae 0 0
The eyes in the mirror were its eyes. But they were hers and she was defenseless to beat it alone. Mascara ran from her eyes. Black, salty water hitting the linoleum floor. White. To black. To red. Crimson. Its rival the rose, but this … this was not a rose. This was blood. It wasn't pretty, but she wanted it. She wanted it more than a rose. She wanted to see it. She wanted to feel alive. She wanted to hurt. She wanted to feel.
Self destruction.
She wanted to be better.
Fifty fresh cuts on the inside of her ankle alone. Twenty more on the top of her foot, ten on the underside. Eighty.
She had to stop it. She had too, but she was powerless against it. She couldn't do it alone.
Sunlight broke through the window pane, cold wintery air blowing against the glass. She swung her feet over the edge of the bed, angry red marks staring back at her. Blood had dried in angry black lumps where the cuts were deepest. The area around it a bright, and pissed red.
A razor blade sat on the counter
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Class Ring
Body spray lingered in the air, leaving a sugary scent in the air, like cotton candy. It was anything but sugary.
She forgot me! How could she forget me!  I raged. She wears me every day!  I miss going to school with her everyday already. I'd sit on her right ring finger. She's funny in the way that she holds her pencil. She'll start with the pencil resting on her middle finger, and then she'll move to her ring finger, and then, rarely, to her pinky.  I wonder if she notices this? Probably not, but I do. I notices when she shifts fingers while she's writing notes, hoping to dear God that she hasn't missed anything. Or she doodles. It's fun to watch her do that. I never know what she's trying to make. Sometimes I don't think that she does either. But the pencil glides smoothly across the page, leaving graphite smears on the page. Smears that slowly take shape forming shapes that I sometimes recognize and sometimes I don't.
Does she not want
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Speech- Kitchen items
If I were to pick one thing in the kitchen that best described me it would be a whisk.  Non electric. Just a plain ol' wire whisk. This best describes me because I like the simple things in life, like cake. Which I use a whisk to make. Whisks are a simple standard kitchen tool, made out of simple material.
Whisks also reflect my social  interactions. When one first uses a whisk the muscles are not used to being used in that fashion but over time  the muscle grows stronger and it is no longer tiring to use. I know. What does that have to do with me? I am very shy when it comes to meeting new people. Making conversation not only awkward and tiring for me, but for the other person. However once I've know someone long enough conversation comes quickly. More energy is created and its then when things get done.
Whisks can be used for many different things. Beating eggs, whipping whipped cream, mixing cake batter, making cookies. This to shows my flexibility with
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Reaver by Ekeae Reaver :iconekeae:Ekeae 1 4
This I Believe
Words of hate for herself appeared in ink on her arms. We ignored it. The ink turned to shallow red lines. We didn't get it. Shallow turned to deep. We didn't ask.
I believe that hearing and listening are two different things. To listen is to understand. To hear is to pretend.
It was eighth grade; we knew so little about the harsh realities of the world, even when they stared at us like a monster in the dark. Looming, waiting to be seen, waiting to be heard, and waiting to be listened to.
She had been my friend since Elementary school. There was always something different about her. She always had bruises. Black and blue, they stared back at me, but I didn't listen to them. She tried to hide them, covering them with long sleeved plaid button ups, but she'd forget, and I just heard. Bright green eyes slowly faded though the years, becoming empty and broken. She was slipping, but I still just heard.
"Do your parents let you have friends over on school nights?"
I looked at her; the questi
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Personal Narrative- Chicago
New Gotham, The Chill, City By The Lake, The Miami of Canada, The Big Onion, The Windy City, are all nicknames for one place— Chicago— the destination of my first trip into the heart of a large city.
It was Memorial Day weekend; the sun was high, burning through the breaks in the skyscrapers. Even in the shade of the tall skyscrapers the heat clung to the skin. Natural shade was not an option. Few trees grew on the streets and even these trees were small and offered little. It was going to be a long hot day, but I was too excited to care. This was Chicago.
After wandering down Madison Street, for hour or two, window shopping. The only place that we went into was a McDonalds and that was to use the bathroom, even though it was marked clearly on the door, "restrooms for customers only." After adventuring we decided on something to do. Visit Willis Tower, or as it will always be known to me, The Sears Tower.
But, finding things in large cities never works and after wandering aro
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Lily, Face by Ekeae Lily, Face :iconekeae:Ekeae 0 0 Kyuubie Adopt -Female. by Ekeae Kyuubie Adopt -Female. :iconekeae:Ekeae 0 0
I Never Knew
I never saw how much you hurt.
"I'm sorry."
"No, I'm sorry I never saw it."
I never saw your ED.
I never saw your SI.
I just watched you spiral.
But I didn't see it.
I couldn't drag myself out long enough to see
That you and me,
We are the same.
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Arc De La Paradis by Ekeae Arc De La Paradis :iconekeae:Ekeae 0 0 Common Gryff Line Art by Ekeae Common Gryff Line Art :iconekeae:Ekeae 0 0 Fighting For Control by Ekeae
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Fighting For Control :iconekeae:Ekeae 0 2
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Its a personal update. =O Ha! Its been like three years XD ...Woops.

Well I have 9 days until school starts. SENIOR! <--- That's what half of my brain is saying. The other half is saying OHGAWD! That half is louder. Way louder.  But good for me I have mostly slacker classes X]
Well until I get Japanese at the University put in. Then I'll be dying. But I'll get to drive to school for once XD

Also on the first I have to apply for the college that I want to go to. They wont let me before then RAWR! I'll also RAWR if I HAVE to use one of their Laptops. I just bought one this year.  I don't need one. *huffs*
But I guess that will be my chance to get Mac. And it'll probably be a good thing that I won't be able to play any of my games while I'm at school.


Anyway. Art wise. I've been working on some items for…. We'll see how that goes =]

I've also have a few things started Hopefully I'll have those up soonish.


Soon being when I stop playing Dragon Age for 3-6 hours a day XD
  • Listening to: Lost In You- Three Days Grace
  • Reading: Mad In America
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Dragon Age
  • Eating: Dots =3
  • Drinking: Water


Llama me, please? =D
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RHatake Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012   General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! :heart:
Ekeae Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012
Cynlife Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2012   Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave hun!
llama for a llama? :)
Ekeae Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2012
No problem :D
DigiFoxCat Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday ^_^
Ekeae Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2011
:D Thank you ^^
DigiFoxCat Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
you're welcome ^^
IcehSkye Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2011  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav! =D
Ekeae Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2011
Your Welcome :3
Houkai-Amplifier Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2010  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for watching!
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