EeveeGirl14

I didnt lose my mind it ran away

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Belvedere 11 by EeveeGirl14, literature

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Belvedere 11

12th May 1859 – Father is sending me to a boarding school. He says he cannot stand me any longer. He told me that I will live at the school and come home on holidays, and that it is a very exclusive school where I will be taught new things. I care not for the knowledge I once sought. I care for nothing now. Mother is gone, the demon child has taken over my Father, Aunt, even my once loyal friend Harry. He remains silent as he writes this down. He no longer comments and jests about what I ask him to write. Maybe something has changed. I think not, but many others have said I am not the boy I was. I have almost mastered writing, thanks t

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Belvedere 10

3rd May 1859 - I am using this journal less and less these past weeks. I find I do not wish to convey my thoughts to paper. Father does not know what to do with me during the day, and has sent me to a local school after Aunt Augustina complained that I scared her and the child with the way I skulk silently around the house with an angry look in my eye. She does not understand why, she does not see what he is. I do. I know what he is. No one else does, and no one believes me. School is boring. They teach things I have already learnt by use of books. The other children keep their distance from me and I hear them call me things behind my back.

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17th April 1859 – He looked at me today. His eyes were open and he looked at me. He has mother's ice blue eyes. And his hair is becoming more like hers every day. Every time I look at him I see her. I think father does too. I think that's why he loves him so. Father is always with him. The only time he isn't is when he works, but he works less now so he can come home to be with him. Harry has tried to convince me it wasn't his fault mother died, but I will not be persuaded. I saw it with my own eyes. One minute she was beautiful, young and healthy. Then he was born and she died. How much more proof could anyone need? Aunt Augustina co

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Belvedere 8

10th April 1859 – The baby was born on the 7th April. He was just as mother said. Blonde hair and surrounded by innocence. No one would suspect that a harmless baby could be a murderer. I doubt that the notion would cross anyone's mind, but I know the truth. Harry doubts my theories and is making no comment as I say this, but I know the truth. That child, that so called brother of mine is a murderer, a killer, a demon. It was a pleasant enough day on the 7th. Mother was about to have the baby so I left and went to read, trying to contain the excitement that seems miles away now. I cannot believe I even felt that way for the monster. I

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Belvedere 7

2 MONTHS LATER… 31st March 1859 – Mother is having a baby! I am going to get a sister! Or maybe a brother! Oh I am thrilled! Mother has been pregnant for a long time now, but it is only now that I truly realise what a wonderful event this is. For once father has taken time off work to spend with her and I. He has never spent time with me before now, but it seems different. He is happy and cheerful, constantly smiling, and I have never seen him this way before. He laughs, jokes and even plays with me every now and then. This is a completely new father, one I have never known before now. I hope he stays like this forever. Mother say

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Belvedere 6

21st January 1859 – We are going on holiday to France! I am very excited and have already begun to organise my luggage. Sadly, I will be unable to take my journal, there would be no point. Writing still proves a challenge and Harry will not be coming with us. I don't know what I'll do without him while I'm there. He has not only been a faithful servant, he has also been a loyal and trusted friend of mine. Caring not for our age difference, we spend hours playing games and reading together. The original reason was because mother asked that he look after me while she does all the housework and father works in the factory, but I know now

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Belvedere 5

20th January 1859 - It has been a while since my last entry. Three weeks to be exact. Harry fell ill with a terrible fever on the 30th December and, against my father's wishes, mother called for our own private doctor. Father was furious upon finding out my mother had called for him, saying it would cost us too much. I pointed out that we have more than enough money for such an emergency, and he smacked me across the face for answering back. Apart from an ache and a slight bruise, I seem to be fine. After doing this, he then said that I was the cause of Harry's fever because I was making him write for me. I explained that I wasn't forcing Ha

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Belvedere 4

30th December 1858 - Today mother is teaching me to play piano. I am thoroughly excited and cannot wait. I have heard her play many times and have heard the beautiful sounds that can emerge from the wonderful piece of construction sitting in our living area. Sadly, I have also heard the awful and painful sounds that come from it when someone less experienced, such as myself, attempts to play it. Though in my many tries, I have produced a few rather good melodies, I will not be able to master it without my mother's help.

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29th December 1858 - It snowed this morning, which meant I was allowed to go outside to play as long as I wrapped up warm. I was against the notion at first, but mother would not take no for an answer. I tried to explain that there were books in the library I still hadn't read, but she refused to let me stay indoors, saying it was bad for my health to read all day. Bad for my health? Pah! (I had to explain to Harry how to write that word) Reading is what made me so intellectual and intelligent! Books are knowledge, and knowledge is healthy. I was proven wrong upon going outside. As I walked into the day, looking around at the sparkling snow,

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Barely Breathing by WordOfChen, literature

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Barely Breathing

Barely Breathing: Are you feeling cold in here, lost perhaps It makes me wonder if you can even hear me Has your mind degraded into a lump of fat Broken by what you've been forced to endure? As I stroke your cheeks it makes me remember The loving shrillness of your frightened shrieks You screamed and screamed until your throat was bloody As I slowly took your limbs from you... Now you dangle helpless on wires and chains An artistic puppet, which is made from flesh No hands or feet to lash out violently No arms or muscles to thrash... The breath that rasps from your broken lips Is the sound that tells me, you are still alive But

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Interview Your Character

INTERVIEW YOUR CHARACTER (YOUNG ADULT VERSION) CONCEPT: Choose an original character you have created. All questions must be answered from the character's perspective. The character should remain "in character" throughout the interview. The character may refuse to answer a given question, but must say something in reply to it. The character must answer truthfully, but that does not necessarily mean that their answers must be true, only that the character believes them to be true. Have fun. CHARACTER: SETTING: CATEGORIES: . DESCRIPTION . VITAL STATISTICS . FAMILY . PERSONALITY . ABILITIES AND TRAITS . RELATIONSHIPS . HIST

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Feb 17
United Kingdom
Deviant for 15 years
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I am Shadow Tenebrae. I'm not a very good artist OR author, but I do try. I have an online radio station that doesn't work and love technology and computer programs.

Current Residence: Kent, UK
Favourite genre of music: Everything except rap, heavy bass and screamo
Favourite style of art: Everything
Operating System: My brain
Favourite cartoon character: LUCARIO!!!! (anime really, but oh well)
Personal Quote: Without bad, there would be no good.

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All of you guys on DevArt! UR AWSOME!

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Almost all horror movies, cute animated movies, POKEMON MOVIE 8 LUCARIO AND THE MYSTERY OF MEW

Favourite TV Shows

My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Torchwood, Doctor Who, Mock the Week

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MANYYY

Favourite Books

MANYYY ALSOOOO

Favourite Writers

MANYYY ALSOOOO ALSOOOO

Favourite Games

Assassins Creed PS3 (All of them), Pokemon, CoD World at War

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Everything

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My brain, my imagination, a pencil and my PC

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PS3, Computer Animation, Wolves, Computer games, POKEMON! LUCARIO!!!!!

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EeveeGirl14

Jun 9, 2013

CHANGING ACCOUNTS

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I've got a new account!! PLEASE SEND ALL MESSAGES TO MY NEW ACCOUNT - NOT THIS ONE!! As I'll be checking this one  a hell of a lot less I'll still use this one (somewhat), but I've got a new drawing project/character/style/thing and have made a new DeviantArt account for it. I know there's rarely ever anything new on this account, but rest assured, I will be putting up LOTS of drawings on this new one! !Frankie-Tenebrae (https://www.deviantart.com/frankie-tenebrae) Frankie-Tenebrae (https://www.deviantart.com/frankie-tenebrae) Let's hope that worked.. That's my new account, and from now on everyone can call me Frankie T ;) I lovez you all, and I hope that you follow my new account and like my new drawings Kind Regar

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EeveeGirl14

Mar 11, 2012

ANOTHER one!

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Sigh. Another few story faliures to add to the mountain of them, another story idea. THIS one is awesome though and I know what's going to happen, how it's going to happen and I've planned the beginning in my head. Never have all three of these things been there for any other story so hopefully this'll be good!

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EeveeGirl14

Feb 9, 2012

MULTI-TASKING!

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Hey-ho Hidey-oh everyone! So, I AM still working on the Zombie Cats story, but I also have another longer story on the go. HURRAY FOR MULTI-TASKING! The story about Zombie Cats is more of a short story, full of randomness and comedy, whereas my new story (yet to be titled) is a bit deeper. Not *sob sob* 'MY LIFE HAS NO MEANING' sort of deep, I mean that one of the main characters is a little insane and sadistic due to a scarring childhood. Funnily enough, a lot of my main characters in stories have disturbing or mentally scarring pasts... o.O coincidence? AH well, who cares? I have written the prologue for my long story and have planned