desensitize please. by edwardluvsbella, literature
Literature
desensitize please.
[denial] i live in a world of pretend. pretend it doesn't
hurt. pretend you're here. pretend you love me too.
[anger] i hate you. i hate the sight of you. you make me so
angry i am down on my knees. i am confuse and just once i want
to kick you kick you so hard i want to knock your brains out.
coz that's what you did to my heart you stole it you crushed
it and you threw it away. and my heart is not a bird. it can't
fly on its own. lost. i can hardly find a reason to give a
damn. [but i still do].
[bargaining] you're dead set, hellbent on going. we both know
i didn't have a chance. why do i even try. and i keep on fighting.