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Girl from the past, man from the future :iconedwardluvsbella:edwardluvsbella 1 0
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Party boy
You are sharing earphones on a dark park
bench
passing drinks to each other listening to
Ambrosia in silence
You are my lady in the water
long longing stares across the hall
then looking away
smoke and mirrors
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Literature
i still hide you in my poetry
i quit writing for good
and that's what i tell myself
because if i do - i'd write
about you
i can't forget you that's obvious
i can't sleep and i try too
i sleep on days on end
most days i just don't
i don't want to not dream about you
cause its the only time i see you
though you kill me everytime
i don't mind
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Literature
conundrum
we're
just
friends
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Literature
i didn't want to be a slave
you're all static. infrequencies. and nothing.
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animals and boosts by edwardluvsbella animals and boosts :iconedwardluvsbella:edwardluvsbella 2 0
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siempre tu
what am i to do if we are seemingly hopeless?
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wind-up bird
it's funny how, you think it's funny that i can't live without you
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linger
i live for those moments when i can just be alone with you,
suspended in our quiet moments well not really quiet
but more of laughter and just listening to you talk about everything
and nothing at the same time.. i live for those moments when
i can just look at you and seriously i have no idea what's going on...
i live for those moments when i can hold you againcoz it's cold and lonely
when you're not around. alright is just so relative nowadays...
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Literature
an anatomically correct heart
it beats for
you
even when
you're not
around
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no sunlight by edwardluvsbella no sunlight :iconedwardluvsbella:edwardluvsbella 3 5
Literature
don't be a stranger
so i thought we'd be something short and sweet
really
i never had the inkling that we'd go this far
and now i am too far gone to even care
tomorrow when you leave. i don't know.
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Literature
shivers
why do i even try...?
why do i even try...? i don't know what to do. i don't care about clarity
why do i even try..?
why do i even try..?
when you look at me i know how you feel.. i don't know how you feel. so why do i even try..? why? why? why?
i can't reason with this stupid contracting muscle
[here..] where i hurt the most.
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Literature
desensitize please.
[denial] i live in a world of pretend. pretend it doesn't
hurt. pretend you're here. pretend you love me too.
[anger] i hate you. i hate the sight of you. you make me so
angry i am down on my knees. i am confuse and just once i want
to kick you kick you so hard i want to knock your brains out.
coz that's what you did to my heart you stole it you crushed
it and you threw it away. and my heart is not a bird. it can't
fly on its own. lost. i can hardly find a reason to give a
damn. [but i still do].
[bargaining] you're dead set, hellbent on going. we both know
i didn't have a chance. why do i even try. and i keep on fighting.
[depression] i am out of my head. i'm tired waking up. my
appetite evaporates when i think of you which is always. i am
stopping now. you took everything. everything from me most of
all my will to live. and i just want to crawl in bed. too much pain.
[acceptance] someday. maybe.
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we are conspirators
and i keep on fighting because i don't know how to stop..
you'll be the death of me love.. i've only got good intentions
and you keep shutting me out. running your opposite race.
failing. breathing. living for the moment you allow.
           la la lala lala lala lala lalalala.....
that  is all i hear you say. and i am 43 minutes to losing my faith
in you, in us. there's no us and you don't care or maybe
i am blind and you are deaf.
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Literature
lack of reciprocation
"you know why i'm leaving?"
"it's not because i want to see the world..."
"but maybe when i see the world,"
"i might forget about you."
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