Edward89

So yeah even throw I have been trying to take my brothers dam advice to just let something go....That's something I cant......doA few days ago I started in a class on a art forum to learn pixel art, At first I was told what I need to learn and just accepted that. I felt really into it and proud of my firsts works, there still on hear and hey if you like comment on them. Then I get a rode block from the forum and I just brush it off as a ? and wait. I waited 3 days and replied the teacher and got the same answer as before that really didn't answer anything to me. So I went back to waiting and if anyone hear knows me My self-esteem was getti...

I'm not sure who will read this except the people that are near me right now but this is something I feel needs to be done. I want to be left alone, I wish to not hurt or ruin anyone else life or life that they could be having cause I'm in it. I know it sounds very golmy and stupid but this is how I feel. I know its hard of me to ask anyone expecily you to stay cut from me but this is cause of thoughts and prior actions that make me feel that if I am not near or yours I may not hurt you.please take thees wishes I have on leaving me alone do not fear any bad that can fall apound me I have my family and faith with me I just want to work out ...

wow its be awhile hasn't it random people that don't read about me. Well lets see if I can bring us up to date so when I feel lonely i can read my own crappy tex.more doctors appointment's and more pills yay lucky me i thought that wouldn't happen so soonmore panic attacks as well as one hell of depression time that still some what drags and then leavesdyed my hair (oh my Higsby for shame!)not much else except i cant sleep I've been listing to rainy mood on a fakeipod and reading a great sears of books my brother acutely found for me to read.i know soon I'll have to tell you all my new hair color so hear it is a lighter umber than what i h...