This is the last submission I am ever going to make on this site. I have decided that I no longer want to be involved with the the extremely tasteless and toxic community here. I made a huge mistake involving with MMD, and while it was what made me want to start doing 3D art and modeling it also contributed much to my depression with all petty drama and people judging whatever they see without having seen anything. I am tired of seeing posts targeted at me on random pages i have never ever heard of or seen before, I just want to do my stuff in peace. My professors at the university acknowledge my ability to model things, yet the apparent experts here call me out on something I do not do. And now I am past my limit, I am tired of this place and the people bringing each other down while they are supposed to have fun using that amateur dancing software.