Reference Sheet (INFO IN DESCRIPTION IS OUTDATED)

(Obvious spoilers are Obvious)

Name: Abigail Marie Road

Why?: Her mother had a sister named Abigail, Marie is mother's name.

Preferred nickname: Abby

Sex: Female, cisgendered

Age: 16

Height and weight: 5'4; 114 lbs (Literally as skinny as her height allows, her line of 'work' doesn't really give her much time or resources to eat)

Body type: Extremely small and skinny, some lean muscle. Graceful(with effort). Made for speed and stealth. Physically weak.

Eyes: Large and rounded, Dark blue in color. Has full but short eyelashes, thin eyebrows but not overly so.
Eyes are best feature, or were, until left side of face and left eye were mangled and left horrible scarred.

Hair: Black. Slightly below shoulder length. Thin and with a tendency for split ends. Nice enough. Dyed blue bangs.

Parents hair/eye color: Mother; black hair, gray eyes. Father; blonde hair, blue eyes.

Race: Caucasian, mostly.

Nationality: American

Birthday: July 18

Other phys. traits: Missing left eye, thin scar going down the left side of face over left eyelid; eyebrow to cheekbone.
Left side of face around eye is horribly mangled.
Wears dark gray eye patch. NO DEPTH PERCEPTION. Left handed.

Preferred outfits: Dresses in practical and comfortable clothing, dark colors (grays, blacks) with the occasional splash of color.

Family background / General history / Story synopsis
Abby was born into an upper middle class family July 18th, 1996. Living with mother, Marie Road, and father, Richard Road, everything was happy and going well. Soon after, Abby’s younger brother Joshua was born, too.

Abby did perfectly average in school; average in everything, really. The only thing she really excelled at was running, and was the fastest member on the track team. She had an average group of friends and an average home life. Until, one day, Abby’s father died in a car crash.

Now, forced to work for her family’s comfortable life style, Marie was angry. Having lived a childhood full of poverty, drug use and forced prostitution, Marie had met and married Richard for the promise of stable living. She only had children because he wanted to, she saw it as a way to keep them together. Over the years, under her husbands nose, she had kept on her habit of drug abuse and alcoholism. She quickly turned to feeding these habits instead of her children, hardly even managing to keep the town house where they lived.

Now that Abby was ‘poor’, couldn’t dress like the other children or for some other petty reason or another, she had become the schools new thing of ridicule. Her and her best friend, Kristy Lee, grew apart as Kristy was pressured into bullying Abby. Having to choose between saving her own skin or sticking by Abby, she chose herself. Later on, she became of full fledged member of her cliche, being peer-pressured into more and more things, leaving Abby with no respect for her whatsoever.

Abby has schizophrenia, this disorder (which she had an unknown family history of and was never diagnosed) causes her to distort her reality in terrifying ways, making her abuse that much worse as she hears and sees things that aren’t really there.

Coming into the possession of a plastic heart she decides to use as a stress ball, she becomes near obsessed with it and it’s calming effect, believing all other heart beats as annoying and wrong. She starts to wish they would stop.

One day, Abby’s mother, drunken and enraged at losing a potential rich sugar daddy due to him finding out she has children, comes home with murderous intentions. Abby tries to protect her little brother, whom she is very close too, but he ends up dying trying to, in turn, protect her.

Shocked, sorrowful and angry, Abby must fight for her life. After a short fight and Abby losing her left eye, she manages to stab her mother 17 times in the chest, face and throat before beheading her. She flees to the forest where she then cauterizes her eye with a lighter, disinfecting it with rubbing alcohol.

After this, she develops PTSD and DID.

After an unknown period of time, she returns to her house, finding it completely empty of everything. She’s horrified and searches the whole building looking for her heart, not being able to find it, she looks for a replacement.

What does your heart sound like?

also,thereisthetinymatterofthefactshecouldbelyingabouteverything

Schooling: Up to grade 10. Events of story made continuation of her schooling impossible.

Talents: Cooking, had a lot of practice, even before father's death.

IQ: approx.; Average on all her classes until certain events forced her to stop. Pretty well read. Nothing worth noting here.

EQ: 82 on the Psychologytoday test (self-esteem), 80 on relationships.

General personality: (This section will be rewritten soon)
BEFORE EVENTS OF STORY: Decent sense of humor with a quick tongue, overly snarky at times, generally nice; if she didn't like you she'd just avoid you unless she couldn't. Etc, very average. Very normal.
AFTER: Childish; After events of story she's become very childish, shy around strangers, and doesn't trust easily, but once she gets to know you she'll
A) If she likes you; act extremely clingy toward you, talk a lot, mostly happy chattering that doesn't make much sense.
B) If she doesn't; becomes very unresponsive and silent, stubbornly refuses to talk to you. Will stick out her tongue at you when your back is turned (and to your face if she's provoked) along with very childish ways of being rude.
Is also very easily amused and distracted, speaks quickly and softly, frequently interrupts herself with random thoughts and switches topics unpredictably, sometimes to completely unrelated topics in a matter of minutes.
Happy if only in a passive sort of way. etc.
A Coward; She is never ever, ever, ever rude to someone's face unprovoked, not to imply that she's above it, only that she's more likely to be rude to your back, especially if your bigger/stronger/a more experienced killer.
She hates other killers (See: Philosophy/Values and Values violated section), but isn't stupid enough to provoke them, if she ever does get one mad enough to get in a fight; she'd run, she's a coward. Thus why she strikes when people can't fight back, in their sleep.

Mental state: She has schizophrenia (unknown family history of it, was never diagnosed), making her distort her reality in terrifying ways. (As people didn't react as badly to her bullying as she did, especially the stoning, she wasn't as hurt as she thought she was, etc.) This made the abuse and bullying seem a lot worse.
Understandably this disorder was never diagnosed.
After the events of the story she developed PTSD. This caused her to have frequent flashbacks when faced with something that reminds her of her trauma (Why she tends to not go after children 12 and under or middle-aged women), reoccurring nightmares, and, when badly enough triggered, dissociative reliving of her trauma.
Symptoms she also suffers from this disorder are: Avoidance of school buildings, middle-aged women or people who resemble her family, and children 12 and under. Hyper vigilance, sleep problems, poor concentration, blackouts, difficulty remembering things, and an increased reaction to being startled.
Also developed Dissociative Identity Disorder, causing her to create a sort of alter-ego; said alter ego is mostly the stereotypical doppelganger, but tends to be nicer, maybe even a little protective toward Abby??? Mostly just a bitch though. (When represented in physical form for artistic purposes; appears to look exactly like Abby, only grayscale)

MBTI: ISTP

Maturity: Childish. Very, VERY, childish. Not very good at communication; naive. etc.

Relationship status: Single and uninterested. No set sexual orientation because wasn't needed for the story.

Social standing: Before events of story and after father's death; unpopular, due to above reasons, when her dad was alive she was average. After the events of the story she's on the run, using money she steals to hop from motel to motel under fake names, sometimes sleeps outside when saving money. Not noticed.

Philosophy/Values: Very hypocritical and basic; all people are created equal, no matter what their skin color, age, sex (would include gender identification and sexual orientation too, if she knew or cared-which she doesn't- what those terms meant) etc.
Mostly because she's never really thought about it, doesn't really care. Never grew up with much religious influence.
Don't steal if you don't absolutely need too. Don't murder (irony. Explained in the 'Values violated' section.) ETC ETC ETC Very standard, even though she hypocritically breaks her own moral code a lot.

Quirks and mannerisms: Has a stuttering problem, at least once every two or so sentences. After entering a new hotel room, she maps out all the possible exits in her head, locks all the doors and windows, checks for intruders than double checks the locks. She has a small, blue plastic vase, some fake white flowers, a little box/Zen garden thing, a large glass jar of sand and an array of brushes, sicks, rocks etc that she takes with her everywhere in a small black backpack, along with personal hygiene items(mostly stolen).
After she's sure her room is 'safe' she'll set up her flowers on the table nearest her bed, and if she isn't going out that night, she'll sit and play with her Zen garden until she feels calm enough to fall asleep. Looses a lot of sand from transferring it for bottle to box and back again.
When sleeping outside, will make sure set up some booby traps and keep herself well hidden. Still sets up flowers, but stays awake all night.

When angry: Behaves like a child, with childish ways of being rude. Will stick out tongue, hiss, glare etc. Sometimes if anger is paired with triggering material alter ego will take over. Alter ego is much less cowardly and more violent, ALTER EGO WILL KILL IN ANGER, still subject to physical limits, but much smarter.

Values violated: Depends entirely on who is doing what. Example, she thinks murdering is WRONG, ironically enough, and hates other killers when she finds out they kill people with a burning passion (because all she sees in them is her mother.)
But when SHE kills, she doesn't even realize it's wrong.She a huge hypocrite, she murders, steals and shoplifts even when she doesn't need what she's stealing, later in life she drinks and smokes (underage), etc.etc.etc. Is generally just a terrible person.

Misc. Views: Doesn't care much about politics or social justice issues, mostly doesn't think about them. Didn't come from a religious family, agonistic simply because she has no opinion.

Minor Notes: Likes Chocolate, vanilla, grape suckers and coffee, but not the coffee aftertaste. Handwriting is very round and circular, but make up of many short, curving lines that don't exactly match up, thus making her hand writing appear slightly 'spiky'.
Keeps her living area neat to the point of obsession. Feels she has to be clean, HAS TO BE, showers a lot because if it.
Smells of soap with underlying metallic smell.
Is fine for a little while after getting dirty/bloody, just can't/refuses to sleep like that.

Strengths: fast as FUCK, good at climbing, stealthy when trying. Fast learner and decent enough at covering up her trail. Stamina is good too.

Weaknesses: Not strong at all, has to relay solely on speed and momentum. Easily distracted, not good under pressure, high tendency to 'freeze' when threatened.
Childish nature. Coward, if she's at a disadvantage and she knows it she will run from the fight.

Growth: Normal girl to serial killer?

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