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18 years
18 years. 18 years you sat in wait 18 years you spent with hate For hypocrite hall monitors. Awful lunchroom meals. And stupid teacher’s spiels. 18 years have come and gone. 18 years, and you can’t wait. Now it’s time to graduate. 18 years spent in school Out witting all the stupid fools. 18 years to anticipate Arrival to this real world 18 years and you can’t wait To show them what you can do. Who knows what you’ll do. But you’ll succeed. I know  it’s true 18 years and now you’re free Show them what you can really be. Congratulations.
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I miss...you.
I miss, you. I miss how we talked I miss how you laughed when I made jokes, I miss how every day felt a little bit better talking with you. I miss how I didn't feel judged by you. I miss how it felt when you said a certain phrase. I miss your laugh. I miss how I could talk to you about anything and not feel like I was boring you to death. I miss everything about the you that existed when we were us. But I have to deal with that. And Everyday gets a little easier. Despite little bouts like this.
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Will you let me love you?
Will you let me love you? I promise I'll be true. I'll do everything you'd need me too. I'll promise I'll be kind. And hold you when you're sad. Give you a warm hand and a smile in the winter. Would you let me Even if your heart was taken? Even if you didn't feel the same? Would you let me prove there's nothing I won't do. Even if it meant loosing you. I'd take my chance. and mean it too to show that I love you.
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Untitled no.4
You cause me pain, Yet so much joy Mess with my mind like a common toy. Such sorrowful woe Yet I pursue with this I still love you like you'd never know. Every day I try to think Knowing someone has your heart But I know someone someday Will give their heart to me As I wil give them mine.
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You are not alone.
The world is a big, harsh, rough place. And there are days where you will be intimidated by it, maybe even down right scared.  And it will feel like fate is conspiring against you. I want you to know, You are not alone. I want you to know that you are always loved. It may not feel like it, but there is someone out there, right now, whether they have a name to you or not, someone loves you. Even in your darkest hour, just know that someone, somewhere, wants to take your hand and give it a squeeze, take you in their arms and never let go, to tell you that everything will be alright. You are never alone, all you need to do is just say "Help
U
Untitled No.2
I could not find it in my heart to hate her. Any of her. The woman of my heart whom had cause so much anguish. For she did not exist Properly Or if she did She was bound by obstacle And her ability to render my heart into a sticky goo. I loved every moment of it Regardless of the pain Regardless of how many times I'd pinpointed the downfall. I regret none of it. I still love you. All of you Even though I can't have you. I can't hate you.
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Massochism of the heart
I hate you. You hurt me in every possible way I could imagine. Tied my heart in chains and strangled it! Stomped upon my soul as though it were a mere insect I have made me feel the worst of what I could imagine. And allowed me to experience far worse You made me want to die! But of all the wrongs you commited Of all the worse you've caused me to feel You taught me. How to lie.
I
I love you.
I love you. Three simple words that can become so much A simple admission Proclaimed in passion Given in intimacy As painful as they can be exhilarating Denied as often reciprocated As terrifying as is amazing. Most will find themselves at this point And will decide Do I? Do I love them? Do I care deeply enough to give them everything? Potentially damn myself? Potentially become traumatized? Is it worth the risk? I love you.
L
Let's Kill Tonight
Let's Kill Tonight With Knives And Guns. Let's Kill Tonight and Have Some Fun Let's Kill Tonight Don't Even Try To Run. We're Ready To Paint Let's Kill Tonight To Feel Alive Raise Our Spirit High While All Their Guts Fly We'll Kill Tonight To Right The Wrongs Kill Tonight To Feel Alive! Tonight We'll Feel… Alive
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18 years
18 years. 18 years you sat in wait 18 years you spent with hate For hypocrite hall monitors. Awful lunchroom meals. And stupid teacher’s spiels. 18 years have come and gone. 18 years, and you can’t wait. Now it’s time to graduate. 18 years spent in school Out witting all the stupid fools. 18 years to anticipate Arrival to this real world 18 years and you can’t wait To show them what you can do. Who knows what you’ll do. But you’ll succeed. I know  it’s true 18 years and now you’re free Show them what you can really be. Congratulations.
I
I miss...you.
I miss, you. I miss how we talked I miss how you laughed when I made jokes, I miss how every day felt a little bit better talking with you. I miss how I didn't feel judged by you. I miss how it felt when you said a certain phrase. I miss your laugh. I miss how I could talk to you about anything and not feel like I was boring you to death. I miss everything about the you that existed when we were us. But I have to deal with that. And Everyday gets a little easier. Despite little bouts like this.
W
Will you let me love you?
Will you let me love you? I promise I'll be true. I'll do everything you'd need me too. I'll promise I'll be kind. And hold you when you're sad. Give you a warm hand and a smile in the winter. Would you let me Even if your heart was taken? Even if you didn't feel the same? Would you let me prove there's nothing I won't do. Even if it meant loosing you. I'd take my chance. and mean it too to show that I love you.
U
Untitled no.4
You cause me pain, Yet so much joy Mess with my mind like a common toy. Such sorrowful woe Yet I pursue with this I still love you like you'd never know. Every day I try to think Knowing someone has your heart But I know someone someday Will give their heart to me As I wil give them mine.
Y
You are not alone.
The world is a big, harsh, rough place. And there are days where you will be intimidated by it, maybe even down right scared.  And it will feel like fate is conspiring against you. I want you to know, You are not alone. I want you to know that you are always loved. It may not feel like it, but there is someone out there, right now, whether they have a name to you or not, someone loves you. Even in your darkest hour, just know that someone, somewhere, wants to take your hand and give it a squeeze, take you in their arms and never let go, to tell you that everything will be alright. You are never alone, all you need to do is just say "Help
U
Untitled No.2
I could not find it in my heart to hate her. Any of her. The woman of my heart whom had cause so much anguish. For she did not exist Properly Or if she did She was bound by obstacle And her ability to render my heart into a sticky goo. I loved every moment of it Regardless of the pain Regardless of how many times I'd pinpointed the downfall. I regret none of it. I still love you. All of you Even though I can't have you. I can't hate you.
M
Massochism of the heart
I hate you. You hurt me in every possible way I could imagine. Tied my heart in chains and strangled it! Stomped upon my soul as though it were a mere insect I have made me feel the worst of what I could imagine. And allowed me to experience far worse You made me want to die! But of all the wrongs you commited Of all the worse you've caused me to feel You taught me. How to lie.
I
I love you.
I love you. Three simple words that can become so much A simple admission Proclaimed in passion Given in intimacy As painful as they can be exhilarating Denied as often reciprocated As terrifying as is amazing. Most will find themselves at this point And will decide Do I? Do I love them? Do I care deeply enough to give them everything? Potentially damn myself? Potentially become traumatized? Is it worth the risk? I love you.
L
Let's Kill Tonight
Let's Kill Tonight With Knives And Guns. Let's Kill Tonight and Have Some Fun Let's Kill Tonight Don't Even Try To Run. We're Ready To Paint Let's Kill Tonight To Feel Alive Raise Our Spirit High While All Their Guts Fly We'll Kill Tonight To Right The Wrongs Kill Tonight To Feel Alive! Tonight We'll Feel… Alive
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December 23, 1990
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Devious Journal Entry
Sorry I've been inactive for 4 years. still on tumblr.  much more active there sort of. still writing, but not really published any of my stuff on here. Got some cool friends I made through the net, got a sweet rp group who I can say are some of the coolest guys I've ever met and I'm glad to call them friends. still friends with a lot of the people from forever ago. also I gm games
TUMBUMBLR! (plus life updates)
https://the-emmens.tumblr.com/ Follow me there To sum everything up... I got a new job. MY grandfather passed away. I may be on my way to losing said job. I got Minecraft and other things. and that's really all.
So...
The past hour has just sort of sucked.... A lot. Grandpa is in ER as we speak. Feel free to call me any name's you want. But I know this is probably the last trip there for him...and not in the good way. I am at home because I do not want to be around when anyone dies except for me. On my way home someone threw a styrofoam drink at me. S
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Thanks for the fav!
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Lord-Leafar| Digital Artist
Hey thanks for the fav on my Leper Knight pic, I invite you to check out my page for more of my work, hope you'll enjoy it! :D
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Dante91|Professional Digital Artist
Thanx for the fav on my latest character concept art from my newest series.
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EMMENS!!!
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echidnadudeofart05's avatar
Heeeey! long time no see!
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SimplySuburban|Hobbyist General Artist
yeah!! What have you been up to??
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Living mostly, working, helping family, trying to write things and all that, how's life been for you?
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