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And Again
You spoke
your words wrapping around me in a song
transforming me, changing me, spinning me
into a goddess, radiant, beautiful, beaming
a unicorn, delicate, special, and cherished
each word was a promise of love eternal
I was to loved and be loved forever.
Then I heard the words you spoke of
knowing me, hating me, shaming me,
just a human, flawed, fragile, sinning
a mare, abused, tired, and neglected
feeding the worms inside my belly
with love that never nourishes me.
I wait for you to change once again
hoping you, wishing you, needing you,
knowing you were under some horrible spell
and time, perhaps, could fix you
changing the words you spoke of
from distaste and disgust to love.
And Again
You spoke
You spoke
your words wrapping around me in a song
transforming me, changing me, spinning me
into a goddess, radiant, beautiful, beaming
a unicorn, delicate, special, and cherished
each word was a promise of love eternal
I was to loved and be loved forever.
Then I heard the words you spoke of
knowing me, hating me, shaming me,
just a human, flawed, fragile, sinning
a mare, abused, tired, and neglected
feeding the worms inside my belly
with love that never nourishes me.
I wait for you to change once again
hoping you, wishing you, needing you,
knowing you were under some horrible spell
and time, perhaps, could fix you
changing the words you spoke of
from distaste and disgust to love.
And Again
You spoke
Literature
Smile...
I smile...
...not for you,
...not to deceive,
but to keep from drowning...
...in the silence between two breaths.
Not every smile is real.
Sometimes it's a shield...
...a sword...
...sometimes, the last fragment of hope.
I smile...
to keep myself from breaking...
...where no one sees.
Between walls that whisper
what I was never allowed to say out loud.
They say: forgetting is healing.
But I wear my past like a chain.
Cold.
Heavy.
And yet — I call it... my compass.
They think silence is peace.
But silence is screaming...
...in a language no one understands.
Every step creaks on ancient graves.
My chain drags across the floor of my past.
An echo of choices
I never truly made...
...heavy with words that were never spoken.
Still, I do not turn around.
Because hatred...
...taught me love.
Like fire...
...teaches the seed
how to grow
through ash.
I went over the edge.
And I came back.
Without wings.
Without a god.
Without a promise.
The eye watches...
Above me.
Within me.
And I feel
Literature
Only Moments Apart
Go ahead ignore me
Let quietness settle my bones
Let time erase every moment
That we ever ownedLet sun revolve around earth
Let sky open up with bead stars
Keep waters always shining
And distance kept eternally farLet rages continually flow
Across your sacred earth
For which you guard eternally
Ever since its birthYour wonders are amazing
The pain immensely real
What am I supposed to do now
If in your presence I can't even feel?Where have you journeyed now?
Through realms of space and time
Through every strand of thread
And the languages you shaped to rhymeSo deep are you in righteousness
So far am I in wrong
All the distances apart from u...
Literature
Don't (/) give up
every bit
of water
in your ship
reaches up to your hip
you can hear it drip
in one endless flow
your breath you hold
the water's cold
don't let it overflow
it's getting more
like I didn't know
stay afloat
as your breath you hold
counting every bit
of water
freezing to your bones
seeping from your core
your eyes you close
just one more minute
just give me one more minute
just one deep breath
before I'll dive below
and delay my breathing for a month or so
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