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Thank you to everyone for the birthday wishes! You guys are awesome! Happy Halloween/Samhain/Day of The Dead to you all! Enjoy my altered Sans costume :P

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  • Listening to: Solitude - Ryuichi Sakamoto
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Ah.. yes. Perhaps a well known “habit” a lot of people have that keeps them from so much and also hurts them more than they think. What’s that? You don’t believe me? Well, do I have a story for you..


There he was.. An otaku ready to beat one of the hardest games he has ever played in his life. “I’m one hit away from beating this bastard down!” His hands grip the controller and he starts to sweat, his heart races as he is just seconds from beating the game. “I DID IT! YESSS!! SUCK ON THAT, GAME!” he jumped up from the excitement and started to dance like crazy. After a minute of looking like a complete goof, he resumes the game to watch the ending. “That was for sure one of the hardest games I’ve ever played..” he says to himself as he takes a sip of water. A knock is heard on his door and he gets up to open it. He looks down and sees his dinner on a plate and covered with saran wrap. He takes it and goes back into his room to eat on his computer desk. “Alright! Now let’s check up on social media to see what everyone is doing!”

The otaku begins to eat his food not taking his eyes off the computer as he sees some of his online friends sharing pictures of their pets, food, new video games and much more. He finishes up his meal and begins to comment on people’s status updates before setting his plate and silverware aside to switch over to a new tab filled with naked women. He scrolls down the page to make a decision and finally finds one that he is content with. 15 minutes later, he gets ready for his shower and goes back to his room to read his comics while music is playing in the background “Haha! This is such a funny volume!” He says while laying on his bed and reading. There’s another knock on the door and he gets up to answer it. He sees a package and an envelope on top of it. “Sweet! My new collector’s edition for the game I ordered came in!” He opens the package and pays no attention to the envelope that says “Open me, please!” with a smiley face next to it.


“Dude! This is so rad!!” he says taking out a large statue from the box. He puts it on his computer desk and walks back “Hmm.. That looks perfect right there!” He takes out the rest of the things inside the box and sets it aside and sees the envelope he almost forgot about. He opens it carefully and finds a letter inside and begins to read it to himself.


“Son.. I want you to know that I love you so much and would do anything for you. I want to see you come out of your room more so we can spend time together and do fun things like we used to! I know things haven’t been going well since your brother and father were in that tragic accident a year ago. Please just come down for a few seconds and let me hug you. I hardly get to see you anymore. Just a few seconds.. Please. I love you so much. -Mom”


The man folds the letter and puts it on his desk near where his new statue is. He then looks at a picture of him with his family all smiling on their first camping trip from a few years ago. He sits on his bed and looks at the floor. “Mom.. I just can’t. Being in here is my sanctuary and everything out there is just.. I can’t..” He turns his head and tries not to cry. His mood is ruined and decides to listen to relaxing music as he falls asleep in his bed, his mother on the other side of his door about to knock, but pulls back as the tears run down her cheek.

The next day, he starts his new game and spends most of the afternoon playing it until it is time for dinner. His mom usually asks what he wants to eat via text messages and sets his food near the door at exactly 8pm, only today, he realizes that his mom does not knock on his door when he realizes it’s 8:30pm. He messages her but no response. He opens his door and yells out to her. “Hey mom! It’s 8:30!” he does not hear a reply. He wonders what is going on and puts on his slippers. “Mom.. You better not be messing with me. You know I don’t like leaving my room unless I have to go to the bathroom..” he says to himself.

The otaku walks down the stairs slowly and calls out to his mom again. He can hear water running from the sink and in shock, he sees her on the floor with her eyes closed. “MOM!!!” he says as he runs to her. “MOM! MOM?! WHAT HAPPENED?!” What he didn’t know was that his mom wanted him to be happy so she didn’t tell him that they were behind on their bills. She also didn’t tell him that she lost her job and was saving money as best as she could. Most of all, he did not know that she was so stressed out with everything going on that all she ever wanted during this time was to be with her son after the accident that he blamed himself for, because the final words he told his brother and father were “I wish you two would get lost for good! You guys never include me in anything anymore!”


He called 911 in a panic as they rushed over to his house while he held his mother’s hand with tears running down his cheeks. “I’m sorry, mom! I’m so sorry! I can’t lose you! I promise I’ll help out around here! I’ll get a job and do everything I can for you! Please! Please don’t leave me alone! I am so sorry! I have been an awful son to you!” The tears run down his cheek and onto his mother’s cheeks as she starts to moan and slowly open her eyes. “S.. son..?” His eyes open wide and he smiles as he hugs her close to him. “MOM! You’re okay! Oh thank god!!”


His mother rubs his cheek and smiles back at him “Sweetie.. I’m so happy to see your face” He continues to hold her hand “Please don’t move, mom. The ambulance are on their way.” Not long after the incident, the otaku’s mother is observed in the hospital with him by her side. No games, no social media, nothing to distract him. He doesn’t even look at his phone while he is staying with her as they talk about everything and connect. “Sweetie.. What happened to them was not your fault. You can’t blame yourself for that. They loved you and they figured you didn’t want to hang out with them anymore and after the accident happened.. It made me sad to know that you became a shut in and I knew you just needed time. Even if it hurt me, I never stopped loving you.” She holds his hand and he begins to cry. “Mom, I’m sorry. I stopped hanging out with them because I was an idiot and blamed them for not including me in things anymore and it was because of my obsession with wanting to just be in my room.  I didn’t know you were dealing with so much with losing your job, being behind with the bills.. I was so caught up in my own little world and I did find happiness in it, but I lost the only connection I have with the last part of this family, which is you..” She hugs him close to her “Oh, baby.. I love you so much”


Another year has gone by and the otaku not only found himself a job, but he was able to help his mother out, meet new friends and keep in touch with his online ones that helped him during his time of need and ended up moving into his own apartment. His mother found a very good job with the type of experience she had and was no longer stressed out nor was he. He turned what he had become into a strength as those video games, anime, comics, manga inspired him so much that he was a completely different person from what he was before. The otaku was off his shift at the flower store he got a job in and got some of the most beautiful red roses he has ever seen. He drove over to the cemetery and walked to a grave where his brother and father were buried and placed the roses on their graves as he walked away with a tear running down his cheek. “I’ll always love you guys and keep you in my heart forever”

  • Listening to: Luv (sic) Part 2 - Shing02
  • Reading: This journal
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Mega Man 11 Demo
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water

They say that we are filled with so much as human beings.. That we are controlled by a lot of different emotions and feelings. Whether that’s personal desires, uncontrollable urges, overconfidence and well.. you get the point.


There was once a man who recognized this all too well within himself. It was destroying him and the relationships he had with others in his life. At a young age, he would steal money from his parents when they were distracted. He would find the best times to steal such as his mother taking a shower and going through her purse to take what he could get or when his father was passed out on the couch and sneaking by him to grab his wallet. It gave him such a rush and he became addicted to it. His parents started to notice that money would be missing from time to time, but because they were so busy, they thought they had been misplacing it.


He would go to the candy stores and buy as much candy as he could. He would never share it with anyone and stash whatever he didn’t eat in his room. As he got older, it got worse.. So much that he was eventually caught and thought he could keep getting away with it. For you see.. One day while working at his job, he would steal money from the register in order to buy things he wanted, but little did he know that his boss was watching him after realizing that the register was always short after the man’s shift and it had never been short in the 20 years that he had worked in the store.


The man was asked into his office one day after work, confused and wondering what it was about since he had never been asked into his office since he started working there. His boss was an older man in his late 60s, gray hair, blue eyes, short and balding. “Son.. You have been such a great worker to me these last few months. Probably one of the best.” the old man said to him while putting his glasses on the table. “I want you to look at this..” The old man pulled out his smartphone and showed him surveillance footage of him stealing money from the register every night that he had worked since day one. The man’s face had turned pale watching it and he looked at the old man. “I thought you said you didn’t have cameras in this place?” the man said as he looked at him in complete shock of being caught on camera.


The old man nodded “Yes, I did not have any before you started working here. But the register has never been short in the 20 years that I have been running it until a few months ago when I hired you..” he said cleaning his glasses. The man said nothing and looked away in shame, waiting for the consequences. “I assume you’re going to call the police now and send me to jail?” The old man chuckled. “No, my dear boy. Why would I do that?” The man looked up in confusion. “I don’t understand..” The old man put his glasses on and looked at him with his blue eyes locked onto his. “All I want to know is why you did it. Are you in desperate need of money? Are you struggling financially? Please tell me.”


The man looked away once again and told him about his addiction to wanting more and more money and how he has gotten away with stealing money as well as tricking people just so he can get what he wanted since a young age. The old man got up from his chair and put his hand on the his shoulder. “Thank you for being so honest with me. Don’t worry, I am not going to call the police. I don’t think you’re a bad person. You are just so misunderstood and you need someone to put you on a good path.”


In that moment hearing the old man say that to him, everything the man had done from an early age hit him hard with emotions and his heart felt so heavy that it brought him down to his knees and he broke down in tears. The old man did not take his hand off his shoulder and told him it was okay. “No! I am a monster! I should be dead!” He yelled out in anger. “Why did you let me get away with it for so long?! Why?!” he demanded. The old man sat beside him and smiled. “Because you are not the only one who has been addicted to money. Believe it or not, I was the same as you a long time ago. I gambled day and night and wanted to win big. Let’s just say things did not go as planned and it ruined me and the people around me. I eventually met someone special and she changed my life. Before I hired you, my wife and I ran this store together, but unfortunately, she was in a car accident many years ago. There is one thing that I will always keep with me because of her and she said it to me the day I told her everything just like you did with me tonight.


The man’s tears were slowly disappearing as he kept listening to the old man and asked what she said to him. He smiled once again. “Money only buys temporary happiness, but a good heart will always be priceless.”

  • Listening to: World's End Rhapsody - Nujabes
  • Reading: This journal
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  • Eating: Plum
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Here we are once again.. the final month of your visit. It never gets easy to see that our time is running out and my heart starts to ache knowing this. Yes, I know what you are going to say to me “All my other friends need a chance to visit too. If it were up to me, I would love to stay longer, but it would be unfair to all of them if I did.” and yes.. I get that, but it doesn't change the fact that I get sad to know you are going to be leaving soon. I look back at you and you smile at me. You get up and come closer to me and put a hand on my cheek. “You are so silly, you know that?” I look back at you and chuckle. I can't help it. You know how I get each time this happens. You nod, still smiling at me. “Believe me when I say that I know it's never easy for you. I can see it in your heart and I know that you think about me all year. I watch you from afar and know that I am always with you.” My smile starts to match yours, both as bright as the sun. “For now my friend, let us enjoy what is left of my time here. It won't be long now before you start to see the others. I can already see leaves falling to the ground, Jack-O-Lanterns, turkeys, snowmen and much more coming your way soon.” I nod and hug you very tightly trying to hold back tears and all you do is hold me in your warm embrace and hum a soft melody in my ear to comfort me for a few seconds before you whisper and say “Look behind you..” I let go to turn around to see something very familiar. A beautiful ocean with colorful fish swimming around, dolphins jumping out of the water, the sun and the moon sharing the sky with one half being day and the other being night, palm trees, a small bar to my left, comfortable folding chairs near the water. This is.. You grab my hand before I can finish and say “Yes, you already know. Now let us enjoy our fun, my wonderful friend!” We run towards the ocean with your hand not letting go of mine and past a beautiful summer house painted white and blue with the words “Summer lives on forever in our hearts” written on the side of it.
  • Listening to: Singular Indestructible Droid - Papa Roach
  • Reading: This journal
  • Watching: Random YouTube videos
  • Playing: Grow Up
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Soda
Robots have always been fascinating creations to me and I can never get bored of seeing them. As a child, I was introduced to a wide variety of robots through television, comics, movies and video games. My earliest memories of these wonderful machines came from shows such as Transformers, movies like Terminator 2: Judgment Day and the Mega Man games. I used to spend hours playing with my robot toys and using my imagination to reenact scenarios such as good robots saving people or evil robots trying to take over humanity. These are my most fondest memories I have as a child and how being reminded of robots when I was having a bad day would cheer me up within a few seconds and pretending I had imaginary friends that were robots as well.  

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I didn't know other kids who were into robots as much as I was. Sure, I would love talking about the cool robots we would see on TV, but that would be it. I never thought much about it since everyone has their interests and mine definitely started to grow as I got older and watching or reading more about them. My interest started to get so deep that when I would learn more about them, I started to get emotional. If you think about any type of show, movie or book that has robots in it, what is the major theme you see? Pretty obvious, right? Robots being mistreated by humans and that's when they wonder what their purpose was for being created. Eventually, the robots start to rebel against their human creators and start to realize that humanity is obsolete and needs to be enslaved in order to be “corrected” of their human ways.  


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I never felt that the people deserved to be killed or that humanity in general needed to be wiped out and robots need to take over. I am aware of the stories I see where humans and robots coexist together in complete harmony and humans treat them like they are people – not as machines. Going back to when I was younger, the first time I saw a machine even question emotions was in Terminator 2: Judgment Day. One of my favorite parts of that movie is when The Terminator says he understands why John cries, but it is something he can never do. This got me thinking as a kid about robots ever being able to feel any emotions and as I got older, I started to see that they do in different things I watched or read. From the movie “The Iron Giant” to “I, Robot” I became even more fascinated with them and how they wanted to be treated like a human, to feel loved, to feel safe. Even some that wanted to be friends and were curious about certain humans.  


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One of my favorite heroes of all time is Mega Man and I cannot tell you how many hours I would spend playing the games. I had pictures I printed all over my wall when I was younger of him and all the other characters like Protoman, Roll, Rush, Dr. Light and more. Mega Man caught my attention for several reasons when I was a kid. The obvious one was that he was a robot, but when I played the games and learned about the story, he was a robot that was created to originally be Dr. Light's lab assistant as well as Dr. Wily. Unfortunately, Dr. Wily reprogrammed a lot of Dr. Light's robots to take over the world and this is when Mega Man volunteered to become a fighting robot in the name of justice. To this day, Mega Man is very important to me. Whenever I had bad days, I would play the Mega Man games and would feel better in no time. He really helped me through some hard times as I got older I would see him as a symbol of hope, peace and happiness. The fact that someone created such an amazing game series that involved a unique robot such as him is very remarkable in my eyes.  


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It's crazy to think that robots exist right now and it makes me laugh a bit when people believe that robots can take over the world like in the fantasy stories we have seen and read about. A while back I saw a robot that was in Barcelona that had feelings and would give people a hug. It looked so cool! I did more research on it and found it's name and model.  


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Fascinating, isn't it? If I was rich, I would buy one in a heartbeat. Most of these types of robots come from Japan and I'm sure it's no secret that Japan is all about robots. It's one of the many reasons I want to visit someday to explore all the different areas of Tokyo to find anything robot related. Another popular robot that they have created is named “Asimo” (Advanced Step in Innovative Mobility) This robot is so advanced that it can recognize a human approaching it and shake it's hand as well as other human interactions. I remember seeing this robot when I was younger and wanted to tell my parents that I wanted one for my birthday, but of course, that was very naive of me. It's not like Japan was mass producing these things to have them be sold to kids like me. Not like the other robot that you read about named “Pepper” who can be bought easily if you have the money. If Japan continues to create robots, I will definitely get one in the future assuming I have the money for it. Pfft! Don't judge me! :P


If you think about it, we are technically living with robots. I don't mean actual robots that are in every house like you see in a movie or cartoon. We interact with AI in our daily lives and you can guess that I am referring to smartphones or some form of “smart” technology like Alexa if you have a Fire Stick from Amazon or perhaps Bixby on a Samsung Galaxy phone. There are various types of AI that assist us in our daily lives. They can monitor stress, how much exercise we need, how much water we have been drinking, finding the best restaurants in an unfamiliar city, guiding us if we are lost somewhere and the list goes on. Even when you text someone, it corrects our words for us. You can ask your phone to send someone a text message through text speech and not have to worry about looking down at your phone and text while you are driving (Which you shouldn't be doing anyways, but that's beside the point lol) Do you see where I am going with this? Technology has become so advanced and I feel like in no time, it will continue to evolve to the point that the movies, shows and cartoons we watched with actual robots helping people in their daily lives will become a reality. I mean.. a lot of those things have already predicted some of what we are living in now to a certain extent. Don't be surprised to see them in the future eating with people and being part of the family.  


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Even though I get excited when I see a new advancement in technology like a new phone that can do something your old phone can't do, people rush out and buy it. They are willing to spend over $1000 on something new and sometimes, I get it. Perhaps it is time for an upgrade for your phone, TV, something else. Other times, people just want that new product, because everyone else is getting it. So what happens to the old piece of technology? Well, for the most part, people keep it around as a back up for something. I can tell you that it took me a little over 4 years to upgrade my phone. I had a 2014 model phone that worked very well up until recently when the battery started to drain faster and it started to run slower. I was scared that it would die out on me and I ended up getting a new phone. Believe me when I say that I thought long and hard about it, because I'm not the type of person to get something new just because I want it or everyone else is getting it. It just so happens that my phone was reaching it's limit and I still use it despite how slow it has gotten and the battery draining fast. You're probably wondering why I still use it and it's because I have a lot of saved music on it as well as some other saved data that yes, I can technically transfer over to my new phone. The thing is, I'm both lazy and not ready to stop using my old phone. I may be weird saying that I am attached to it and lots of memories were created with it as well. I uninstalled all the apps that were on it and there's only a few that are saved such as the YouTube app. It seems like a hassle to carry around two phones, but what can I say? I'm a weirdo like that.


This got me thinking about robots existing with us in the future and it made me sad to think about newer versions of robots being created to replace an old model. I'm sure you have seen or read about a robot who was getting replaced and one of two things happens. Either one of the humans has grown attached to it and doesn't want it to go or the robot itself has feelings and becomes scared, angry and sad. They feel like their purpose was meaningless and they are going to be “recycled” soon enough. We have already recycled a lot of our own technology over the years, because it became obsolete. Do you know anyone who still uses VCRs, DVD players, cassette players, CD players? If they do, then they are definitely an old soul (Nothing wrong with that. I think it's interesting when there are people that still use all of that old stuff) or perhaps they have it around as part of a collection from their past that they can't let go of and helped them get through rough times. Going back to humans and robots, you now get what I mean when I say that even though it's great when technology continues to evolve, it also causes us to move on from the old stuff. Who knows what will happen though? If we do indeed begin to have robots in our houses, jobs and whatnot, I just picture people throwing out older models in favor of the newer ones they get, because the older model has become obsolete that it's time to embrace the change.


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I wholeheartedly believe that the robots we have seen in movies and TV will become a reality in the future. It makes me smile to think that they already exist and I think of many scenarios of how they will coexist with us. Perhaps they will be there to help us during harsh weather conditions?


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Or maybe to hang out with us when no one else can hang out and they are too busy while our mechanical friend is there to listen to us when we need to vent.


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How about the thought of them being part of something such as running an orchestra at a concert?


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Building them in our image and having human characteristics?


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Maybe in another type of image such as animals?


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I would say the biggest worry would be using them as war machines and violence. I mean, who wouldn't feel intimidated by them if they were used for such things?


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I believe they will be there for us and share the same emotions we have if we make it part of their programming. Maybe a machine might not want to kill anymore and want to change..


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Overall, they will slowly start to understand us and mimic our traditions and behaviors and cause more peace than harm while living among us.  


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Whatever we do, I guess we will have to wait and see what the future holds for these machines, won't we?


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(All images used belong to their original owners and I do not claim them as my own. A very special thank you to all these magnificent artists and their creative imaginations as well as to my readers :))


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