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Ok, Imma fucking vent about about something because I’ve been bottling this up for WAYYY too fucking long and I cant fucking contain myself any longer 

 Ok so I’m not that active on DA or discord that much anymore, reason being? I really and genuinely suck at communicating with other people if you could’nt blantently tell already, and because of this, I REALLY FUCKING HATE MYSELF and because of this, long and short of it is that I’ve been taken advantage of, betrayed, rejected and slandered way too many times in this crappy life of mine, whether it be online or offline (mostly offline to be frank, not to get some people confused) and its because of this I cant fucking speak my mind or fucking just have a normal fucking conversation with ANYONE without making things awkward and pissing people off. It’s because of this I am fucking HORRIFED at the thought of this happening again and then I go fuck shit up even more since I really cant think of the right thing to say at ANY FUCKING TIME AT ALL and people take me as some kind of fucking idiot who cant control his words or emotions or form proper arguments even if his life depended on it, its genuinely a really horrible fucking feeling y’know and quite frankly I’m sick of feeling this way. No I’m not trying to point out any names or even trying to fix this issue because there’s absolutely no way I can fucking go about communicating to anyone any differently, I’m a fucking socially awkward and super insecure autistic little shitstain who doesnt know when to keep his fucking mouth shut and I genuinely cant even cope with this sort of shit, I HATE IT WHEN IT HAPPENS AND MIND YOU, IT HAPPENS QUITE ALOT. I’m genuinely terrified if I say something stupid and it really blows thing out of proportion and I fucking know that people aren’t solely trying to ruin my life but fucking hell it feels too similar to that and I just cant stand it anymore.

I as a person, am afraid of being abused to hell and its my fucking irrational fears of such that gets in the way of fucking everything

I dont fuckin care if you try to call me out for being an attention seeking whore, making excuses not to cope or whatever shit you may hold against me, just know that I’m really trying not to cause any harm or offend anyone over the dumb shit I say. Actually feel free to point out what the hell is wrong with me because I really just fucking cant anymore

(No I’m not leaving the community or fucking doing something over-dramatic like deleting my profile and shit, thats fucking ridiculous of me to do so over reasons like this and I know better than to make things worse, just dont get that confused with what I’m saying)

and for those people who feel inclined to say some advice or something rather, give me about a day or two before I can come back to you, I’m just fucking done right now

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Ok so I just came out of watching avengers endgame and the only thing I’ll say is that this movie, will take you by surprise ALOT of times

Fantastic movie honestly
and just to lighten the mood a bit, heres a meme I found



this killed me
Oh yeah, the discord server is almost ready y’all

just have to do some tweaks n stuff so expect an invite real soon 
Remember that poll where I said my core was gonna die soon?

turns out some purro gave me 3 months extra of the stuff and I still don’t really have a use for it.

ooft
If I made a shitty discord server, would ya join?

My core is gonna die soon, rip 

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74 deviants said F

Turns out a lot of ya want more undertale/deltarune huh, which character do ya wanna see first? 

23%
16 deviants said Susie
17%
12 deviants said Sans vfuck I forgot (almost finished)
17%
12 deviants said Ralsei
14%
10 deviants said Mettaton EX + NEO (WHY IS THIS DUDE SO HARD TO MODEL AAAAAAAAA)
8%
6 deviants said Muffet
6%
4 deviants said Papyrus v3.5 (nearly there)
4%
3 deviants said Frisk/Chara (halfway there)
4%
3 deviants said Kris (literally going to be a frisk/chara edit)
4%
3 deviants said Greater Dog + Lesser Dog
3%
2 deviants said Doggo

Ok I know the deltarune models take top priority right now, but I just have to ask, out of these transformers designs, which do ya want to see the most? 

33%
11 deviants said Evergreen optimus
24%
8 deviants said Andrew Griffiths/IDW Dark cybertron Megatron
12%
4 deviants said IDW Prowl
12%
4 deviants said Evergreen Soundwave
9%
3 deviants said IDW Sideswipe
3%
1 deviant said Evergreen Bumblebee
3%
1 deviant said 2010 IDW Seekers
3%
1 deviant said Evergreen Barricade
0%
No deviants said Evergreen Grimlock

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TheDoubleAxe Featured By Owner Edited Apr 6, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
post someThing l o l
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PhoenixKittyx5 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
kachow
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Alderart39 Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2019
Omg it's the real Sans Gaming Channel!!!!!! Can I get your autograph?!
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FlamerLion Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2019  Student Digital Artist
Happy B-day Dunkle-S!
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