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Had I known how to save a life
Mitch is dead. And I couldn't do a damn thing to stop it from happening.
It was the day after the raiders had come to our home to kidnap more of us. And they'd succeeded. They got away with Louis, Aasim and Omar. And while that, too, sucked a lot and I wished it never happened, it wasn't the thing I was most upset about. After all we'd been through, losing Mitch was too much.
Somehow I'd made it through the funeral. We'd had those before, but Mitch's funeral had been harder on me than any of the other ones. Still I'd bravely been there from start to finish, but hadn't said a word to anyone and kept myself separated from everyone else. And after the funeral was over, I'd just.. run away from our graveyard, straight into the dorms and the room I'd shared with Mitch. But of course, it was only my room now. I'd thrown myself onto my bed, leaned against the wall and pulled my legs against my body, trying to comfort myself. And I cried. I cried a lot. All the kids here were cool, but Mitch h
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I love you 'til the sun dies - Prologue
"Clem! Clementine!"
I yelled as I ran right out of the admin building, passing by Rosie who was chilling on the stairs. I had my eyes fixated on the girl who was sitting on one of the couches in front of the dorms, and frantically waved some papers in my hand. I was so ridiculously excited about something that I just couldn't hold it in. As Clementine looked up, she saw me running towards her.
"What is it, Louis?"
she asked as I came to a full, hasty stop in front of her, having miscalculated the space I needed for slowing down, and fell down on the ground next to her feet. She seemed concerned.
"Well, okay, that was kind of uncharismatic and embarrassing,"
I said and heard Willy and Mitch laughing as they watched my performance. Then I started laughing too, a happy, bubbly laugh that I was unable to hold in.
"But, you can't believe what I found!"
I continued, talking so fast due to my excitement that it was a little hard to make out the words. Again I was waving the papers around righ
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Always there for you
When I first got here, I hated him. He was just so.. loud, and never stopped talking. All show and no brains. I'd often told him to just fuck off, but he never did, he ALWAYS bounced back like it was nothing. Even when I wanted to be left alone, he always came up from somewhere. To just piss me off, I'd thought. Now, as I was sitting on one of the couches on the yard, after the raiders were gone, one instance came to my mind.
I'd only been here for a week, maybe two. I hated everything and everyone, more or less. I hadn't made any real friends yet, it just wasn't easy for me. I was sulking alone in the room I had to share with couple of the kids, just sitting on my bed and wanting to be somewhere else. That's when there was a knock on the door.
"Go away,"
I muttered to the door. But it opened anyway.
"I said, go the fuck away!"
I growled like a fierce lioness.
"Well, I'm not going to,"
Louis said as he walked in, and I groaned. Out of all the possible people I had to be stuck in the sa
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Come back in one piece - Clem + Louis
After I'd met Clem and got to know her better, we started growing closer to each other very fast. She was really cool and AJ seemed like good company, too. Sometimes I went fishing with them, sometimes Clem came hunting with me. I enjoyed her company and it looked like she enjoyed mine, too. I appreciated it that she actually didn't turn her back and instead stayed with me and seemed happy to do so. It didn't take long after she'd arrived in here for us to start developing feelings towards one another. I'd never seen anyone like her before. Surely there were a couple other girls living in the school, but I'd known them for quite a while and they all just more or less felt like they could be my sisters. But Clementine.. she seemed like something else. Like someone who I actually had some stronger feelings for. I knew the others sort of made fun of it all behind my back, about how Clem fell right into my trap. But I didn't mind. I'd never had a girlfriend before, like I'd mentioned to Cl
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I love you 'til the sun dies
I wasn't the same person anymore after we'd returned to the school. The old Louis who would never shut up, who would always find a way to make everyone around him feel better and never failed to remind how much the people around him meant to him.. he was dead. Lost, and gone forever. I could feel everyone looking at me, feeling bad and lost because of what happened to me, sad because of the change in me. I couldn't guess what they were thinking, though, and honestly, I didn't care. I'd been so relieved and happy to see Clementine when she'd arrived to get me and the others back. I'd hugged her and cried in her arms while Aasim had told her what had happened. She'd been shocked, and I'd just.. silently smiled at her, despite being scared and hurting. My feelings for her hadn't changed one bit.
But now that we'd all made it back home and I was in the safe environment once more, I just wanted to disappear. And I ran, I just ran as fast as I could to the dorms, through the corridor and int
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Oh my darling Clementine alternate lyrics (TWDG)
Oh my darling, oh my darling
Oh my darling Clementine
I was lost and alone forever
'til I met you, Clementine
I know I'm pretty messed up
But still really fine
Think you figured it by now
Glad I met you, Clementine
Oh my darling, oh my darling
Oh my darling Clementine
You know I adore you
Oh, I love you, Clementine
Things went bad just like always
They just took me away
I was scared and alone again
Thought I lost you, Clementine
Oh my darling, oh my darling
Oh my darling Clementine
You would find a way
To get me back, Clementine
Now I'm scarred and traumatized
And I can't sing no more
But I still love you like before
Glad you found me, Clementine
Oh my darling, oh my darling
Oh my darling, Clementine
With you I feel safer
You're my whole world, Clementine..
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You can't give up the fight
The argument in the yard was finally starting to die down. Clementine, with the help of Louis, had managed to talk Marlon down.
"Just let me leave. You'll never have to see me again,"
Marlon pleaded to everyone as he slowly took a step towards Clementine.
"Just let me become... a bad memory. Just give me that.. Please.."
He continued, sounding lost.. like he had no fight left in him anymore. Clementine thought about it. She had a hard choice to make.. But she already how they would be doing this. They'd let Marlon stay, just not as a leader, and give him a chance to atone for something he'd done out of fear.
"Alright..."
Clementine said as Marlon stood next to her looking almost helpless and just.. waiting. Everyone else waited, too. Even Rosie was silent. And then... the silence was interrupted with a loud bang, that of a gun. And as Marlon fell down on the ground in pain in front of the others and revealed AJ was holding the gun, that he was the one to pull the trigger, everyone look
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Our love is like a song - Louis + Clementine
It was another calm night. Also another night spent without being able to sleep. I had spent my nights awake pretty much ever since Clementine had arrived at this school. She was.. something else. At first I didn't understand what I felt towards her, because I'd never felt like that before. But as time went on and I learned more and more about her, I finally began to understand. I thought I was in love. And despite really feeling the need to sleep, I just couldn't do it. And so, tonight, like on so many nights before this, I sat by my piano and calmly let my fingers run across the keys, producing some beautiful melodies.. as beautiful as I could get with a piano that was out of tune. Once again tonight I had lit up a couple candles to give me some light. I was so caught up in working my piano magic that I didn't even hear the door open and someone come in. That someone stopped soon after coming in and stood by the door, almost like they were mesmerized over what they saw. But finally,
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Should have believed harder - a Parappa oneshot
It was dark when I woke up from my deep sleep. I heard something, and soon understood what had woken me up. The phone was ringing, and no one was there to answer it. It just kept going and going until finally I managed to get up and make my way to the phone. And as I answered, I didn't yet have any clue about what was going to happen next.
- Hello..?
I said, tiredly rubbing my eyes with my free hand. Who on earth could be calling at this hour? The unknown caller was saying something about a restaurant and I had trouble keeping up with him. I didn't even know where he'd gotten this number. Maybe he'd heard about my reputation as a devoted and hardworking youth. I was so tired that I barely said anything, just stood there and listened. Occasionally I mumbled something that could be taken as a affirmative response. After some more time the call finally ended, and I was on my way back to bed. I almost fell back to sleep before my head even made contact with the pillows. I didn't really und
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That time he carried me back
The Lieutenant and I didn't have the easiest start as partners. My name is Connor, I'm a CyberLife RK-series prototype, model RK800, serial #313 248 317. I was designed to investigate deviant androids and deal with them, as well as assist the Detroit City Police Department. Lieutenant Anderson on the other hand.. I was assigned to assist him in cases involving androids. But he didn't think too highly of my kind due to some unpleasant past experiences, I believed at the time. But despite his hate towards androids we kept working together. He wasn't afraid to say that I was harassing him and following him around like a poodle.
One day I arrived at his house after not being able to find him at Jimmy's Bar. A new case had just come to my attention. After finding Hank.. Lieutenant Anderson collapsed on the floor I broke the window and went in. Then I met with his dog, Sumo. That marked the first real time I had his back, and as time went on, we started spending some more time together, on a
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It was a beautiful day in Japan. Very beautiful, but nothing out of the ordinary. Rioichi Cooper was on his way to get more fish. He had just very recently opened his sushi restaurant but it had already proved to be a success. The customers just kept coming in and he had again run out of fish. He was on a very good mood. He did everything by himself so his job could be hard, but it was also rewarding because he got to do what he loved. As he walked with light steps toward his favorite fishing spot, he had no idea that this day would change not only his life, but someone else's as well.
As he got closer, he noticed someone in front of his fishing pond. Of course he only saw this person fom behind but could soon tell that it was another raccoon. A female raccoon. She was as white as snow. Rioichi grew curious, and as he started making his way toward this lady, his plan was simple. He was going to politely greet her, maybe ask how she was doing, and then calmly proceed to fish. Rioichi's
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Mitch is dead. And I couldn't do a damn thing to stop it from happening.

It was the day after the raiders had come to our home to kidnap more of us. And they'd succeeded. They got away with Louis, Aasim and Omar. And while that, too, sucked a lot and I wished it never happened, it wasn't the thing I was most upset about. After all we'd been through, losing Mitch was too much.
Somehow I'd made it through the funeral. We'd had those before, but Mitch's funeral had been harder on me than any of the other ones. Still I'd bravely been there from start to finish, but hadn't said a word to anyone and kept myself separated from everyone else. And after the funeral was over, I'd just.. run away from our graveyard, straight into the dorms and the room I'd shared with Mitch. But of course, it was only my room now. I'd thrown myself onto my bed, leaned against the wall and pulled my legs against my body, trying to comfort myself. And I cried. I cried a lot. All the kids here were cool, but Mitch had been the one who always stood up for me. And now.. he was dead because he tried to save Tenn. It was his fault that Mitch was gone! I felt more tears well up and make their way down my cheeks, leaving streaks after them, which then were replaced by other streaks as more tears came up. I couldn't stop them.
I sat there for hours, in my own company, refusing to see anyone. I acted like a child, turning down anyone who knocked on my door. Clementine had been the latest one to try and pay me a visit. She had come to the door, asking me if I was hungry and wanted to come and eat something. She wasn't all wrong, because I hadn't been eating anything all day. My stomach was so empty that it hurt, but still I had turned down Clementine's offer.
"I don't want anything,"
I'd said to her, driving her, like all the others before her, away from me. She was worried. They all were, I knew it. But right now I didn't care about making them feel better. I didn't even care about myself. But they cared about me in return.. yet it still felt like there was nothing left, like I'd lost everything.

The day turned into night, and I still hadn't moved. After Clementine no one had tried to visit me. They were worried but also respected my wish to be left alone. Come night time, I heard more and more footsteps from the corridor outside my door. Others, except whoever had the lookout shift, were coming in to sleep. I heard some of them stop behind the door and wish me a good night.
"Good night.."
I said quietly back, my voice nearly a whisper. My eyes were red and hurting after all that crying. The tears had dried up for the moment, but I knew that the smallest thing would allow them to start running again.
I waited until I heard nothing but silence, and then got up to stretch my legs a little. They had become numb after not moving for so long. Soon I stopped by the window which gave out to the yard. I leaned against the worn-out desk and looked through the half-broken window. If I squinted my eyes, I could see the graveyard. I hesitated. I didn't want to do it. But I still felt like I had to. Earlier, during the funeral I hadn't even properly said goodbye to Mitch. I thought, maybe now was my chance when everyone else was asleep.

When I got out, the courtyard was silent and peaceful. And our graveyard.. even more so. No one was around. And actually, for once, I preferred it that way. No one could see me cry. The graveyard was dimly lit with a few candles. I walked closer, taking my time and looking at the graves. Sophie and Minerva.. They weren't even dead. Brody.. Marlon. Mitch. My eyes fixated on the cross with his name in it, and I sat down on the ground.
"Why'd you have to leave me? I wish you were still here.."
I almost whispered and looked at the cross with sad eyes.
"The others are really cool, of course. Clem and AJ have been so amazing, too, but.. I'm not sure they get me quite like you did. I know I pissed you off in the start, but you still stuck with me and looked out for me. Like that one time.."
I spoke, thinking about something that happened years ago.

I was so little back then, I think I'd only been here for no longer than a couple weeks. I'd seen all the kids but didn't really know anyone yet. I'd made some attempts, though. Some of them sure thought I was a decent kid, maybe, while others thought I was weird. And they were right about that one. But seeing how I was going to spend a long time in here, just like the other kids, I wanted to make some friends.
Then there was this one night in particular. It had been sort of a hot day, and when it turned to night, some darks clouds had covered up the sky. I was sitting on my bed in the room I shared with Mitch when the sky went really dark and the first lighting struck somewhere not too far from the school. I jumped up on my bed, scared out of my tiny mind. So far I hadn't told anyone how I was scared to death because of thunderstorms. And now it sounded like there was going to be one right on top of us. I was alone in the room, pulling myself as far away from the window as ever possible, and hugged my legs tightly. Soon another lightning lit up the sky, making me jump once more. I started shaking. And not too long after that Mitch came into the room for the night. That's when he saw my tiny figure nestled on the bed, clearly freaked out.
"Hey.. are you doing alright in there?"
he asked, walking closer to the bed. I tried to nod but couldn't do even that. And he saw through my lie, anyway, and decided to sit on the bed.
"Scared of the storm, are you, little buddy?"
I proceeded to shakily nod once more. And this time, what I meant was true.
"It's alright. It'll pass eventually, and it can't hurt you in here,"
Mitch added, sitting closer to me and leaning against the wall, hanging out with me until the storm came to a pass.


"Thanks for looking out for me that night.. And every day after that,"
I said, sniffing.
"I'm still scared of storms, even with the walkers around and everything, but thanks to you.. it's not so bad anymore."
I kept observing the cross, almost feeling peaceful for a moment. But not too long after it my emotions took the control again.
"Why did you just run at Lilly like that?! You'd still be alive if... Mitch, you're a goddamn idiot!"
My voice rang loudly on the silent graveyard. It startled me, hearing how loud it really sounded. Soon I'd learn that someone had heard the end of my frustrated monologue. Violet had been up in the bell tower and was on her way back to the dorms. She caught me off guard, to say the least.
"Hey.. what are you doing here?"
she asked quietly, startling me.
"You can't sleep either?"
she continued. I shook my head, attempting to quickly wipe away the tears.
"No, I.. I can't. So I just thought I'd come here, and.. you know.. to think, I guess."
My voice was shaky and I was ready to bet that Violet knew I'd been crying, but I felt like she wasn't going to make fun of me. She walked closer and I thought she was just going to go on her way, but instead she stopped right by me and sat down next to me, in front of the graves.
"I used to spend quite a lot of nights here after we lost the twins.."
she said, glancing over to the side, where their graves were.
"After we thought we lost them,"
she then corrected herself, unable to fully hide the subtle bitterness in her voice.
"I felt like I needed some alone time, and the best way to get that was to come here and just.. talk to Minnie and Sophie, even though they wouldn't talk back."
I didn't say anything, just listened and let her continue.
"I remember being so angry at Marlon and Brody, like.. how could something like that happen? We were always being so careful and never went anywhere alone. But I never yelled right at them even though I maybe should have. Instead I just came here to let out whatever emotions I was feeling. Like you're doing now,"
she finished talking and looked at me. I wanted to look away, but didn't. Instead I met her eyes, and saw a little, almost comforting smile on her face. That's when I finally spoke again.
"I was thinking about when I'd only been here for a few weeks or something like that.. There was that huge thunderstorm that night, and I was like.. scared to death because of it. I was just sitting on my bed and then Mitch came into the room and saw how scared I was.. He sat there with me until the storm went away, and.. I guess that's when I first understood that I wasn't alone here. That other people didn't hate me even though I came out weird or annoying, or maybe both."
Violet nodded, listening to me.
"I kind of remember that night, now that you brought it up.. Someone else was going to come check on you but Mitch said something about how he was your room mate and he was going to look after you,"
she said and my eyes grew a little wider.
"He did? That's.. I didn't know. I mean, we spent a lot of time together after that, but just never really talked about it."
"He sure did,"
Violet confirmed.
"It seemed to me like his mind was made up. He took you under his wing that night and looked after you ever since."
I sighed.
"Even when I was the biggest idiot ever."
"Even then,"
she said and suddenly proceeded to very lightly squeeze my shoulder, as if to calm me down. After that we sat side by side in silence for a few minutes, both thinking our own things. Until Violet broke the silence.
"I was on my way to the dorms, to try and get some sleep. Do you want to come with me or do you want to stay here?"
I hesitated only for a short moment.
"I think I'll stay for a little longer. I, uh.. I still got something I want to say to Mitch.."
Violet stood up and nodded in approval.
"Okay. Have a good night."
"You, too,"
I said to her and watched her walk away from the graveyard.

After she was gone, I turned to look back at Mitch's grave.
"I don't know why I thought she'd make fun of me just now.."
I muttered quietly, and then smiled a little.
"Mitch, I just wanted to say.. Thanks. For always being by my side,"
I said, standing up and touching the cross, tracing the outlines of Mitch's name with my fingertips.
"I know I didn't always seem grateful, but I really was. Thanks for listening to what I had to say.. Both back then and now. I'll.. come talk to you again later."

Having said that, I stood up, took one last look at the cross and started walking away in Violet's footsteps.
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Mitch is dead, and Willy's trying to find a way to cope with his loss. A TWDG oneshot.
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"Clem! Clementine!"
I yelled as I ran right out of the admin building, passing by Rosie who was chilling on the stairs. I had my eyes fixated on the girl who was sitting on one of the couches in front of the dorms, and frantically waved some papers in my hand. I was so ridiculously excited about something that I just couldn't hold it in. As Clementine looked up, she saw me running towards her.
"What is it, Louis?"
she asked as I came to a full, hasty stop in front of her, having miscalculated the space I needed for slowing down, and fell down on the ground next to her feet. She seemed concerned.
"Well, okay, that was kind of uncharismatic and embarrassing,"
I said and heard Willy and Mitch laughing as they watched my performance. Then I started laughing too, a happy, bubbly laugh that I was unable to hold in.
"But, you can't believe what I found!"
I continued, talking so fast due to my excitement that it was a little hard to make out the words. Again I was waving the papers around right in front of Clem's face.
"Okay.."
she hummed, amused and tried to get a look at the papers, but couldn't do it because I failed to keep my hand still.
"What's this?"
she asked curiously.
"Well.. it's a song that I found. I forgot I still had it saved, and, uh.."
My sunny expression fluently changed into that of slight uneasiness. Clementine waited patiently while I tried to gather my pieces back together. I took a deep, shaky breath.
"I.. I was just thinking if.. i-if you could, you know, maybe.. sing it with me?"
I had started stuttering due to my mixed nervousness and excitement, and waited for Clementine to say something, still playing around with the papers.
"Sing?"
Clementine finally repeated and gently took the papers from my shaky hand. I forced myself to keep breathing while she went through the song lyrics. I was scared that for whatever silly reason she would reject my little suggestion. But then she said, causing my heart to almost jump out of my chest:
"Hey, I know this song!"
"You.. you do?"
I asked, wondering if my ears were failing me. I looked right at her once more, my expression showing real excitement and just pure, bubbly happiness. It was funny how I could so fluently go from discomfort to just being so excited about something.
"I do.. I used to listen to it like.. years ago, thinking it sounded pretty awesome. But never did I think that someday I'd be asked to sing it with someone,"
she said to me, smiling the familiar smile that I loved so much.
"So, uh.. do you?"
I asked her, of course referring to if she wanted to come and sing with me. I felt the butterflies take flight in my stomach when she said:
"I do."

She get up from the couch and walked with me across the courtyard and back towards the admin building.
"Louis, are you alright?"
she then asked me. I was quiet for a while, trying to connect the dots about what she meant.
"You just took that pretty impressive nose dive when you ran to me back there,"
she cleared out.
"Oh, yeah, that.. Yeah, I'm fine, Clem. I was just so excited to show you this,"
I calmed her down a little. She gave me that smile that just always made me a little weak in the knees.
"You know, Lou.. It's really good to see you like that. Your happiness is always overflowing, and I wouldn't want to have it any other way. Please don't ever change."
Hearing that made my heart skip a beat. But then I smiled again.
"I promise, Clem,"
I said and took her hand in my own. She squeezed it softly.

We walked hand in hand up the steps, into the building and then heades straight into the music room. All the way my heart kept bouncing around like it was about to break free from my chest.
"Clem, I'm.. really happy that you didn't turn me down,"
I said, showing for the first time how I'd felt a little insecure about it.
"Louis, I would never, ever do it,"
she swore to me and looked so serious that I believed her right on the spot.
As we got to the music room, she followed me right to the piano. I sat down and she settled right next to me, putting the notes where they belonged. I then started calmly playing with very little effort. Playing the piano just was in my blood, I thought. Clementine was slowly nodding her head to the sound of the piano, and then, right on cue, she started singing.

"Little do you know
How I'm breaking while you fall asleep
Little do you know
I'm still haunted by the memories
Little do you know
I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece

Little do you know
I need a little more time"


I looked a little shocked when I heard her sing for the first time. It sounded so effortless and beautiful. She turned to look at me and I saw her expression change into that of concern. I then shook my head and nodded to her so she would keep singing. She smiled back at me and carried on with the song. Her voice sounded like it could belong to an angel.

"Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside
I've been holding back for the fear that you might change your mind
I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight

Little do you know
I need a little more time"


Then she went quiet and I took over. It was so seamless one could have sworn that we'd been practising. But that wasn't it, this was our first time doing anything like this together.

"I'll wait, I'll wait
I love you like you've never felt the pain
I'll wait
I promise you don't have to be afraid
I'll wait
The love is here and here to stay
So lay your head on me"


I sang while still playing the piano. My fingers were running on the keys without me even having to look at them. This was like my second nature. And while I thought that my voice didn't sound quite as beautiful as hers did, it still resonated nicely with the tunes of the piano. From the corner of my eye I could see Clementine swaying lightly from side to side, living in the moment. It warmed my heart to see her getting so into this.
As I moved on to the next verse I relaxed a little and started being more confident with my singing again, which sounded really damn good for someone who had never actually been taking singing lessons. I guessed there was just some natural talent mixed up in all of this.

"Little do you know
I know you're hurting while I'm sound asleep
Little do you know
All my mistakes are slowly drowning me
Little do you know
I'm trying to make it better piece by piece

Little do you know
I, I love you 'til the sun dies"


The smile on my face faded away a little. This verse in particular spoke to me on a personal level. I knew I'd made mistakes, a lot of them, and while I always kept a brave face on, acting like nothing could faze me, it was only half of the truth. I was quite insecure of myself at times, and was worried that one day my inability to take care of something would be that one last mistake, the one to cost someone their life. But I was trying to be better, even though not everyone could see it. But Clementine did, I believed so. She gave me a reassuring smile, and I smiled brightly right back at her.

And then we started singing together in harmony.

"Oh wait, just wait
I love you like I've never felt the pain
Just wait
I love you like I've never been afraid
Just wait
Our love is here and here to stay
So lay your head on me"


I felt like my heart was beating so loud that it would soon burst out of my chest. I heard my own voice perfectly blend in with Clementine's own, almost like it was meant to be this way. The song was a duet of course, but in my mind I felt like it had never sounded this good before. Clementine closed her eyes, letting this moment carry her away completely. I soon followed her example, seeing how open and comfortable she felt, and let my eyes close as well.

"I'll wait (I'll wait), I'll wait (I'll wait)
I love you like you've never felt the pain
I'll wait (I'll wait)
I promise you/I don't have to be afraid
I'll wait
The love is here and here to stay
So lay your head on me
Lay your head on me
So lay your head on me"


We continued singing in perfect unison, our voices growing even louder as we let all our happiness burst free. Due to being so caught up in the song we didn't even notice how we had some audience looking and listening near the music room doorway. Willy and Violet had snuck in and stood there for some time. Willy seemed a little mesmerized by what he was witnessing. Violet was speechless as well by how two people could sound so good together, like it really was meant to be just like that. Eventually, before we could end the song, she touched Willy's shoulder and gestured to him that they should leave before we were able to notice anything. And after taking one last look at us they left. Just in time too, because the song was coming to an end.

"'Cause little do you know
I, I love you 'til the sun dies..."


I finished the song and slowly opened my eyes. Clementine did the same, too. And for some time we just sat there, looking at each other. I felt greatly out of breath by this one of a kind experience. Clementine looked straight into my eyes.
"Are you alright?"
she quietly mouthed the words, and I nodded. Then she got a little closer to me and gently pressed her lips against my own, and kissed me. I felt my face turn a little red as I put my arms over her shoulders, looking at her affectionately. The kiss lasted for a while, and after we slowly, reluctantly pulled away from each other, I just didn't want this moment to end yet. I tried looking for some courage from those beautiful eyes of hers.
"I love you, Clem.."
I whispered and, with my heart still beating like crazy, I kissed her again.
I love you 'til the sun dies - Prologue
This is the prologue chapter to my previous story. I usually only work on oneshots but I felt like this one needed another, happier chapter to balance the grief and sadness of the original.
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When I first got here, I hated him. He was just so.. loud, and never stopped talking. All show and no brains. I'd often told him to just fuck off, but he never did, he ALWAYS bounced back like it was nothing. Even when I wanted to be left alone, he always came up from somewhere. To just piss me off, I'd thought. Now, as I was sitting on one of the couches on the yard, after the raiders were gone, one instance came to my mind.

I'd only been here for a week, maybe two. I hated everything and everyone, more or less. I hadn't made any real friends yet, it just wasn't easy for me. I was sulking alone in the room I had to share with couple of the kids, just sitting on my bed and wanting to be somewhere else. That's when there was a knock on the door.
"Go away,"
I muttered to the door. But it opened anyway.
"I said, go the fuck away!"
I growled like a fierce lioness.
"Well, I'm not going to,"
Louis said as he walked in, and I groaned. Out of all the possible people I had to be stuck in the same room with HIM?
"I'm here to help you feel better."
"Well, I don't need to feel better, I just need you to get away from me,"
I quietly warned him. Louis at least thought about it for a while, which surprised me, but I didn't let my hopes get up. Good that I didn't, because he still refused to leave me by myself.
"Sorry to disappoint you, but I'm not getting out before I see you smile again,"
Louis said, giving me that annoying, stupid trademark smile of his.
"You've never even seen me smile,"
I corrected him, still sitting on the bed.
"Yeah, well, that's exactly the problem. And we're going to change things now."

I felt defeated. I could punch this guy right in his face and he still wouldn't leave.
"...Fine,"
I eventually sighed.
"Sit down or whatever you want to do, I don't care, and say what you want to say."
Louis sat down on the floor while I still occupied the bed.
"You know.. you're not the first one I've welcomed here,"
he said, keeping a steady eye contact with me. I looked at the window, though.
"Well, whoever was before me, was the last one. No one cares about me or wants me. Everyone just abandons me,"
I said, sounding a little bitter. It was all part of the defensive barrier I'd built around myself. It never failed when everything else did. Louis was observing me closely.
"Well, let me tell you.. some of the adults here are jerks, but not all of them, believe me. And, the kids in here, they're actually alright. I'm sure you'll end up finding someone you can trust,"
he said, sounding awfully confident. I was getting the idea that he was always like that, positive and happy. I didn't know how he did it, and somewhere deep inside, a small part of me felt jealousy because of it. For Louis it was so easy to be around people, he was born to do it, born to make everyone happy.
"Find someone I can trust?"
I repeated.
"Everyone I ever cared about, has abandoned me, one way or another. Good luck trying to find someone who I can trust again."
"You might as well start with me,"
Louis said, still giving me the personal space I needed.
"Because, if you think about it, everything's easier if you have people you can trust, and who can trust you. We all got problems, otherwise we wouldn't be here."
As I sat there, safely on my bed and just listened to him talk and talk, I started to warm up to him a little. I didn't think I would just let it happen, but the invisible barrier around me started to break, just a little by little. It really looked like what I'd heard about him was true. Louis had that way to talk his way right through whatever you had placed in front of him, and straight into your heart. He was a natural talker, but despite what I'd thought earlier, it wasn't all just nonsense. He had meaning to his words, and a good heart.
"Well.."
Louis said, pulling me out of my thoughts. He stood up and started walking back to the door.
"It was good talking to you. Thanks for listening."
He made it to the door and opened it. Then I stood up, looked at his back and said:
"Hey.. Thanks."
Louis stopped and turned, smiled at me and said:
"You're welcome. Glad to be of assistance."

I got pulled out of that memory as Willy ran past me on his way to start his lookout shift. I briefly shook my head, stood up and walked up to Clementine.
"Clem.."
I said and touched her arm.
"We have to get Louis back. He's the one guy we all need."
"Don't worry,"
Clem said to me in return.
"We will."
Always there for you
A shorter story told from Violet's PoV. She reflects on the time she first got to know Louis, and how it opened her eyes.
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After I'd met Clem and got to know her better, we started growing closer to each other very fast. She was really cool and AJ seemed like good company, too. Sometimes I went fishing with them, sometimes Clem came hunting with me. I enjoyed her company and it looked like she enjoyed mine, too. I appreciated it that she actually didn't turn her back and instead stayed with me and seemed happy to do so. It didn't take long after she'd arrived in here for us to start developing feelings towards one another. I'd never seen anyone like her before. Surely there were a couple other girls living in the school, but I'd known them for quite a while and they all just more or less felt like they could be my sisters. But Clementine.. she seemed like something else. Like someone who I actually had some stronger feelings for. I knew the others sort of made fun of it all behind my back, about how Clem fell right into my trap. But I didn't mind. I'd never had a girlfriend before, like I'd mentioned to Clem on that one night. And I felt like she could be the one.

On one evening I found Clementine sitting by the fire, staring into the flames. It was quite late but it looked like she couldn't get any sleep. I sure felt the same. I'd been laying in my bed for the past hour or so, unable to sleep. So eventually I gave up, stood back up and walked to the door in order to go outside and get some fresh air. That's when I saw her guarding the fire and started walking closer, greeting her softly as I did so.
"Hey, Clem,"
I said and she turned her head to look at me. She smiled.
"You can't sleep?"
she asked from me. I calmly shook my head as I sat down right next to her.
"No.. I mean, I tried. But it didn't really work. So I figured I'd come outside for a moment. Didn't think you'd be here, too."
"Yeah.."
Clem said and kept looking at me.
"AJ fell asleep a good while ago but I wasn't able to do so. And so I came out here. Now it looks like you and I had the same plan."
She smiled at me once more and I smiled at her. Just by looking at her I felt how the butterflies in my stomach flew up once more. It always seemed to happen when I was near her.

For a while we sat side by side in calm silence, just looking at the fire. It felt relaxing. But soon enough one of us broke the silence and we started talking about pretty much everything. About what our lives had been like before the hell broke loose, about all the people we had met at some point in our lives, about everything we could think about. And eventually I put my arm around her. I heard her heartbeat and I was sure she heard mine, too. Especially after she gently laid down her head and rested it against my shoulder. I softly held her close and listened to her breathe. Not too long after that we once more sat there in the comfortable, safe silence and she fell asleep in my arms. I carefully adjusted her position a little so that she'd be more comfortable.

As the flames died down, I started feeling chilly. And so I carefully picked Clementine up and started carrying her towards the dorms. I wasn't exactly sure what AJ would do or think if he woke up during the night and saw me in Clem's bed curled up against her so I made the decision and carried her into my room and quietly closed the door behind us. I walked to my bed and very, very carefully laid her down before settling in next to her. I listened to her calm, relaxed breathing, and in the long run it lulled me to sleep, too. We spent that night together.

On the following day I was to go hunting in the nearby woods with Violet.
"I wish I could come with you.."
Clem said to me from behind the gate.
"Me too.."
I replied as I took the time to briefly touch her hand with my own. I only stopped when I was interrupted by Violet.
"Louis. We need to go now. You two can continue from where you left off when we come back."
She nodded to me, implying that I had to follow her. I sighed.
"She's right, I guess. We'll be back as soon as we can. Stay safe, Clem,"
I still said and looked right into her lovely eyes.
"I was going to say the same to you.."
Clementine said and smiled at me.
"You'd better come back in one piece."
"I will, Clem. Don't worry."
As Clementine watched us walk away from the gate, she quietly whispered to herself:
"...I already do."

Violet and I hadn't been out for too long, roughly half an hour, when she suddenly tugged my arm and pulled me back to hide behind a tree.
"What?"
I whispered to her, and she barely nodded her head.
"Don't look now, but I saw that guy, the one we ran into earlier.."
"Back at the train station?"
I asked, and she nodded again.
"Shit..."
I mumbled.
"Shit is right. Louis, don't move,"
she warned me, and I shook my head.
"I'm not going to if you won't."
But soon our quiet conversation was interrupted by an unknown voice.
"We know you're there. Show yourselves."
The stern, serious voice belonged to a woman. Violet and I simultaneously glanced at each other. She looked startled, and I knew I did, too.
"Come on. Don't make this any harder for yourselves."
"...Oh, shit.."
I finally sighed and briefly nodded for Vi to stand up. She wasn't sure of that plan, and quite frankly, neither was I.
"Let's do what they say for now, and if things go to shit, we.. we bail."
It was the best plan we had at that moment, and so we went on with it. Violet stood up and walked forward. I followed her.
"Now, we have some questions for you,"
the woman continued, looking as rude and straightforward as she sounded.
"You'd be wise to answer honestly and not try anything stupid if you know what's good for you. We know that there's a school nearby here. We're looking for its leader, a kid named Marlon."
Violet and I looked at each other again, before she very briefly spoke:
"He's dead."
My expression briefly turned almost pained.
"Shit.."
the woman said, but soon continued.
"We can still make this work. Now you two will take us back to your school and no one has to get hurt. Think about how you want to play this out."
Underneath that calm and cool but cold appearance we could sense some aggression. I didn't like it and neither did Vi.
"Start backing up..."
she mouthed the words to me. And so I followed her example.
"Don't even think about it. Stop right there,"
the woman gave her next order. We didn't do as she said, simply out of fear. When we just kept backing up more and more, she raised her gun. Some fear flashed in Violet's eyes. And without any more warnings the woman pulled the trigger and shot right at us. Violet felt the bullet whizz right past her. And then I felt a sharp, sudden pain as the bullet easily broke through my jacket and dug right into my arm.
"Oh, fuck..."
I cursed. Violet took one quick look at me and made her next decision in a split second.
"Shit.. RUN!!"
she yelled, and without thinking anything more about it I just turned around and ran as fast as I could. Violet followed right behind me.
"Don't stop, no matter what, don't stop and just run! We need to lose those freaks!"
As we ran away from them, we could still hear how they fired their guns. The sound also attracted walkers, and while they also added to the danger, they did give us an opening, and we lost the strangers into the swarm of walkers.

We didn't stop until we were sure that we were in the clear. By then Violet had taken the lead and I had fallen behind her. She kept glancing over her shoulder as we ran, and eventually she decided to call the all clear.
"Oh, thank god.."
I sighed in pain and relief, stopped and leaned against the nearest tree trunk. I let go of Chairles and just leaned back, clutching my hurting arm and closing my eyes for a brief moment. That was the first chance for Vi to actually see what had happened.
"Oh, shit.. I heard the gunshot and saw you get hit, but I didn't have the chance to register it in that moment.. I was just so freaked out by all of it. I didn't even think, I just told you to run.."
"It's fine, Vi.. I think you might have saved us by doing so, but.. Shit, it feels awful.."
"Did the bullet go through?"
"I don't know.. It might still be in there for all I know.."
After briefly inspecting the damage Violet bent over to pick up Chairles.
"I don't think they'll be able to find us in here, but we should get back to the school, have Ruby take a look at you."
I just slowly nodded and took the first steps away from the tree. I could walk just fine, even though the gunshot wound in my arm kept reminding me of its presence. Violet didn't take her eyes off of me in the whole time we were still out in the woods.

Eventually we made our way back to the school.
"Hey! They're back!"
we heard Willy's voice from the vantage point. It was hard not to hear him. Guy was loud like a foghorn. Violet opened the gate and we went in, closing the gate again behind us. Violet went on her way to find Ruby, while Clementine ran to me, having heard that we'd come back. Her relieved and happy expression very soon made a sharp turn and changed to worry. In fact, she'd already flung herself to hug me tightly, and only stopped when she felt me wince. That's when she slowly pulled away from me and saw the blood that had seeped through the fabric.
"Oh my god.. Louis, what happened?"
she absolutely demanded to know as she took my hand and started guiding me to where Ruby was.
"Good to see you too, darling.."
I said with a smile, but then got serious.
"We ran into the guy we saw earlier at the train station. He had someone with him this time. A woman. They started asking questions about Marlon and demanded that we peacefully take them here. We weren't going to do it, of course, and Violet made the call to back up and leave. We were scared. And the more we backed up, the more aggressive they got. Then that woman shot me, and Violet just told me to run, so I did. Eventually we lost them because of the walkers. And.. now we're here."
"I'm sorry, Louis.. Did the bullet go clean through?"
Clementine asked, with all the worry clearly shining in her eyes.
"We didn't have much time to check, but I don't think it did. It still kind of hurts.."
"Alright.. Come on, let's get to Ruby."
"She's in the admin building,"
Violet instructed as she came running back outside.

We walked across the yard and made our way to the admin building. Mitch had told us we'd find Ruby there. And he was right, Ruby was in Marlon's old office, looking through some things. Aasim was with him, sitting behind the desk and seemingly writing down about what had been happening. I didn't think I'd ever said to him, but it was actually a good thing to do, to chronicle things and your thoughts. Sometimes things did get too hard to handle, and then we all tried to look for something to take our minds off our problems and ease our burdens somehow. For me, playing piano was the way to go. Aasim relieved his mind by writing. We all had our own ways.
"Oh, hey, you're back,"
Aasim said, lifting his gaze from the book for long enough to greet us. That's when Ruby turned around.
"How'd it go?"
she asked.
Clementine answered to her.
"Can you help us?"
she then directed a question at Ruby, who then noticed how I was holding my arm.
"What happened to you?"
she asked as she hurried over to us.
"We ran into some creeps in the woods. They shot at us and I took the hit for Violet,"
I told her. Ruby seemed concerned and instructed me to take my jacket off. I did so, but needed some help from Clementine, because bending my arm really hurt. Soon enough she was holding my jacket in her arms and Ruby could start checking out the wound. Aasim lifted his head once more, just in time to see the bullet wound.
"Dude, are you okay?"
he asked. I winced but nodded anyway, trying to act tough and brave. Why did guys always do that thing, anyway? I wasn't sure.
"Yeah, I'm fine.. It hurts, but I'm sure I can live with it."
"Okay, now if you'd hold still for just a moment.. Are you sure that you don't want to sit down? It would maybe make this a little easier for both of us,"
Ruby said. Aasim was listening to our conversation while he kept writing something in his book. Soon he closed it and stood up.
"Yeah, just.. sit in the chair. I'm done writing for now, anyway,"
he offered and Clementine walked me to Marlon's chair and helped me sit down. Quite honestly, I didn't feel that helpless, but her caring felt heartwarming and comforting so I didn't resist. Ruby followed us to the desk and finally started observing the wound. She looked around it for a pretty good while. I was nervous because of what kind of news she'd have to tell me. I was scared that the bullet would have shattered into pieces inside my arm. But eventually Ruby relieved our worries.
"Well, it looks to me like the bullet went clean through. There's a clear exit in your arm and there's no shrapnel in the wound."
"Oh, thank god,"
I sighed out, unable to hold it back. Clementine squeezed my shoulder gently.
"All I'll have to do is clean up the wound a little and then dress it up so it'll be less likely to get infected,"
Ruby added as she soon started cleaning the wound. She'd learned to be good at this, so it didn't take long, and after a short while the wound was cleaned and bandaged.
"There,"
Ruby said and smiled a little.
"You should be good to go. Just, come back to me if you start feeling anything out of ordinary."
I promised to do so, and with that she let us leave.

On our way back out we met up with Rosie. She was again resting on the admin building's steps. She soon lifted her head as she heard us approach, and came to say hello. She wagged her happy little tail as we petted her.
"You know.."
Clementine said as we after a few minutes walked away from Rosie and sat on one of the couches.
"You really scared me. I.. I had a bad feeling when you and Violet walked out of the gates. I couldn't tell what it was, but it didn't feel good. I was scared that something would go wrong. And then you came back after being shot at.."
I listened quietly until she stopped talking.
"I'm sorry, Clem.."
I said and looked down.
"I never meant to scare you, I just.. It happened to fast. And, Clem.. I'm a screw-up. I think I'd be dead if it wasn't for Violet. I think she saved me when she told me to run.."
I said, sounding mostly alright, just a little bit shaken.
"Come here, Louis.."
Clementine then softly asked and I moved a little closer to her. As I did, she wrapped her arms tightly around me. I did the same to her. We sat there, side by side, and she held me until I felt better.
"You're safe. No one will hurt you ever again.. or they're going to pay for it,"
Clementine whispered in my ear. I believed her.
Come back in one piece - Clem + Louis
I finally finished working on a oneshot I started sometime last year. It's more Clementine and Louis once more, it's just my favorite pairing out there. Violet and Louis go hunting and Clem has a bad feeling about it. Will they both come back home safely?
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I wasn't the same person anymore after we'd returned to the school. The old Louis who would never shut up, who would always find a way to make everyone around him feel better and never failed to remind how much the people around him meant to him.. he was dead. Lost, and gone forever. I could feel everyone looking at me, feeling bad and lost because of what happened to me, sad because of the change in me. I couldn't guess what they were thinking, though, and honestly, I didn't care. I'd been so relieved and happy to see Clementine when she'd arrived to get me and the others back. I'd hugged her and cried in her arms while Aasim had told her what had happened. She'd been shocked, and I'd just.. silently smiled at her, despite being scared and hurting. My feelings for her hadn't changed one bit.
But now that we'd all made it back home and I was in the safe environment once more, I just wanted to disappear. And I ran, I just ran as fast as I could to the dorms, through the corridor and into my room, slamming the door shut behind me and then just collapsing on the floor in one of the corners.. like I'd been when Clem had found me. I sat there, hugging myself, shaking and crying for everything I'd been through.. everything I'd lost. The pain, the sadness.. everything I'd been through flushed over me in one big wave that would drown me. I closed my eyes tightly as if to hide from everything.

I didn't know how long I'd been sitting there until I heard a faint knock on the door. I lifted my head just a little when the door opened, and Clementine stepped in. I saw her expression change from a little concerned to worried as she saw how I looked. I'd cried so much that my eyes were red, and the endless tears had stained my cheeks and mixed in with the blood around my mouth. I was a shaking mess, nothing else. Yet still Clementine walked to me, I could briefly see her holding a water bottle before she knelt down next to me. I wasn't going to drive her away, I didn't have the strength.. and I needed someone even though I couldn't say it.
"Oh, Louis.."
Clementine said with sorrowful eyes, interrupting my thoughts. I had just been thinking about the things I'd enjoyed before.. the things that had helped me through harder times and made me feel better.. Like playing the piano, more than anything. Before Clem came in, I'd made a heartbreaking decision. I was never going to play the piano again. No matter how much I'd loved it, that part of me was dead now. I couldn't think that playing might actually help me move on. But no, I just wouldn't be able to do it anymore, even though I had two working hands. I didn't know it yet, but Clementine had been talking about it with others, out on the yard. About finding some ways to help me. And Violet had brought up the piano, saying how I had sometimes used it to piss her off, playing and singing super loudly on purpose when she'd been close.
"That piano, as much as he used it to drive me crazy, is such a big part of him. Can you talk with Louis, Clementine?"
she'd asked.
"Maybe, I don't know, try to get him to play it again. See if it would help?"

And now Clem was here, sitting down next to me. I didn't keep much of an eye contact with her, if at all. I just kept looking down with sad eyes.
"Here, Louis.."
she suddenly said, opened the water bottle and carefully tilted it a little to dampen a part of her sleeve, lacking a proper rag, and really gently and carefully cleaned the around of my mouth. She took her time and was really caring because she knew just how hurt I was.
"There.. that's a little better,"
she then said and gave me a small, reassuring smile. She then let me lean against her shoulder.
"Louis.."
she said after a very short silence, knowing that this might not be easy for me.
"Please, listen to what I have to say, alright?"
I only nodded, so Clementine took a deep breath to give herself more courage, and then just decided to bring up the plan.
"Louis, I talked with the others before I came here, and Vi suggested that maybe you should try playing the piano again. She said how it always used to make you feel better, and also how you used it to drive her crazy."
I turned a little pale, hearing about the plan. There was no way for me to do this..
"Can you try, Louis? At least a little? Just to press some random keys, if nothing else. And I've.. missed hearing you play,"
Clementine then said to end her speech. I already slowly shook my head, so caught in my fears. But Clem knew it, and she also knew that I shouldn't be allowed to keep going like this, because I would just destroy myself completely.
"I promise to you, nothing will hurt you here,"
she then said, pressing a gentle kiss on my cheek. And I didn't know how, but pretty soon I stood up with him. Some part of me was still voicelessly screaming how this was a bad idea, and I thought I agreed with it, but I also didn't want to let Clementine down. I never did. That alone was why I followed her outside. On the way to the admin building I briefly saw Violet look in our direction and giving an approving nod to Clementine. She nodded back and held my hand for every step of the way.

As we stepped into the building, it seemed and felt the same like it had done the last time I was there. The piano room entrance was just next to the front door, and Clementine carefully led me in. I then took a few deep breaths standing by the door before I walked with her into the room. Clementine encouraged me to sit on the bench and soon she joined me, sitting right next to me, which I was glad and relieved about. After a moment of total silence I pressed a couple of the keys just to try it out. Clementine smiled next to me.
"Louis.."
she then decided to say.
"Can you.. try playing a song? Any song?"
I turned to look at her, slightly tilting my head. I was seriously thinking about it. And after a moment of hesitation I put my hands on the keys, taking one last deep breath and started playing. Clementine recognised the song soon, it was "Little Do You Know" by Alex & Sierra. We had used to sing it together every now and then. But now it wouldn't be the case anymore. Still, I kept playing and soon I heard Clementine start singing the song just like nothing had changed.

"Little do you know
How I'm breaking while you fall asleep
Little do you know
I'm still haunted by the memories"


She sang and I kept playing while she continued the song. Her voice really was beautiful, I hadn't heard many like it before. Eventually the song reached the first chorus, where I would've taken over and started singing. But now the only sound I could produce was the one of silence. I looked and Clem and seemed a little scared, so soon she made the choice and continued singing for me. I didn't realize it at the time because I was so caught up by my feelings, but I smiled at her. Then she kept singing and leading us throughout the song while I took care of the music. The beautiful sounds of both the piano and Clementine filled the entire room.. Just like our voices had used to do before. We had sounded really good together. But now, all I could do was make sure the piano sounded better than it had ever done before.
The song advanced and Clementine's voice echoed in my ears like the most beautiful sound I'd ever heard. Eventually we got to the final chorus, which was where we would've been singing together. And the harmony our voices had produced.. it was really special, no words could make it enough justice. I closed my eyes and let my fingers traverse on the piano keys as Clementine sang for both of us.

"Oh wait, just wait
I love you like I've never felt the pain
Just wait
I love you like I've never been afraid
Just wait
Our love is here and here to stay
So lay your head on me"


I listened to her give her all to the song, and let it take me away completely. That was when the tears started running down my cheeks once more. This time I cried not only for everything I'd lost and could never get back, but also for the chance of maybe somehow moving on despite everything that I'd been through. For the first time I felt like maybe there was still some hope for me, too, and that I wasn't alone. As I guided the song close to the end, I smiled between the tears. Clementine had put her arm around me as she sang the last words of the song, which I normally would have done. But I still sang them in my mind.

"'Cause little do you know
I, I love you 'til the sun dies"
I love you 'til the sun dies
A new oneshot inspired by episode 3 of the Final Season of Telltale's The Walking Dead. Clementine tries to help Louis cope with all the bad things he's been through.
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Hey, everyone! I like quite a lot of things, starting from writing and drawing. Out of those two especially writing is very close to my heart. It has pretty much taken over. Animals are also something that I love very much, especially dogs, cats, wolves and birds. My life would be so different without my stupid little dog. He's so annoying sometimes, but I couldn't imagine life without him anymore. And speaking of animals, I love going around town and taking photos of different animals with my cellphone's crappy camera if I get the chance. I might just be sitting at the bus station, waiting for bus, and if I for example see a bird walking from in front of me, I just have to take a photo of that. I've got quite a few photos stored up in my cellphone's memory. I think I seriously need a proper camera. And when it comes to photos and just admiring the scenery, sunsets are also something I love to both watch and take photos of. I'm not a very sociable person, I just like to spend my time with animals and taking photos of everything.

Other than those things already mentioned I also love music (couldn't live without it), sleeping and eating. There's almost nothing better than good food. I'm not a very good cook even though I've got a chef's degree. It's not my passion, but at the time I didn't know what else I'd do with my life (I still don't know) but I had to do something with my time. I love watching cooking etc shows on tv though, and Gordon Ramsay is one of my biggest idols/role models. Everytime one of his shows airs on tv, I'll be sure to watch it. Hell's Kitchen was one of the first tv shows I really remember watching.
I'm also a huge user of video games. I just love them. Playing video games is something I'm really good at. If I only got paid for sleeping, eating and playing video games, I'd be the happiest woman on earth : D
And if I'm not playing games myself, I'm often on YouTube watching some let's plays. Markiplier, jacksepticeye, Stephen Georg (StephenVlog and StephenPlays), Cry, DashieXP, LordMinion777 and a finnish gaming group called LaeppaVika are some of my absolute favorites. I can spend so much time with all these guys, it's like they're all my friends, and I wouldn't want it any other way.

But of course there also are things I really dislike. For example spiders. I'm so afraid of them, it's insane. Other things include waking up early, all kinds of wars and fighting, animal abuse.. and so on.

I'm usually a pretty friendly, but socially very awkward person, who doesn't have many friends IRL. On the internet things are quite different. I care about nature and animals and can't stand people who throw their trash out on the street or anything like that. My temper is very short, and people who know me, are well aware of that. I'm super easy to get annoyed. I also find it very hard to accept advice from others, I always want to do things my way. I love my best friend, but I still need some own space and time on a daily basis, when I can decide what I want to do without having to care about others. Sometimes I even feel like I'm afraid of other people. I'm, depending on things of course, pretty easily scared, but I still love horror games and films. During night time my imagination often starts running wild and I can imagine some things happening even though everything's actually normal, like usual. I might have a fear of isolation, even though I only get thoughts like this when I'm by myself in my apartment. I like to have some alone time every now and then, but I still feel kind of isolated sometimes.

And when things come to art.. Well, to be honest, half the time I don't think that the things I do are good enough. I'd like to, but I always compare them to things that other, more skilled artists have made. I see all the differences and then I just almost want to quit this whole art thing. I always think differently on the following day, but it's still not nice to think like this. To think that my art just isn't good enough.

Current Residence: Finland
Favourite genre of music: quite a few, depends on my mood
Favourite style of art: traditional, literature, photography too
Favourite cartoon character: absolutely too many to make a correct list
Personal Quote: "You gotta believe in what you love to do."
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