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Look Over Your Hills by Drool-in-terror Look Over Your Hills :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 5 0 What Means Suicide? by Drool-in-terror What Means Suicide? :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 29 15 Desktop Dec '10 by Drool-in-terror Desktop Dec '10 :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 3 10 Isn't The One by Drool-in-terror Isn't The One :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 23 15 Today is Always Midnight by Drool-in-terror
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Today is Always Midnight :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 5 15
Set The Controls by Drool-in-terror Set The Controls :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 32 8 'This is us' wallpaper by Drool-in-terror 'This is us' wallpaper :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 61 37 Yes. by Drool-in-terror Yes. :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 40 26 September Wallpaper by Drool-in-terror September Wallpaper :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 10 20 Room circa 03-09-10 by Drool-in-terror Room circa 03-09-10 :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 5 24 Icy Summer by Drool-in-terror Icy Summer :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 19 17 J2 Big_Bang Mag Cover by Drool-in-terror J2 Big_Bang Mag Cover :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 109 44 Inception Wallpaper July '10 by Drool-in-terror Inception Wallpaper July '10 :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 6 15 Screencap Jul'10 by Drool-in-terror Screencap Jul'10 :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 4 6 Need a Wish by Drool-in-terror Need a Wish :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 20 9 Unholy Tax Accountant by Drool-in-terror Unholy Tax Accountant :icondrool-in-terror:Drool-in-terror 60 25

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DEMON ANGEL by lordzavulon666 DEMON ANGEL :iconlordzavulon666:lordzavulon666 47 11
The ocean waves crash below you.
You toss the bits of paper before you,
Watching as they disappear into the sea.
You still don't know why you come here.
After 7 years you think you should find some closure.
Every day for 7 years on that same rickety boat,
The same ocean air fills your lungs,
The same misty chill wraps around your thin, bare arms.
Every day you swear you'll submerge yourself,
Just as he had, just to see how it feels,
Just a toe, just to start.
Rain begins to fall and you recoil, hugging your knees.
Tomorrow, you promise yourself.
You'll go all the way tomorrow.
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Trench Work by flyingweasles109 Trench Work :iconflyingweasles109:flyingweasles109 5 17 Into Nothing by mou-s Into Nothing :iconmou-s:mou-s 9,363 710 Fear Itself by flesh-eating-weasels Fear Itself :iconflesh-eating-weasels:flesh-eating-weasels 5 8 Questions For God by gilad Questions For God :icongilad:gilad 922 374 Tutorial: How to draw hair by Cataclysm-X Tutorial: How to draw hair :iconcataclysm-x:Cataclysm-X 9,464 741 childhood by gapgirl childhood :icongapgirl:gapgirl 580 328 Moonlight Tango by ryoung Moonlight Tango :iconryoung:ryoung 177 13
What say you?
Come, whispered the gatekeeper
And I'll take you to
A place where flames dance on water
A place where flowers bloom at night
And where trees grow ever green
What say you?
Come, said the gatekeeper
And I'll take you to
A place where heroes still exist
A place where dragons and phoenix still roam
And all your fantasies come to life
What say you?
Come, called the gatekeeper
And I'll take you to
A place where children still laugh
A place where there is no need to work
And music plays all around
What say you?
Come, cried the gatekeeper
And I'll show you
This place which exists only when you dream
And let you stay there forever
In your dream
What say you?
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CM II by ellaine CM II :iconellaine:ellaine 362 121 Ardent Dancer by ryoung Ardent Dancer :iconryoung:ryoung 272 27






Female in body undecided in mind
New Zealand
I write to find out who I am, and I read to see if anyone else has discovered it for me.

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Female in body, undecided in mind
Chronic insomniac and daydreamer
Unremitting writer of typo-littered prose
Indulges in feta cheese and vicarious living
Is a proven film geek
Recently inducted into drooling over men's fashion
Bi-lingual Russian/English
Film school graduate
Reluctant student of Sociology
Psychology and English Linguistics double major
|| Richard Siken || Clifford Simak || Alfred Bester || Arkadi & Boris Strugatsky || Ray Bradbury || Emma Bull || Julie Bertagna || Sergei Lukyanenko ||
|| Supernatural || White Collar || Sherlock || Lie To Me || QI || Whose Line Is It Anyway? || Leverage || Pushing Daisies || Friends || Veronica Mars || Wonderfalls || Heroes || FlashForward ||
|| The Fall || Inception || Fight Club || American Beauty || Keith || Brick || Mysterious Skin || Mr. Nobody || The Legend of 1900 || Ten Inch Hero || K-PAX || Pay It Forward || ~just to name a few; ask if you're curious~ ||
|| Young Heretics || Dave Gahan || Poets of the Fall || Black Lab || OneRepublic || Muse || Massive Attack || Unkle || Poets and Pornstars || The Glitch Mob || Hurts || The Music || Soap and Skin || Sneaker Pimps || Keane || Daughtry || VAST ||
|| Jensen Ackles || Jared Padalecki || Joseph Gordon-Levitt || Tom Hardy || Ian Somerhalder || Misha Collins || Lee Pace || Kevin Spacey || Tim Roth || Ewan McGregor || Cillian Murphy || Matt Bomer || Christian Bale ||


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robigohan Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2012  Student Digital Artist
hi again.
I still didnt received any mail with this full version pic -> [link]
If you still have it I'd be glad if u can mail it at
Thanks a million^^
Mikeinc Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2011
Merry X-Mas!
mcat35 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2011
Yay!! So happy to see part 4. You're an amazing writer!
Drool-in-terror Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2011
<3 thank you so much
beccj Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2011   Digital Artist
thank you very much for the watch :heart:
Ace-Zaslavsky Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2011  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! <3
CoalWolfe Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2011
Thank you for the stalkerage darling!
MuffinBob Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2011
Thanks for the fave! :hug:
amelia-slytherine Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2011
Ukelx42 Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
YOU! -gives a serious look-

Wussup? ;]
We ain't talked in a long while. What you been up to?
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