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Dugza`s confession :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 6 232
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Dugza`s goals :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 8 116
AT: Centiride by Dreamer-In-Shadows AT: Centiride :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 27 65 SoM Funko Pop figure - Bagabug Blood-Storm by Dreamer-In-Shadows SoM Funko Pop figure - Bagabug Blood-Storm :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 20 170 Blight`s Crewmember Mathafrae by Dreamer-In-Shadows Blight`s Crewmember Mathafrae :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 20 78 Birthday of Healing by Dreamer-In-Shadows Birthday of Healing :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 26 43 Pash Pear-Killer by Dreamer-In-Shadows
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Pash Pear-Killer :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 19 87
Der Ring des Nibelungen by Dreamer-In-Shadows Der Ring des Nibelungen :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 35 64 SoM Funko Pop figure - Ratanak Pit Fighter by Dreamer-In-Shadows SoM Funko Pop figure - Ratanak Pit Fighter :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 11 9 SoM Funko Pop figure - Feldush Giggles by Dreamer-In-Shadows SoM Funko Pop figure - Feldush Giggles :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 11 13 TBL DLC Funko Pop figure - Tumhorn Evil Eye by Dreamer-In-Shadows TBL DLC Funko Pop figure - Tumhorn Evil Eye :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 9 47 SoM Funko Pop figure - Brogg the Twin by Dreamer-In-Shadows SoM Funko Pop figure - Brogg the Twin :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 10 9 SoM Funko Pop figure - Mogg the Other Twin by Dreamer-In-Shadows SoM Funko Pop figure - Mogg the Other Twin :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 5 18 Spectral Dragon of Kindness by Dreamer-In-Shadows Spectral Dragon of Kindness :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 27 33 Their redemption, my curse by Dreamer-In-Shadows Their redemption, my curse :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 20 43 Universal Love by Dreamer-In-Shadows Universal Love :icondreamer-in-shadows:Dreamer-In-Shadows 36 99
Go ahead and check it entirely if you wish. It might not be the best in the world, but neither is the worst xD and it might not be from me directly, but indirectly, but no worries, everyone is credited.

This awaits those that wish to steal my direct arts (signatured with my names: MethusiFreeDragon; JeraziahDragonMedic; DragonFree93; MethusiFreeDragon93; KuznyaDragonOfBaa; Dreamer-In-Shadows):



So had you got that? Just don`t do it!


^... Isn`t that Overly Manly Man up there??? O_o

Random Favourites

Rabbit Drawing tutorial pt1 - Characteristics by LadyFiszi Rabbit Drawing tutorial pt1 - Characteristics :iconladyfiszi:LadyFiszi 172 10 Five Nights At Freddy's 4 - Nightmares by LadyFiszi Five Nights At Freddy's 4 - Nightmares :iconladyfiszi:LadyFiszi 877 67 FNAF - You Can't wallpaper by LadyFiszi
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FNAF - You Can't wallpaper :iconladyfiszi:LadyFiszi 686 163
Wild World by Naschi Wild World :iconnaschi:Naschi 8,321 321 Snuggling up II by Aenea-Jones Snuggling up II :iconaenea-jones:Aenea-Jones 1,086 67 FNAF 4 by Odu4 FNAF 4 :iconodu4:Odu4 1,055 54
Journal
This is the best Springtrap voice
From 01:01...
I never knew I can fall in love with a voice
IM DRAWING AND WHENEVER I HEAR THAT VOCAL AT 01:01, I STOP AND START SQUEALING....
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Just woke up.
I had a dream last night.... and for the strangest reason, Rebornica was in it.  What the heck is going on with me??  Am I going to be another "Rebornica" and let everyone down, or was it a signal that I can't do what they did... I need to be stronger than that?
I haven't read any comments on here, but I'm going to be staying away from things until either 1) I figure all of this FNAF4 stuff out and just get it over with, or 2) play the heck out of the game and do it myself, rather than watch others.
I'm just really sad for this fandom, because we can't just enjoy our game like normal people.  Everyone has to be FIRST to find everything, because that's how you make money on Youtube, sadly.
Maybe I'll be back when things are calmer, or maybe people will forget that I existed.  We'll see.  I'll keep thinking and listening to music.... and being alone.  Quiet.  Let come what comes.
I will always love FNAF, I have ALWAYS loved it.  If there were a way
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Quick Update: Fixed My Mention Notifications
Well, I finally sat down and went through my 13000 mentions from this week.  And did something that I wish I didn't have to do:

Did that on every single one of my icons
so......
now I can actually SEE when you tag ME in something!! WOOOOO Bumper Cars! (Bonnie Chat Icon)  Spam away!!
So, you can actually tag me with either @ gold94chica or :icongold 94chica: (no spaces) and I will see it.  No more need for you to have to show me with a link in a note or on my profile!
Also, I might want to do tag journals again, but I'll comment your questions/answers on your journal, rather than spamming everyone with lots of journals (just this one)
(wow, 13,000 clicks in 1 hour is a lot lol) Balloon Boy Head Spin Chat Icon
I could say more stuff but it's after 5am Inside Out Reaction Icon: Fear fainting GIF  
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Gold94Chica by PurpleMonsterEyJ Gold94Chica :iconpurplemonstereyj:PurpleMonsterEyJ 88 57 Goodbye Commander by ChikKV Goodbye Commander :iconchikkv:ChikKV 100 9 We Will Always Remember You by Alex--Houston We Will Always Remember You :iconalex--houston:Alex--Houston 57 15 Summer evenings by Alex--Houston Summer evenings :iconalex--houston:Alex--Houston 40 27
Literature
we're all the same when the lights go down
but beneath my skin there are
crystals of amber (i am a geode,
hollow and shining)
and the shards stab deep, root and
rake, one more jewel i'll gladly take
and i know there is yet another beast
now howling on the inside i can't name,
and you say you don't know how i grew wrong
but there's the storm, the spice, and now the rain
[there is spitfire cur(d)ling in my cheeks
and coating them with salt and sculptor's glaze]
we are afraid that there is something
wrong, there is something wrong with me,
this girl here, whose demeter eyes gaze
like a fog at the chalk drawn flowers
and the turmeric-stained spoons
because right now she looks like she
wants to leap into tartarus on her own
accord instead of stirring seeds in the pan
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Turtle by Hengki24 Turtle :iconhengki24:Hengki24 188 10 Frost Wolf by atryl Frost Wolf :iconatryl:atryl 2,112 124
My favorites
Do not be afraid to scour through them - maybe you`ll love what you discover here ;)

Do you think I randomly fav every piece I stumble across?
Had To Be Done by FreeDanPhantom
Well, I do NOT! My favs have quality as well!

And now for something completely different:

Tomb of the Golden Couch by thatDMan
The fanciest lich in all of games!


The reason why I pathetically love Dark Messiah`s Black Guards :lmao:!


Are you jealous of me rocking the house hard? Well, TOO BAD! >:3

Pegasus headbutting Meg
Me and my friends of different beliefs <3


Whenever I watch a movie I really like, but my friend of family member does not … =P

And here are some hugs!
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LOL!

As another year of my life passes

Fri Jan 19, 2018, 1:16 AM
I admit, I don`t feel much better or worse than in the previous year when I wrote the entry as I was 23 years old for the 1st time, but this doesn`t mean that I`m better off than that year as well. Not only did doctors found out that I have an autoimmune disease that is slowly destroying my thyroid gland (and thus dooming me on taking supplements for thyroid hormones for the rest of my life), thanks to binge-playing Shadow of War and interacting with other players of this game that I became friends with as well as with the creators of it themselves via Twitch chat, I`m not in here as much as I used to be (as well as losing some very good friends over this as well that I doubt would ever wish to come back because well ... just look what I have become. You can believe me when I say that I`m not liking myself at all). I can only hope that many of you people, but especially my friends, that aren`t gamers and are watching me just for the sake of my art as well as journal entries understand this kind of addiction, since the game is really good and the stories that you can get via it are unlike anything I`ve ever seen in the entirety of my lifetime (and I`ve been here on this world since 1994, thus I saw quite a lot of stuff both in real life and in videogame industry). No worries regarding my art tho, since I`m still drawing from time to time and just to prove that to you, here is the most recent piece of art that I posted up on my Steam page`s Artwork section for Shadow of War:
steamuserimages-a.akamaihd.net…
Feel free to comment on it here on this journal entry.

I can only thank everything that as a counterbalance to this negativity, I`m still in contact with my irl acquaintances and thus still having a possibility in finding a good job outside the voluntary one and still keeping my voluntary job as a gardener of a small urban garden that is located at the edge of my home city. Sure, I`m still not getting cash out of it, but that doesn`t mean I`m not getting anything out at all, since people there are really nice and are all too willing to recommend me to other gardens once I feel like enough time passed on gathering experience and start to actually go out there in order to get an actual job that wouldn`t doom me to a lifetime of boredom and being abused as the cheap work force just because of my age (as well as other people seeing me as extremely immature because of the same thing as well, since well ... it tends to happen when you`re being around younger people and especially little kids, which is my case completely thanks to being friends with many mothers even irl).

So yeah, as I enter age 24 for the 1st time (aka today is my B-Day) in my life (as well as last time) and I get 1 year closer to death, I honestly hope that things won`t remain as stale as they were in previous years and that my effort in job-searching will bear fruit sooner or later, even if I might never finish up any higher-degree schooling because of financial problems (and even if that effort is pretty much wasted on videogames, as some of you would like to say) and that being seen in my dreams as well, via symbolism of course, but still being seen. Kind of makes me understand why some people choose to end it waaay before their time to depart this world had come. You definitely can get tired of life and frankly, I`m already well down on that road, but it`s for the sake of all of you people that are in here, still watching my art and chatting with me, that I still persist in being here ... and for that, I`m seriously grateful already, since you guys show that there is definitely more to life than just dull and stale process of ups and downs.

So ... thank you, all of you, for being the main reason that I`m still here and will continue to be for as long as my physical body (that is hating itself so much, it`s attacking itself, literally) can endure. 9th bDay cAndle 4 dA :bow: revamped :bow:2 rvmp :bow: revamped 9th bDay cAndle 4 dA 


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:iconvalichan:
ValiChan Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey it has been so long! I hope you're okay! <3
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ShadowMarco Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2019  Student General Artist
Heya, long time i hear of you bud
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:iconshadowhunterspartan:
ShadowHunterSpartan Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2018
how have you been it's been too long.
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DeathoftheUndying Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello, you once gave me the idea for a drawing.

High Stakes Gambler by DeathoftheUndying

Just wanted to say thank you. :D
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ShadowHunterSpartan Featured By Owner May 17, 2018
how are you as of late been a while.
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner May 26, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Busy, busy, busy, busy, busy. Seriously, I˙m always at the edge of literally forgetting about this website. x_x
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ShadowHunterSpartan Featured By Owner May 26, 2018
busy with what and yah I know how you feel.
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner May 26, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Real life, like trying to raise enough cash to move out, finding my own job and other stuff like this, aside being in other websites as well like Steam and Discord just to game around.
Also, you´re a grand-cousin?
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The-Argonian-Guy Featured By Owner May 9, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Howdy! 
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner May 11, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Why hi there. Hopefully your life is kind to you. ^-^
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:iconthe-argonian-guy:
The-Argonian-Guy Featured By Owner May 11, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
It is! ^=^ 

How are you doing btw?
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner May 26, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Busy, busy, busy, busy, busy. :facepalm: Be it planning for the future, spending time gaming/in the sun/on other websites and almost completely shifting my hobbies to these ones as well because I have a feeling I´m pretty much forgotten here by my own bloody fault.
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StardustLightseeker Featured By Owner May 8, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Hey :D Long time no see :D 
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:icondreamer-in-shadows:
Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner May 11, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Waaay too long if you ask me! How are you? :)
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StardustLightseeker Featured By Owner May 11, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
I agree :D 
I am doing good, college is killing me though XD
How about you? 
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner May 26, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Got swept away by life, job-searching, sunshine, planning and other websites in order to game and meet some new people. :facepalm:
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TDBK Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:w00t:
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:icondreamer-in-shadows:
Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner May 7, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Long time no see! Apologies for being off for so much time, was swamped with stuff!
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TDBK Featured By Owner May 8, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No worries my friend!
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner May 11, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hopefully you don´t mind me missing from here at most random times. ^^;
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Blits-Rainer Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2018
thanks for the fave.
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ditto! :wave:
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LonelySitlentAngel Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2018  Student Writer
Thanks for the favorite
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Dreamer-In-Shadows Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ditto for your fave bomb there. :D
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Christopia1984 Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2018  Student Digital Artist
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