Looks like my last journal was right - 2 years later, just in time for the World Cup :)
Last time I wrote an update, things in life were a bit awkward but all of the pieces were falling into place. This time, it's kinda the opposite... just when I thought everything was moving along nicely, something comes along and smashes it to pieces. I'm starting to understand that it was all necessary, and I hope that some good can come out of it... that said, it's all hugely sad, and while I'm trying to stay positive and hang in there, it's just massively painful and sometimes I wonder quite how on earth things are ever going to work out.
So yeah... j