To Lostdigidestined, Midnitez-Remix, Virvendir or any of their friends or anybody that I have hurt & upset with things that I have said & done 2 them, I am writing this 2 let u know how remorse I am and I m trying my best 2 sincere apologize 4 whatever mean or hurtful things that I have said & do 2 you & your friends. 4 u c it wasn't my intention 2 me say mean & hurtful things about & when it comes 2 gays. my Dad brainwashed me in on believing when it comes 2 gay. 4 u c I was raised by my parents tho it was my dad whom is the real reason why I said all those things which I apologize 4. 4 he was raised by his folks and try 2 raise us the way he was raise which is Catholic Christian which they were taught that gay is is sin & such. I try not 2 be influenced by them but the way I was verbal abuse by him when he ran out of pain meds especially since I have other things 2 deal with such as me being autism & have other health issues that I'm trying 2 deal with left me a timid shell