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Exodus of Youth
Illusions of grandeur
tempt the mind
into dark places
where the soul curls up and dies.
You only want to stay there for a night.
Which turns into a week,
A month
Then a year
Time flows freely.
It passes you by
While you stayed chained to your darkness
Suckling at the remains of life that drips from her breast.
Foolish child
believes that he has forever
but he barely has an hour.
He’s burnt his days
like matches
and watches them crumble into ash
with glazed and dreamy eyes
red-rimmed and dry
He keeps waiting for a dream that
He pushes farther and farther away
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Literature
The Things You Didn't See
Aching, blood stained knees
A white, petifore dress
Hands clasped together tightly
Shaking,
Sweating slightly,
Her eyes are steel stones
Tossed about in the midst of the storm.
Pearly white smile,
Fangs behind closed lips,
When she isn’t looking
He becomes a monster named
“Man.”
Dust grey hands
Leave marks on the back of her dress.
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Literature
The Smallest Details Are Overlooked
We run across the sea.
Muscles aching,
With our eyes closed
Until we are all stars,
Fading in the distance.
We go onward to infinity.
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Literature
The Love That Left
B E F O R E   S H E  L E F T.
She was like a never-ending song,
And painted life in a way that was both beautiful and filled with pain.
When she spoke her voice trembled in a way that broke your heart.
She was like stained-glass,
Pretty to look at but sharp around the edges and easy to break.
She was the fire
That kept you warm when you were cold and alone
But burnt you if you got too close
She could have been a dancer
The way she pirouetted in and out of your mind.
She was your rock
But turned to sand when you tried to make her into something
More.
She is the red balloon that
Slipped through your fingers when you were a kid.
And you watched her float away
With watery eyes, outstretched hands and her melody still echoing in your ears.
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Literature
A Bystander's Plea
My feet,
Aching in sand encrusted misery,
Drag across the concrete cage of the steel jungle
The putrid smell of piss and exhaust fill my nose.
A constant reminder of our past, present, and future.
It is never ending.
It is progressive.
It is futile.
Underneath the weight of iron ore, silicon and industry the soul crumbles
Take a breath and the soul escapes
The slender, human back threatens to break under the pressure
Skin rips open against the unforgiving concrete.
Blood akin to red velvet pools across my palms.
A constant reminder that I am not one with the steel jungle.
I will never be one of them.
I look around the sea of shifting faces
Cheeks sunken in,
Plastic flesh that is no longer their own
Oval eyes illuminated not with the eternal iridescence but from the artificial glow of a computer screen.
My mouth opens,
A sigh of protest
A cry of the old world
of newborn babies shrouded in darkness
of the bright newness of the green earth.
Welcoming,
Waiting for us to return to it.
The e
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Literature
Quick Death
She shrugs her feeble shoulders. Her soft brown hair falls over her eyes, shrouding her face from his. "Life is short."
The temptation overpowers him. He cannot help it; she is too vulnerable. He takes sweet, sinful pleasure in closing his hand around her thin throat. "And yours is even shorter."
There is a shout of surprise.
Struggle.
And then nothing.
It is a quick death.
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Literature
Who I Am And Who I Used To Be
Where did she go?
The girl who used to smile so carefree.
Who could light up with a room with a mere laugh.
She wasn’t hindered by the
Scars of her past
and her present.
She baked cakes
And sang songs
And danced in the moonlight.
She would scream till her voice was raw
Not because
She was sad
But because she was so happy that she could barely handle it.
But then she was crushed
Erased from the present
And now stuck in the past.
In her place, is a girl who
Is afraid of the dark.
And no longer dances for fear of falling.
She has yelled at her parents.
And swore
And cried
And scream because she feels
Like it is the only way anyone will notice her.
This girl is not strong.
She is human.
Even though I have come to terms with her
When I lie in bed at night
Questions dance around my membrane.
Why can’t I find the old girl?
Where has she gone?
And why can’t I be her anymore?
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Literature
God in her Heart, and Everything In Between
God is not in her hips nor her head but in her heart.
Because her heart is
Where she loves,
And worships,
And prays.
God is not in her hips because that is where her hell resides.
As she hits the dance floor
She becomes dangerous.
She is hellfire.
She is sexy
And all of the boys come to her
But none of them stay.
For her head is noman’s land
She has determination but no plans.
Hell is in her hips so
So she parties
And prays to satisfy the yearning in her heart.
Nonetheless, she has no destination.
She has been groomed to have hell in her hips
and God in her heart
But nothing in her head.
It is empty.
It is a desert.
She cannot make decisions
But her boyfriend will make them for her
Like her parents did before.
The girl with god in her heart and hell in her hips has potential
But no accomplishments.
She will be whatever they want her to be.
She’ll get married.
She’ll have a baby.
Two,
Then three,
Her looks will fade.
Her hair will gray.
And no one will remember the gir
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Literature
Before the Fall
Feet poised
Voice whispers sweetly,
"Fall."
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Literature
Child's Fear
Knife poised,
No one cares anyway
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Literature
The Door is Wide Open
Two bleeding hearts and hands intertwined
Flesh against flesh,
The door is wide open,
But her eyes are bright and fearful.
My mouth closes and then opens like
A fish gasping for air
I’m still learning how to say I love you.
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Literature
Free Bird
You call me rowdy,
Party girl,
Wild child.
You say that my mind is filled with rubbish and falsehood
But I am the only one with any sense around here
Because I know the truth.
I must live in the beautiful now.
I must experience everything:
Love,
Passion,
Hate,
Joy,
Excitement,
Anger,
Lust
Anticipation,
Nervousness,
Fervor.
I hold on for all of my tomorrows because I know there might not be any
So what you call me does not define me
I am not chained to what you define as good or bad
I am myself
I am my own person
I will cry when I want to
And laugh when I want to.
What you see as beautiful is tainted to me
And what you define as ugly is pleasing in my eyes.
You cannot tell me what to do,
Because you no longer hold the key.
I am borderless.
I am free.
I am me,
I am a Free Bird
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Literature
It's You I Despise
Every night I can feel the burning behind my eyes
And I know that it’s you I despise
Everyday my hatred grows stronger
And the time we don’t talk gets longer
I know that I’m a goner
But if I’m going down you’re coming with me
If you think I’ll let you be
Then I’ll quickly take you out of your misery
I make your life a living hell
So you won’t be able to tell
How far you fell
And when you begin to hate me
To the point where you can never be let be
I’ll win
You’ll never be free
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Katherine
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Personal Quote: A sky without clouds is a sky at peace, it happens rarely.
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  • Reading: Generation Dead/ The Great Gatsby
  • Watching: The Weekenders
  • Eating: Fries
  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper
Hey all it's been a while.

So to recap everything that has happened to me in the past few months. I became dangerously close to rekindling one of my older relationships :iconmuahplz: because I was really lonely and he was always there be my side. We also have similar after school activities so I see him everyday but I stopped it before it got past the flirtatious stage. I realized that if we broke up again it would damage our friendship and I also realized that I broke up with him because he wasn't the right fit and that hasn't changed. 

I have flitted around my circle of friends never really clinging to anyone and am making new friends practically all the time. In fact, I am going to this girl's birthday party on Saturday and I just met her two weeks ago at another party. :iconsosadplz: I am taking many difficult classes this year and this, plus the death of two people very close to me, and my aunt getting cancer that she won't survive, has cause severe depression and emotional stress. It has definitely put a lot of strain on my relationship with my family. My parents are always checking up on me because they are extremely worried for my well being but I started volunteering at the hospital near me and have found that being there helps me relax, and calm down. Soon, once my schedule opens up a bit, I will be going back to my job as a receptionist at the health club near me. So I am excited in that respect.

Lately, everything has been feeling very dull. I feel suffocated by the people around me and wish nothing more than to just pick up all of my things and leave. The number of enemies I have has also increased and it saddens me to say that the bonds between many of my friends have weakened. I really want to try changing my look, perhaps going for something more edgy and dark but for the sake of my parents I may hold off on that fantasy although I have already bought a tube of black lipstick and nail polish. >:)

I have had two pieces that I wrote published in a literary magazine down in the city with is amazing. I would love to share them with you all but unfortunately my contract won't let me. Unfortunately, I have felt lately like practically everything I write is incredibly dull and boring and it's been getting hard for me to pick up my pen and just go with it. I am sure it is just writer's block and it will go away soon but I cannot help but feel that everything I have gone through this past year is starting to take it's toll on me.

My interests still haven't changed. I loved writing and drawing and the chance I get to make some new stuff I'll definitely show it to all of you~ :iconstudmuffinplz:

I hope everyone has a great Valentine's Day! And I hope I'll get to reconnect with everyone soon! :heart: :iconeweplz: :iconflowerplz: :D

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Happy Birthday! Have a good one! :D
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's January 14th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:

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Happy birthday! :D
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Happy birthday! :D
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Not been on DA in ages, so here's a belated thank you for adding my poem to your collection :)
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Thanks for the fave!!
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Thank you for the watch :D
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's January 14th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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